Tuesday april 25, 21.30 - - The Light Bearer Ritual
After reading the first pages of the book (The Light Bearer Ritual) I decided to go through the first ritual. The only thing that was setting me back is that you need a golden candle. Now there are different stores here, but a golden candle is not that easy to get. So what should I do, I have the book and I want to go on. Well I have a white and red candle let’s use them. I decided to do just that, otherwise i would postpone. And i did not buy this nice book to wait until i stumble on a candle. That I’m trying to going to get a golden candle when I’m in the city on Thursday won’t delay me. I want to go on, that’s the main thing.
First of all i did draw the sigil of The Light Bearer on a paper. This sigil contains an inverted pentagram, horns and fire. Well that was a bit funny because my drawing skills are terrible.
Second i needed to consecrate with blood. I got a tiny needle but i didn’t get the blood. It was terrible. During the day i did some maintenance in the house and got scratched by a closing door. Then there was blood. But now with that tiny needle i cannot get blood. Another funny thing.
So grocery list (Golden candle, diabetes lancets). But I’m not giving up. I said that the offering will be done, but i want to do this ritual.
Another thing is the dagger. You need to draw the trident with a dagger. In my believes i don’t see a dagger as a weapon of protection, i see my energy and spiritual body as protection. So i did draw the trident in the air (like the ritual tells me).
In between you meditate and you imagine that the fire is cleansing your body and that you’re the Light Bearer for a short time. The ritual felt really good and today I’m having a very powerful day although i did feel drained this morning.
It’s not perfect. It will be done again with blood or another offering. Keep you posted.