So because if this, and me asking Vassago for help with my senses, I am no longer feeling her energy. I asked @Angelb1083, @Faustus and @DarkestKnight for advice to apologize. “i seam to be doing this often. My social skills are as week as may astral senses” but I asked for her to forgive me, and made her an offering.
I hope she will accept, and we can continue to work together. As for hearts, maybe I should ask @Lady_Eva to change my handle to something more fitting, like cursed heart, or something to the effect of heart breaker
Threw my short time on this site, I’m new, I feel like I’m still playing catch-up, or like the tomato being used to make ketchup.
I did the ritual that many had suggested @anon10524665, @CyberLord, and @Angelb1083 suggested. And tons of great advice from @DarkestKnight.
I sit here admiring this symbol of a connection to a great king. I can not forget thoes who have aided me to get here, so I wish to say thank you, thank you all!
Thanks Angel, I know that this is just the first steps to an endless journey for self improvement, and to help give aid others. I am grateful to all the invaluable advise you given to me, the encouragement, and push that you have provided me, even when you felt unwell, or uncertain about things.
12:04am
Final smoke, then off to bed, I’ll have to take the new pendant off in secret, wife doesn’t like necklaces on men, thinks they look tacky, and really doesn’t like the occultism, or anything related. Will attempt to sleep with my new pendant under my pillow. I’ll follow up in the morning…
Awoke a little before 6:00 am, feeling restless, whispered the words of magical power while continuing to lay awkwardly in bed. King paimon’s pendant still under my pillow.
My daughter and her friend who spent the night asked to go to curch, some non denominational Christian curch. The two had to be there before 7:30. I drove them. I felt naked without the pendant on.
As I drove away, the word denomination, as in the Gospel law was dominant. It’s been a though. Law, we have law of attraction, but a code of ethics, morals. There good and all. Protect the weak, and such, as a god, are we above such things? I have the audio from a few ok EA youtube videos scratchly recorded to my phone. Listened to one or two on the drive home.
Returning home and slipped between the covers.
Only to be woken again around 9:20.
as I continue to search for some guidance, I allways enjoy reading about King Paimon. I responded to a post about the kings correspondence (ie. Likes, colours, planets, offerings and the like) someone had beaten me to responding. Thought I only know the clasic text book examples, and when in doubt, ask the entity themselves, why take others words for it.
The one who answered gave an awesome response, and I just wanted to say yes, and that afterwards, teach others of him. The King adores that, and I enjoy giving answers. then the most peculiar thing happened. The one who answered said this about my responce to his advice:
my question is, how do I become another entities will?
I am still working on my senses to communicate, but until then, I learn, apply, untill I know what he will want from others.
It’s a lot to find out, and I do enjoy learning about him.
Like the meaning of his name:
From the Wikipedia article on King Paimon:
the name “Paimon” purportedly meant “a tinkling sound” in an unspecified language. This makes sense, if you look at his Sigil.
The symbols in the middle look like 4 bells.
Thank you again, I am looking forward to it. Is the story of the four magi, is that a story I can repeat to anyone that asks, or only something that King paimon should tell?
I have an odd question, I don’t know how much is real, it seams like a dream maybe, but it feels like it was from months ago.
To explain: I meet Lucifer, we talked, took me somewhere. All I have are just snap shots.
I do have horrible memory recall, and only recall like 10%-15% of my dreams.
I don’t want to offend any of the spirits if they have visited me, spoke to me in my dreams.
