Thank you
I have read about a few entities who can soft a person thatās agressive to you.
I think you should read Archerās āThe Magick of Angels and Demonsā.
Okay thank you ill be sure to look at it
Hello Kitkat,
Iāve read your thread and firstly I want to say that Iām sorry that youāre going through a tough time in your life. I might not be able to help you through magickal means, as Iām a beginner and cannot give you proper advice in this area but Iād like to reach out to you in this post.
I want to say that Iāve been there. When I was a teenager I ended up at at another relatives house. My parents split and my parent who had custody could not care for me. And being separated from my parents had left me depressed and devastated. I thInk every child or teenager deep down wants the normal family life. Not ending up at an aunts or grandparents house. I know something probably traumatic or hard may have happened that lead you to live with your aunt. But I do want to say thisā¦ as a teenager, you might not understand why or for what reason it is that your aunt or cousin choose to respond or do. I know I didnāt. My relative who took me in - she didnāt have to do that. She opened up her home to me, provided for me, fed me, and took care of me. Itās because she loved me. Now as a 23 year old I realized this now and I am very grateful for what she had done for me and I thank her to this day. Your aunt must love you a lot to take you in.
As for the self harming, if I knew ANYBODY in my family intentionally hurt themselves, I would be just as upset and honestly I wouldnāt know how to respond; maybe I would feel anger (just because I wouldnāt know how to help the person - and you just want them to be better). You told your cousin about it and Iām sure she told your aunt because she was upset and she didnāt know how to help you. So in turn, she told your aunt to get her support and get her attention onto you so you could get help. I know what you might be thinking, ābut she ruined our trust.ā Yes, she did technically, but she would have rather you gotten help than not, you should try to see this in other peopleās perspectives. (This has helped me get a lot of clarity in past situations that made me go āoh so THATS why so and so did what they did, or said what they said.ā) In her eyes maybe telling your aunt was the only way she could have brought about change for you and for you to get help.
The door being taken off of your room is a push to extreme measures but from the limited information I know, this is a precaution for you and to deter you from anymore self harm. Your family does not want you to hurt yourself, and from an outside perspective, it seems to me they care about you a lot. I think you should bring up therapy to your aunt again. She might be thinking she can help you herself by ākeeping a close eye on you,ā without getting aid of a counselor or therapist, but sometimes it takes a licensed professional and someone outside of the situation to give you want you need to heal.
I also think you should remember to focus on the positives in life and try to start thinking positive thoughts.
Stay strong! 
Thank you and i willā¤ļø
I answered your other post. I think itās great to work with Lucifer. He is the one that can work on bigger goals and can make big changes. He can protect you too.
āThe power of nowā is a FANTASTIC book. It changed my life. I recommend it to everyone who wants to find peace within themselves
Okay thank you
Evoke a demon lol
I have been working on that
King paimon?
Ive been looking into it, i might
Ah good. in the meantime if it makes you feel any better you have a cute profile pic
Thanks haha its just an old photo of meš¤·āāļøNothin too special
Imagine that you have a sword, a knife and you stab that person, you cut her head, you stab her in the heart, you have claws and you take out the internal organs. Do that at night time while the person asleep. With hatred. You will create holes in her aura,because everyone is surrounded by an etheric energy field. Dark entities will enter where they can get into the holes of someoneās aura. Another technique , quite useful, is to visualize a dark aura around the person while she sleeps.
Her attitude will change, if does not get sick or even die. If you continue every night doing thatā¦results are powerful. Try to feel the energy of the person, everyone has a personal print , when attacking. I highly recommend a book, Hexagradior, The Bible of Magic.
Hmm okay ill read it thanks for the advice
baneful magick is a serious thing, and shes young, there are dangers with baneful magick and what about the guilty conscience?
Okay i shall not do that thank you
If you have guilt, you activate the reverse law. Itās coming back to you. In fact, your own guilty conscience. If you do it from the god level, the self, you know it is your duty to stop any entity that comes against your own evolution by all means. At that level, there is no guilt. In fact, I calmed down my guilt and remorse when it comes to baneful magic by understanding that nobody really dies, they incarnate somewhere else. If there is place for cooperation and good will, baneful magick is not necessary. Baneful magick requires transfiguration, a lot of energy, which can be used for other purposes.