Introduction, spiritual experiences, NDE

[Mulberry]

You might be interested in some of our free tutorials for developing astral/psychic senses is you didn’t see those yet…

Unofficial Tutorials: Developing Astral / Psychic Senses Collection

This thread collects together the various discussions, opinions and tutorials for opening the 3rd eye aka developing, building or attaining psychic senses aka astral travel, doing vision work developing clairsenses like clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience or “clairs”. I do hope this is useful! If you think of any other relevant threads, videos, books or other resources (please, no adverts or commercial links) that you liked or helped you, please feel free to add to this …

Though I am a writer and a novelist, (I have written around 80 novels …

Congratulations … Please bear in mind, while this forum respects Unverified Personal Gnosis (UPG), this is not a fiction or role play forum. Keeping UPG and invention clearly separated is always a tricky thing, the subconscious is usually correct but can be very symbolic analogous and ambiguous, while the conscious mind can’t stand ambiguity and tries to put nouns and identity on everything whether it’s real or not, and it’s usually wrong.

Your story reminds me of a couple of things, people’s relationships with spirits, mainly succubi, and this rather imaginative thread, The Demon of Nadharkis - Axa Oddra / Ax Tenebrae Ornagga where the OP eventually decided he had been fooled and used by a parasite. It’s a cautionary tale to use discernment ad caution when dealing with pushy spirits that don’t always have your interests at heart and are not honest about it (parasites never are).

You might need this:

Forum Tutorials: Parasite Collection

This thread collects together the various discussions, opinions and tutorials for recognizing and addressing entities that are acting parasitically, whether by accident or by design. I do hope this is useful. If you think of any other Parasite threads, videos, books or other resources (please, no adverts or commercial links) that you liked or helped you, please feel free to add to this collection! Xag Darklight’s Parasite thread, symptoms of parasite attack, and many linked pos…

@Tundrawolf

I may be a form of Shaman

I would say that there’s clear overlaps between the shamanistic technique of journeying and vision work, astral/soul travel, scrying, site contact in remote viewing, lucid dreaming, Michael Raduga’s the Phase, Theta Gamma State (TGS), trancework and others. Different traditions call the work different things but we end up with the same results

Maybe see if any of this resonates:

Core Shamanism Tutorial

If anyone wants Lady Eva’s core shamanism tut, it’s below. She is no longer here to offer support on it obviously but you can talk about it on the forum, and I (Mulberry) follow these ideas and can provide a spot of help if needed. My inbox is open, and if you’re new and can’t PM just yet, use @Mulberry to get me to PM you. I truly don’t believe there’s any copyright issue (lots of people who study go on to teach without needing permission from the Foundation For Sham…