Umm, is my post really #4444? Because I’ve been associating myself with the number 4 since early childhood, and just this month have learned that in Kabbalah, 4 means effectively what I am - an archiver, a preserver, a totalitarian, an orderly, rigid person (not that I’m not a lazy procrastinator, haha).
And I have come here to try a different method to save a random girl. Don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing between us, and probably never will, we’re on different continents, and I’m a useless Ukrainian boy, but just in case it works, I’d like to try it out. And on 2023-07-25, I got a response “Lucifer” online right when I called to Astaroth (Ishtar)! Magic exists! Someone, tell Yudkowsky!
Well Hello, I am DeathsAssociate, my journey begin when I was younger(age 15), I was a normal lad until things happened… things I didnt believe at first, long story short, because of other people abusing their powers and did something to me and a(once) friend of mine, ngl now that I look back, those were fun times, but since then I was awoken to a whole new world, I begin to question everything and see things differently.
I have many stories on the satanists from when we all were younger, scary and funny lol, gosh I miss those days.
I never done any magick because I couldnt find the right guide on the path I want to be put on, I didnt want to work with demons and stuff even tho my eyes were opened by satanists/demons, I was more interested in The Reaper more then anything. Later I began to socialize and befriended many different beings here on earth, but I mostly came across being that are or that is linked to death.
I then come to find out I am family to demons, but my father is in the astral not on earth, and I met a demon cousin of mine here on Earth, also spoken to Azazel and Belial through their possessed vessels and they are pretty awesome in my book, I refer to Belial as Sir Lial, we were friends for awhile but I lost touch after awhile, he(possessed vessel) just disappeared, he even agreed to train me, but he was gone, Azazel was going to tell me about the history of Reapers, but he became busy.
but yeah anyway, for the most part I am power hungry, and want to follow the path of a Reaper and get stronger while doing so, and awaken the power that lies within me that is dormant.
Hi, my name is Ashley and i’ve been practicing on and off for about 7 years. i’m from Atlanta. my current struggle is knowing if my rituals or summonings have been successful. i’ve had many different experiences growing up from seeing things, hearing things, feelings things. it’s nice to meet everyone
Hi fellow, where are you from?. Im from Ecuador. May I send you a DM?. First of all, how do I send a DM? JAJAJA. Im new here. Sorry. Im finding another speak spanish fellows here to talk and share knowledge.
Hi, I’m Stephanie. I’ve been practicing on and off since I was a teenager but took a long detour into addiction which I am finally out of and experiencing a massive spiritual awakening after an NDE.I don’t follow any particular belief, I’m just kind of figuring it all out. I live in Florida. Current struggles are quieting my mind, finding answers, and making some cool shit happen.
my nickname is SigmaWolf, I live in France and I’m approaching 30 years old.
Always been attracted and interested in the spiritual world, since very young, I asked myself existential questions. I have experienced over the years many situations related to the paranormal.
Ever since I was 15, I’ve always had the idea of consecrating my soul via a blood pact (I’ll come back to that.).
Concerning my practice, mainly, I burn incense, candles, I use salt, stones, etc. Only, for 3 months, I have been doing “rituals” for Lucifer.
This is a brief description of me, I will do a topic on the summary of my life and my current situation to know what you think and what you can advise me. I know that there are competent and understanding people here and that’s why I decided today to register (for 1 month, I come every day to learn here.).
Essentials. Mainly healing and self development and protection. Basic magick. Meditation and mindfulness. Spiritual hygiene
In video game terms: a Tank or Support play style / Shaman / Monk / Cleric / Paladin / Blue Mage. I have done fun reference notes to show other depictions of ‘skills’ / personality / aspects of myself. I’m flexible and more open minded.
I’m more reserved and prefer keep to myself unless it’s a 1 by 1 and private group convo depending on other factors.
Goals:
Dedicate to learning all I can for advancement of personal health and spiritual stamina and to help others. I’m looking for a mentor(s). Someone who passed ‘egotistical’ ‘habits’ / mindset and takes their work with sacredness / seriousness. I’d say someone with at least 7 years
Current Struggles
Recover and protect from attacks and traumas + soul restoration / healing
Where?
I prefer to keep that to myself for specifics. USA based
Hi, I am a beginner. I guess it’s been 5 months since I started magick and started doing some rituals from Practical Jinn Magick by Corwin Hargrove, Lucifer and The Hidden Demons by Theodore Rose. I don’t have anything more to add, but I am trying different systems to see what works best for me.
Currently, I am learning and practicing energy work and psychic vampayresim.
Hi! I go by Valesus. I am located in California. I’ve have been practicing magick for about 7 years now, and mostly focus in Astrology and Mirror Magick with various entities. I’m looking to find new resources on spellcraft, as well as share my own with others who might find it useful. I have no particular tradition but got started in Hermetic Qabalah and the foundational rituals involved. Hope to find many new things here.
I have been practicing for seven years. I did voodoo, black magic, red magic, chaotic magic… I created rites. I perform rites from works where I adapt some of them.
oh im so sorry for the late reply! well uhh different alters here are part of different religions and each have different connections to different deities and demons and do different stuff, ofc its not always possible as we dont have control over the front entirely but the gods and infernals are very understanding in that.
as for the therapy part, i hope it will be better than it was for me, and remember you are valid in your experience even if u cant get a diagnosis like us (we are medically recognized), if you’d like to speak with me privately just let me know
