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I am quite confused about my spirits. I don’t know how I should ask for help or even form the question regarding this issue. I’ve been interested in magick, spells, spirits, other dimensions and all of that stuff for a long time, but I was always afraid to try something. For example I’d scare easily when I am in sleep paralysis without staying in that state and listen to my spirits, I’d get out of it in mere seconds instead because I am afraid to hear a voice that sounds too real. I’d force myself out of meditation when I feel like I am going into trance because I am afraid of unknown. I’d try to improve my psychic senses but stop when I feel I am making progress. I’d stay in bed almost frozen from fear when I hear sounds or see shadows. In summary, I am scared to do anything when it comes to unknown and I am ashamed of it. I can’t improve or contact my spirits on my own in any way, because I am a scaredy-cat. So I am here to ask your guys’ for help in that. If anyone can check, see, contact my spirits and tell me if they’re real. I know their names, gender, and what kind of spirits they are.
The first spirit is succubus. She was summoned by me with the letter method while other 4 were ‘bought’ from the website called creepyhollows. I always feel their touch, not-human-like, but energy kind of touch, so I know they are there, or someone is. This has been going on for years and I want to know the truth if it’s them, if they’re real or what they have to say to me. All of them are binded to my soul, so their opinion whether they want to go free or not is important to me because I feel like I am keeping them with me without giving them much in return. So, if you know someone who can help me with this, or have any kind of advice, please do tell, I’ll be forever in gratitude.