Real talk here: I had pretty much quite some successes from the beginning so I really can’t imagine how it must feel to receive no signs whatsoever.
But you know what happened nonetheless?
Doubting my experience, doubting myself, doubting that magick was something for me at all.
I was at a point where I thought that I would ditch everything again because I felt like a stranger, like I wouldn’t belong at all into this narrative of other peoples experiences and what THEY were able to do. I still feel like a stranger compared to other folks stories and successes but I don’t doubt what I am doing. And I don’t compare my work to others workings, anymore.
You see: success doesn’t protect you from doubting it. Even if success hits straight into your teeth you might get at the point of doubt and questioning your abilities every once and so often.