{The Book of King Paimon} - An Ongoing Pathworking

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A First
Rentanez is a spirit under the house of demons. To recap: I am using the Book of King Paimon, and it is written by Xag Darklight. In the book, three houses are given. They are general categories of spirits: demons, angels and djinn. Rentanez is listed as under the category of demons, and is equally an angel.

Early morning, I call Rentanez. The sigil is open and I hear,
not yet

This confirms a suspicion I had earlier - that I am to spend time with and not rush my work with Rtut. I really feel that Rtut is an untapped goldmine.

Rtut
I have spent about a week working on a financial certification course. It’s been about 6-8 hours of work every day - basically an upper level college course. It is not easy. It is a challenge that I enjoy.

I think this is some of what Rtut is showing me. Finding a set of challenges that I enjoy, and actually follow though on - consistent, applied effort.

I believe Rtut is showing me that I should move away from “magic” and “mundane”. It’s all the same stuff. I’ve had this realizations as I am sitting in a Starbucks, of all places.

Rtut’s Energy

As I work with Rtut, I believe I have something to say about it’s energy. It feels angelic in nature. By this, there are qualities that I would categorize under the word “architect”. It provides the quality of calm, the quality of serenity, a in-the-moment perspective that doesn’t obsess over the past or the future. Elementally, Rtut feels like peaceful earth. Like a seed in soil that has sprouted roots, and is glad to do so.

Now, I must get back to my certification course.
Till the next, and thanks for reading!

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This update concerns spirits indirectly. It is about people; specifically, magicians and practioners.

We disagree. Sometimes we disagree often.

Friends, it is possible for us to disagree and leave it at that.

Magician X thinks godhood is such and such. Magician Y thinks goodhood is not such and such.

Why not leave it at that? I see magicians tearing each other down, so quick to insult a persons being simply because of what? Disagreement?

Disagreement is not a reason to attack the personhood of another.

Two magicians can have completely different views on whatever - and guess what?

If it works for each of them, they do not have to agree!

Food for thought.

Edit: Here’s another one:
Ascent. Define it for yourself. I see Ascent used as a term that makes everyone nod their heads in agreement. If you don’t actually know what Ascent means to you - you aren’t growing. You are copying others.

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Do the Work

Hey folks! Thanks for reading. You may have noticed my posts are becoming slightly infrequent. This is purposeful.

You see, Rtut has guided me to do the work on this plane. This is pragmatic, it is practical. I am working 6-8 hours a day on a financial certification course. The gist of Rtut’s lesson is : to not look for shortcuts or way of avoiding work. I am to simply work on this certification course. Good ol fashioned work.

As an Aquarius, with Air dominant signs - doing work (element of earth) is sort of my polar opposite. I used to be quick to daydream and think about my goals and aims - without following any of it through with actual work.

I appreciate how this pathworking has led me to actual real world results, and not spirit-stuff. Sometimes, that is what we like to avoid. Work! We want to summon spirits and gain all this knowledge, but how much of it do we ground in this plane by doing actual work?

I suspect many more spiritual doors and wealth will continue to reveal themselves to me, provided I keep up this real world effort.

For posterity, this certification will provide a job that is base pay + commission. [I get a certain % of every sale I make]. The commission aspect can open up a serious flow of wealth. I suspect I will have less free time, as I must work to earn the flow of wealth.

Upon the successful completion of this certification course, I will continue with the other spirits in the Book of King Paimon. I am roughly halfway through the house of the demons. Next is angels, and then the djinn.

Rtut, you are appreciated and I value the work we will continue to do.

A Question

This question is for anybody who has done pathworking with any spirit. Anybody who has any input can comment or PM me.

Has a pathworking with a spirit ever led you to work with spirits in a separate “pantheon” or group?

Rtut seems to be leading me to work with a spirit of the zodiac, which is pretty far removed from the spirits under King Paimon. (or maybe I’m just not open to the idea).

The Insight of Rtut

Rtut helped me to see that I have some internal work to do. As a veteran, I still carry some internal self-dialogue that is harmful, critical to a fault, and not useful.
Rtut showed me that some of me still thinks of myself as lazy, and a freeloader. You’d think that working 6-8 on a finance course and working part time basically scream that I am not lazy - yet that is what I think of myself. I’m writing this because I need to externalize what I have internalized, and I know a few readers of these posts appreciate the honesty. So there you go.
Till the next.

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Clues about Rtut
I’ve observed that Rtut does help with motivation and energy, as applied toward an aim or goal. However, there is a condition. You must do the work, you must follow through.

Think of it this way: you have a major project coming up. You would benefit from motivation and energy to apply toward this project.

Scenario 1 : You decide to watch 8 hours of Netflix, and then drag yourself to work on the project.
Scenario 2: You decide to work on the project, and then watch some Netflix.

If you want to work with Rtut, you should fall more in line with Scenario 2. That is all.

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Pathworking Update

Three items have been on my mind. Child, Parent, Adult. Today, I think of these as roles we adopt.

For example, a person who stays in the role of child will make choices that bring short term pleasure - at the expense of the future. For example, choosing to binge watch TV rather than go to work, or school.

I have been guided to work on adopting the role of the Adult.

Interestingly, Rtut has guided me to work with spirits of the Zodiac. As I understand it, this is quite “outside” of the spirits of King Paimon.

I had a chat with King Paimon and informed him of the above. I asked him if anything needed to be done, as I didn’t want him to feel like I gave up. He said something akin to
do what you must. I understand

The impression I got was an adult asking their parents if they can leave the house. Basically, King Paimon has a degree of trust with me. He knows I will return to this Pathworking.

Currently, Rtut has two spirits of the Zodiac I am to work with. One is from the degrees of Aquarius, and the other, of Scorpio.

As always, I am working on my financial certification. Currently, around 85% is completed. It feels good to do the work, and grow from it.

Thanks for reading!

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After a brief foray with some angels of the Zodiac, I am back.
Today, Rtut told me that our work together is done. I was led to tear up the sigil, and several sigilic notes I had made. I was in serious need of angelic energy, and I appreciate Rtut guiding me to the Angels of Aquarius and Scorpio.

I completed the coursework for my financial certification, and am working on taking some practice exams. Before, I viewed every wrong answer as a failure and judgment on my self-worth. Now, I see a wrong answer as an opportunity to improve. I see wrong answers as something that can be turned into gold. It is fun, and it definitely is work.

My intuition told me to spend 3 days with an exercise from the Book of King Paimon. It is focused in finding the lunar and solar forces within, and merging them together. This has the neat effect of removing blockages, of all sorts. Awesome stuff.

My plan is to spend 3 days with this practice, and then resume with the Demons of the House of King Paimon. Wordy stuff, lol.

Thanks for reading folks! If anybody has questions about my work with King Paimon, I am delighted to answer anything.

Edit: I’ll include the entry for the angel of the Zodiac, for those who are interested. A Celestial Turn

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THIS is something major that I struggle with myself. I don’t get as disappointed in myself with a wrong answer now. My scores are not that good but at least I’m able to work through them and not give up.

Full length tests though, they still terrify me. I need to work on it.

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Thanks for sharing. I agree. In my case, I think my experience of education/school led me somehow equal a test score with my self worth.

What is awesome is that we both have the realization (of tests somehow = self worth) that it isn’t ideal. Consciously realizing this is a great first step to fixing the problem.

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Let me facepalm myself for a moment

Disclaimer: Some of these realizations are due to a much needed dose of angelic energy, and of course, Pathworking the spirits of King Paimon.

Up till a few days ago, I had been stuck. My entire life seemed to be “stuck” and revolve around unhealthy attitudes toward sexuality and dependency. My posts mention my struggles with alcohol, an excess of casual sex in early college ect. I can now clearly identify what is the issue:

I was stagnating at the level of the sacral chakra.

Meaning, I did not really care to apply myself to anything that wasn’t relating to the lower animal. Meaning, I was looping around sex, pleasure, satisfaction without restraint. (Anybody who is experienced with Kundalini : please feel free to comment and clarify). In a humorous sense, I was stuck at the level of a college frat dude-bro. Lol.

Something about this pathworking has raised me to the level of the solar plexus chakra.

Experientially, this has been a broadening of horizons. My internal dialogue has gone something like this.
“You know, SilentSeeker, maybe I shouldn’t get hammered drunk all the time. Maybe I shouldn’t play video games for the whole day… Wow! It is quite rewarding to apply myself to my career. Wow, it feels great to not indulge all the damn time. It makes the moments when I do much sweeter. Damn, I really love reading. I love learning. Ha! I love growing, I love doing something that matters.” This is the phasing out of the Child, and allowing the Adult to emerge.
Experientially, I don’t feel “pulled” to porn; and my healthy sex drive has increased.

Rather than muddled, ambiguous sexual energy - I use and apply it purposefully. (I am rambling a bit, but that’s ok. I’m excited and I hope the reader notices this!)

Why does it matter?

Because most of my life and upbringing revolved around people stuck in these lower levels. The person who is my biological father - abusive, cruel, hurtful. He never learned to grow beyond his issues of security and belonging (lower chakras). Other people in my family (to them, I am not hating) have pathological fears of death and money (root chakra).

I feel humbled that I am able to grow where others choose to give up. I feel honored that my spirit friends have helped me evolve to a point where other people would die before arriving there.
I have suffered some to get here, yes. I have also learned that a masochistic approach to spiritual evolution and growth is unnecessary - yes, I’m referring to some of the “hardcore” approaches to growth on here. You know whos.

Anyways, rant over!
Thanks for reading you awesome people.

Edit: King Paimon is suggesting this bit: I must allow the changes to settle. Let my older way of life decay a bit, as it were.

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Holy Damn!!

I’m excited, had a realization that made me laugh and exclaim “I get it, I get it” as I was driving. College age me would be shocked.

Seeing somebody I find attractive, a stranger and lusting for them - that is attachment, that is suffering!

I have spent my entire life inflicting suffering on myself. Self imposed suffering. Attachment.

Lusting for somebody and working myself up simply because I can’t have them - that is a consious choice I am making!

I see now that how I choose to react - that is where the power lies. Seeing somebody attractive and consciously deciding to go “Cool. Now. Back to work.”

THAT is power, and more importantly, that is success.

Edit: I am on day 2 of 3, with a specific meditation from the book. It is about recognizing and charging the unified solar and lunar current within the self.

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Today I felt a nudge to use water in my meditations and rituals. This seems linked to the idea of balancing the solar and lunar. I have over-relied on fire and masculinity. I suspect water-based scrying and such will be a focus in the near future.

Tomorrow I will spend time getting to know Rentanez. I attempted to contact this spirit 10 days ago, and it told me it wasn’t the right time.
I received an email from the persons who will be my supervisor, in my financial job. Glad to see my efforts are supported.

This marks the end of my 3 days with the balancing solar and lunar meditation, from the Book of King Paimon. It seems prudent to make this mediation an ongoing work.

I feel less interested in immediate changes. I’m interested in longer term changes, and how making a certain meditation a habit can aid in longer term changes.

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For the past two days I have had dreams about people that I hold resentment against. I can feel myself, dreaming, revisiting why I hold resentment to them. I’m working through these blockages. I suspect part of this is connected to the meditation mentioned earlier. I also may do a divination and see if it connected with the Success Magick I completed a while back. (Enochian)

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Solar and Lunar as One
I have been practicing a meditation that involves the merging of the solar and lunar forces. I have decided to do this twice a day, in the morning and evening. I have noted several benefits, all of which are practical and rooted in my everyday lived experience.

I have observed changes in my diet. I felt guided to eat fresh peppers and tomatoes, rather than my breakfast cheesy bagel. (Which deserves a post on it’s own. Lol) I can feel the shift in diet manifesting as a adopting a more grounded nature. I feel less frantic when I work, and do not obsess with exactly how much time I am using.

Sacrifice
As I meditated today, I was led to my astral altar. It is black, with gold script on it. There are four horns, which lately seem to resemble mammoth tusks. I got in TGS and journeyed to the altar. I placed my hands on two of the horns and a 9 pointed star jutted out and pierced my chest. I felt myself bleeding out and dying in a way. (I don’t want this to sound dramatic, it is simply what I experienced.) As I “died”, I felt an urge to invoke King Paimon.

This had a different quality to it, as I did not use traditional titles associated with him. I used the titles of “the Adult” and “he who sacrifices pleasure for growth”. This was spontaneous and is connected with my earlier realization that I need to shift to the mentality of the Adult, and not the child. The realization is linked with the Solar Plexus. (This is based on three items: the Child, the Adult, the Parent. It seems connected to Saturn, somehow).

After I did this I felt myself traveling on a black horse, and then returned to waking consciousness.

Afterwards, I am applying real world effort. I am nearing the end of my studying for my certification, and am studying smarter - rather than using brute force. Also, I had a brief chat with Rentanez. I suspect my communications with this spirit will be ongoing, and not rushed. My Kingdom is like that of a secure building, and security takes consistent, applied effort. I do the work.

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Rentanez, an Idea

I’ll skip to the fun stuff. For Rentanez, the Operator is recommended to make friends with the spirit. The interesting condition is given, to do this “without even trying.” (P. 55) This is my solution to this criteria.

I used a small cup of water, and had the sigil of Rentanez on my phone. I consecrated and awoke the water, making it a living creature. I asked the living creature of water to assist me.

I stated that I was extending an invitation to Rentanez, for it to join me as I meditated. I stated that this was like “Having a room set for you, Rentanez, in my mind”.

Basically, I treated it like a guest. The invitation to mediate with me was saying “There is a room for you in my house.”

I was surprised to hear him speak. This is based of one encounter- so take it with a grain of salt. The presentation of his voice alternated between what I would recognize as demonic, angelic, and a mixture of both.

As of this writing, I’m hanging out with some friends later today. I heard Rentanez say that he may be around. So that is interesting.

Edit: As always, I am performing the Solar-Lunar merging meditation twice a day.

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Note: this should have been posted yesterday.
Rentanez, an Idea

I’ll skip to the fun stuff. For Rentanez, the Operator is recommended to make friends with the spirit. The interesting condition is given, to do this “without even trying.” (P. 55) This is my solution to this criteria.

I used a small cup of water, and had the sigil of Rentanez on my phone. I consecrated and awoke the water, making it a living creature. I asked the living creature of water to assist me.

I stated that I was extending an invitation to Rentanez, for it to join me as I meditated. I stated that this was like “Having a room set for you, Rentanez, in my mind”.

Basically, I treated it like a guest. The invitation to mediate with me was saying “There is a room for you in my house.”

I was surprised to hear him speak. This is based of one encounter- so take it with a grain of salt. The presentation of his voice alternated between what I would recognize as demonic, angelic, and a mixture of both.

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Rentanez, a worker of miracles
Oh, where do I start? I suppose you shouldn’t look at my journal entries and assume everything has been sunshine and rainbows. I have been going on over a month with no income, and no job. Bills, loans, late fees - all that stuff.

My struggles with money have been going on for about 3 months. 1 month ago, I had a choice to make. I choose to jump - to leave my dead end part-time job. It wasn’t easy. I immediately felt the lack of money, and the constriction that came with that.

Around that time, something showed up. It told me to treat a potential financial job opportunity as my job. For about a month I spent time from 9-5 studying my ass off. Reading, notes, memorizing, all of it. I choose to reject the fear of not having money at the moment, and I did the work - I studied.

Rentanez aided me with the studying, and most importantly, the actual tests. For this finance job, I had two tests to take. Each attempt had around a 50% pass rate. A 50% chance to pass, and there were two exams.

I am ecstatic to say TODAY I successfully exceeded both of the exams. When I passed the first test, I danced around with Rentanez’s sigil - like a loon. When I passed the second test, I sat down and wept.

I wept because this is my most significant magickal accomplishment to-date.

Why do I say that? Because, this is rooted in reality, in the here-and-now. I didn’t accomplish some ambiguous spiritual achievement. I didn’t lose myself in the role-play of magic. I got up, off my ass, did the work, and achieved a lucrative source of income. With commissions and benefits! Wohoo!

Tomorrow, I’ll share details about Rentanez, but tonight - I celebrate.

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Awesome! Congratulations! :confetti_ball:

I also had a question: what do you do with the water after activating it?

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Good question! I say “I thank you. Return from whence you came.”

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Rentanez

Rentanez is a spirit classified as a demon according to The Book of King Paimon. I have observed this spirit act and show itself in other expressions - such as angelic. I get the impression this spirit doesn’t like classification like angel or demon - these are limiting conceptions.

Rentanez governs the minds of “citizens, kings, and gods.” (P. 54) It would be wise to consider how this power is far more than influencing people. Who do we consider kings in our present age?

I encountered several consistent images when traveling to this spirit. If tested, I suppose it could be called a Pathworking.

I saw an Empyrean locale, tall mountains in the sky. I saw geometric structures pulse and dance on and atop these mountains. The colors light blue and green are predominant. I then saw a door in the middle of this locale.

Rentanez spoke, saying
Address

So, the above information functions much like Rentanez’s address. I’ll post more information tomorrow.

As always, I’m busy with the career side of things & performing the Solar-Lunar merging meditation twice a day.

Edit: If anybody reads this journal and has questions, feel free to post them in this thread. I have no issue conversing about this stuff.

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Onward! with Rentanez

Rentanez and I had a private conversation concerning my career. Now, this spirit said some interesting things. This was during my creation of a sigil. Rentanez said,

757 by the power of
(Note: I suspect this is linked with the “address” of this entity. It reminds me of celestial, Empyrean type of energy.)

Rise from the clayborn. Become metal.
(Note: Earlier I posted that I saw a face, formed of wet clay. The boundaries of the face was in the style of the sigil of the spirit of the sun.)

As Rentanez said this, I saw the clay face rise up - now with a body. The face appeared with greater detail, akin to a statue.

Rentanez ended with this,
Vibrational Alignment

Methinks it’s an ability or “power” of Rentanez.

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