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The Exposed Crow
Remember the ant curse? During my morning walk, I was pulled. I felt pulled to walk a different route, and I did. I found myself looking around, it felt like something was with me.
I felt a shock, and I looked down to find a dead crow or raven. It was half a foot in height, and had it’s entrails, lungs and heart exposed.
This was weird, the crow’s heart was almost unnaturally highlighted. It was like the dead animal was proffering it’s heart. Not a coincidence.
I pulled out the name of a target. A name written on paper, and drowned in honey. I kept it in tin foil. It felt like King Paimon took over. I remember calling him an Overseer.
All I recall is “As decay takes this body, so to may your reality, [Name], be decayed.” I felt myself heave and thrown down a fuckton of energy into that area. Like pushing my desire for this person’s decay into the earth and corpse.
I remember a warning to not look back, and King Paimon had a very serious I’m-not-joking-at-all attitude. For the rest of the day, the word “parousia” danced in my mind.
The Idol Evolves
Later, I sat with the idol and meditated on it. I fell into a dream-like trance. I saw the idol, in a lesser density. I think it was around the Astral, Yesod type of locale.
I see an African savanna. It is dark and liminal. The sky is dark and purple. I say, “Idol, oh Idol” as a term of endearment. I then saw this colossus, about 40 feet tall. It was a human body, from the waist to the head. (No legs or feet).
The color was ebon, with these awesome shiny specks. I think they were the crystals I had used in the creation of the idol. The hair was in a neat ponytail. Similar to the below, but the hair was kept above the back of the head. It was also shorter. It was tied sligly above the Ze’al chakra. It had a metal adornment.
I want to thank every person that has commented. I didn’t reply and that’s on me.
I wanna thank every person that likes a post. It is a gentle reminder that some of you do read these posts- and that is awesome.
About every day, I have meditated on the idol and given it clear rum and blood.