Hi, my name is Ed. I’ve been finding this forum for a few weeks now, but I’ve only just decided to join. I’ll answer the introductory questions below:
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How long have you been practicing?
I am not an active practitioner, but I have always had a connection with spiritual things, when I was a child, I used to cure pain using my hands and visualizing a kind of “energy”; As the years passed, I became interested in the demons of the Goetia and the angels of the Ars Paulina, but in particular, I felt a great attraction to the sigil of Astaroth. -
Do you follow any particular system or tradition?
No, I’m still trying to develop my own way or find one that works for me, but for now I just light candles, incense, and meditate. -
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
At the age of 13, after the sigil of Astaroth caught my attention, I started researching about him and learned how to draw his sigil.
A few months passed and a teenage romance left me, I fell into a lot of sadness; so one night I light a red candle that I had made, I pricked my finger and put 3 drops of blood under the sigil, after that I prayed to his sigil to make her come back to me, I don’t know how, but it worked the next morning, I had several messages from her and I thanked Astaroth.
Over the years, I began to approach the study of the Bible and the teachings of Jesus Christ, seeking to complement both parts (Light and darkness). -
Where are you from?
I’m from Mexico, it’s a beautiful country with a great culture, I hope you can visit it someday, we will welcome you with open arms. -
Photos if you’re comfortable
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Current ambitions/struggles
Because the contacts I made were when I was a child, I have completely forgotten how to do it (I am currently 22 years old), I have tried to contact demons again, but I can’t tell if it works or not. I have lost much of the sensitivity I had for everything related to spiritual stuff.
My most recent attempt was on March 13 of this year, during a lunar eclipse, I tried to contact Andrealphus to help me study and learn about engineering-related topics, But I haven’t noticed any change since then.
So my current goal is to be able to notice energies again and be able to use them; in the case of entities, I don’t want to work with many; I want to connect with them and learn about them their story, their lives, their experiences and be able to have a kind of “friendly” relationship with them.
Also my sister also asked me to research how to connect with pre-Hispanic entities like Quetzalcoatl, Tlaloc, and Coatlicue; but I haven’t found any information on the subject, so I would like to find answers to that.
(PS: Sorry if my English isn’t very good, I still need to improve it)
