I beg your pardon. I read the rules too seems I failed to actually adhere to them. My apologies. You know I don’t usually start my conversations out like this.So before I go any further I must admit that I have been an admirer if MR Kotting since before he dated the witch who did that weird thing in the restaurant by just liwerng her head.and I quote “ I guess after a while you just become the magick” end quote. Indeed.
I began with an interest in the Arcane at an early age early teens. Found a book written by Alister Crowley it’s wasn’t about Thelma. But it was about magick. It has instruction for a magickal tonic.. I made it and the results were. Shocking really. When your first attempt at anything if the mystery schools works. Like I watched cool water boil rapidly.
I was enthralkecand this began I guess a 49 plus year journey. I attended both inner court and outer court training with The Holy Ithsdix Hittion Council Of Adepts.
Have delved into Thelma. And do as you will. Went against my moral position at the time studied none the less. Golden Dawn . Lots of Ceremonial Magickal. Solomanic, full of faults Gaps. Missing data.
Angel magickal of John Dee and other modern Scholars.. seems I have a rather gift in this particular school. Have befriended several Dirties. Pan.Astorah, Astoreth. The Archetype Aphrodite.Hecate. most recently My friend Sitri A prince of Hell. He’s helping me with a rather bold endeavor if a sexual nature. Because Fuck Why not man.Sex and Cigarettes not in the 5th dimension. It’s gonna take some work and I’m walking along the last hand path with it. I am definitely disregarding a particular Humans free will. I know. But in the aforementioned. Fuck It. I’m gonna get me some of that. Shell think it’s her idea.
So really there isn’t much about me here that isn’t Magickal. Really. …I am from Utah . I know right. Yes I know Teal Swan she lives in Park City, Religion. This is a concept purely derived by man.. for power. There are no religions in heaven.. but there are in hell. Yo which I try not to speak of. Even standing fully in the light. In Righteousness I still admired MR Kotting. I must say I have taken a liking to your system and won’t to tip my perverbisl hat to all the people who contribute to help other ppl ractioners new and experienced alike. It is a valuable service. So much of the truthi5is still hidden. Thank you for the audience captive as it was. I shall surrender my doal box sir and bid you Aieudoo
Hi bro you mean you want your exit back why not let go an get a demon friend like Baal so he can look for you a beautiful lady with qualities more then your exit bro why try to go back while you can rebel never to return like our father Satan did… I am practicing his way not to return to any place or for anything if my girl friend leave me I Will not stand to think of her I will tell Lucifer to let me forget about her an give me a new pants to pull of…a worst one or kind one I will accept any thing he give me
I love her too much. the only relationship I was really happy in and wanted to live my life with her. forever. but due to some circumstances from the outside, everything went wrong. I’ll never forget her, and I have to do something. I don’t know if a person can change their fate, but I will do everything for it.
Dust here. I’m 22 years old and started my journey just this January. I live in Washington, and as of yet I don’t follow a particular system of magik. I do follow LHP philosophies generally, and am currently working with Belial, the first gatekeeper in Crowley’s saga. Other than energy work, yoga, meditation, and the gate-opening, I have little to no practical experience with magik. Currently, I am working to: Heal my body, make safe space for myself to practice, and remove mental and astral interference such that I can accurately discern and admit what I actually want.
I want to learn and understand all kinds of magiks, though first I’d like to be sure I can do so with relatively minimal harm to those around me.
Any advice is appreciated. Any questions may be asked.
Hello! My name is Kitten, I don’t know if I’m here for the right reasons. I feel like my life is out of my hands and I’m trying to pull it back to me. I want to learn how to manipulate things so I can feel in control again. My current experience with magic is I’ve been scammed by multiple casters from Reddit because I honestly didn’t know better. I’m not at the bottom yet but I’ feel like i’m getting there and I just need some sort of control. Anyway, I’ll probably lurk more because I really don’t know what or who I am sometimes and I’m hoping being in this place will shine light on areas of my life. I’m 35 years old.
Hi. everyone! thank you for allowing me to become part of this great forum. I am beyond grateful to be part of this community. I recently have been going through one of the most difficult and hurtful moments in my life. I have always been curious of the occult but never had the courage to venture outside my Christian upbringing. I have tried and failed many time to evoke many spirits (Sallos, Amon, King paimon, Dantalion and Sitri). Unfortunately, I can’t muster up the “energy” required to conjure any spirits.
thank you for allowing me to become part of this great forum. I am beyond grateful to be part of this community. I recently have been going through one of the most difficult and hurtful moments in my life. I have always been curious of the occult but never had the courage to venture outside my Christian upbringing. I have tried and failed many time to evoke many spirits (Sallos, Amon, King paimon, Dantalion and Sitri). Unfortunately, I can’t muster up the “energy” required to conjure any spirits.