Freedom or prison? Neither… You are not forced nor confined to subscribe to philosophies that don’t work for you. If you like the LHP, the do what you want with it, it’s not a religion that has a gatekeeper telling you how it works, it’s just a way of approaching the world. 
Personally, I actually think there’s no such thing, it’s a convenient labels for some people to relate to each other, but if you look up the discussions on here about it, it gets very hard to pin down and is not a single doctrine, meanwhile there’s plenty about the RHP that seems very similar.
Most folks here don’t try to box themselves into this kind of label, I don’t. This is not an "LHP or “satanic” forum, we cover al kinds of magickal practice and philosophy and we have categories for magick that don’t come from the Abrahamic dualistic ways of thinking at all.
All signs of sever psychic attack. You have to start defending yourself and banishing this bullshit and do it today.
Sounds like what we call here “parasites”, and we have many tutorials to help you identify, avoid and get rid of them, They’re a VERY common problem with people who dive into the occult without sufficient preps. But it’s a problem that’s very fixable with banishing, cleansing and setting up protections to keep these things out of your way.
See if any of this resonates for you:
Doesn’t sound right at all… and not like an improvement. I’d banish and generally get rid of these things, they’re wasting your time while feeding on you… meanwhile the longer you wait, the stronger they get and the weaker you do. Do this asap.
If you learn one thing from this, it’s NEVER give your power away. You are the strong one, you are the human, these things don’t get a right to jack shit from you, and they can’t take it without your permission. Stop allowing them to steal your milkshake.
An entity worth working with will verify it’s identity and negotiate upfront what the deal it, not act like a scammer and keep adding to the cost while failing to provide the benefits.
This is basically shadow work. If this is your working through your inner selves, then you are in the middle of something and now is a good time to take a break ad let the existing energies work themselves out. You don’t run on a broken foot you rest up while it heals.
If this is because you’re heavily parasitized, then take that break, fix that and use it to learn how to set up proper protections.
Do you do the LBRP daily? Are you working through a book or other reference?
Worthless astral wildlife trying to get a meal in probably. You don’t need to waste any more time on them. They’re common as muck and they will go bother someone else. Don’t assume just because a thing doesn’t have a body that it’s somehow superior, it’s usually the opposite.
Yes, absolutely: identify and clear the cause of the issue. Most magickians do not have this intense level of attack but most have also at some point has to deal with impostors, negative entities, ghosts, curses, unfriendly discarnates and fae and most often parasites.
It doesn’t matter what they are, start with a basic smudging and salt bath cleanse… be aware that there are probably many but this point, that throwing them out the door doesn’t stop them coming back, and so you set up wards and get aggressive to force them to leave you alone. Withdraw your permission to mess with you and firmly tell them to leave.
The work of Robert Bruce contains relatable situations and he has a book with more info on the how, which we’ve referenced with other techniques to take back your power here: