I have a powerful parasite connected to me

[AyyMaz]

I think it has been connected to me for years but over the past 2 months it’s gotten worse, it controls my thoughts, my body awareness hands and my being, I’m trying to do the body awareness activity from the practical psychic self-defense handbook and it’s like it can control that aswell, it’s really wearing me down, I also see snakes and spiders every time I tried to attack it, I saw a spiritual healer today over zoom and he said I can do this by myself but I really can’t this is too stressful, I’m thinking about going to see another in real life and hope they can help, can someone please give me some input, thank you

[DarkestKnight]

What makes you think so?

[FireSun]

Simply burned it with fire.

Take a tea light candle
sprinkle it with a little
salt , black pepper , and hot pepper or cayenne pepper
A little of everything per candle.

Light a candle, look into the flame
and imagine how the fire the candle burns
(imagine how the fire really burns places on you like your head, neck, torso, back, stomach, legs, feet, hands… your surroundings)
with the affirmation
“The fire burned and destroyed everything that drains my energy”

You can also imagine how the fire consumes spiders, snakes, insects, etc. that you see burning and the fire destroys them and turns them into dust …

And when you feel warm and no longer feel tired etc. …
this is a good sign that it is working
then let the candle burn out and remove the remains.

Repeat as needed.

Also, no parasite is stronger than you
they just want you to think so so they can manipulate you more easily

[AyyMaz]

I’m remembering a lot of traumatic stuff it’s possible done in another life and it’s putting all that stuff on me, it’s controls my thoughts and my body I’m even hesitating writing this because of it, I think it’s more like a spirit but that attacks are really bad, I think every time I’ve tried to call out to someone through prayers it doesn’t reach the intended being

[DarkestKnight]

Have you been evaluated by a medical professional? Before jumping to a spiritual conclusion, you need to look at physical causes for what you’re feeling first because, honestly, it doesn’t sound like a parasite to me.

By the way, it is a rule of this forum for all new members to properly introduce themselves so before you continue posting, please click here and tell us about yourself and any experience you may have in magick, such as what you practice, how long you have practiced, areas of interest, etc.

[AyyMaz]

I’ve been dealing with this thing for about 2 years now but over the past 3 months it’s gotten bad from seeing snakes, spiders, centipedes, crocodiles, pray mantises and so forth that have been attacking me, I also have a thing where my body would be still but it feels like my being is being moved it’s really weird to explain I always see this leech thing though it’s big and circle and has lots of teeth like I see it when I’m doing day to day stuff, it happens all the time

I see all the animals behind my eyes when they are closed as well there’s even times when I’m closing my eyes and they flicker it feels like my whole body tenses up but the eye flickering is the worst, my body awareness hands are somewhat controlled but I’ll go on to how I’ve been trying to defend myself and you be the judge of weather or not it will be working

I don’t have anything on my body like rashes or all that stuff that comes from parasites, or spirits but it’s still pretty bad (what I red in the practical psychic self Defense handbook)

I’ve been sending either green, blue or violet light towards the beings that I’m up against they also change the colours, I use my body awareness hands but it’s like the parasite is smart and somewhat shuts it down so I move on to sending what every I see in my vision the different colours of light but I make sure it’s the colour I chose instead of it choosing the colour, I also started doing a twisting motion with my body awareness hands every time my being feels like it’s moving

I don’t really know if I can contact spirits because I think I’ve been in touch with a few and nothing has been done

[Mulberry]

Please try to keep posts for the same discussion together - I have merged your new topic with the last one.

You did not answer the question and it’s an important one.
Hallucinations are not usually a symptom of parasites but brain issues. If you have a medical issue, banishing will not help because there’s no entity there, it’s an artifact of your brain. You really need to get hallucinations under control before trying to do magick.

You have none of the red flags for having parasites to be honest. Have you tried banishing, or anything at all to spiritually cleanse yourself or your living spaces?

Forum Tutorials: Parasite Collection

This thread collects together the various discussions, opinions and tutorials for recognizing and addressing entities that are acting parasitically, whether by accident or by design. I do hope this is useful. If you think of any other Parasite threads, videos, books or other resources (please, no adverts or commercial links) that you liked or helped you, please feel free to add to this collection! Xag Darklight’s Parasite thread, symptoms of parasite attack, and many linked posts on how to remove and heal from parasitic energy drain. Parasite’s 101 Thread: how to attack and remove parasites. Excellent discussion re recognizing parasites while astral traveling. Thread includes varying opinions on whether Succubi and Incubi are parasitic or not. By extension, discussion on whether Lilith, as the entity petitioned for attainment of a Succubus/Incubus is a parasite, or an egregoric entity created by occultists mimicking her is the parasitic version. Working example of how someone dealt with a sexually oriented parasite with more links and useful youtube videos:

[AyyMaz]

I’ve been doing the Lbrp ritual but it hasn’t worked for me and I’ve taken some rituals out of angelic protection magic I just don’t understand how these hallucinations got so bad my life was fine 2 years ago besides being depressed and now all of a sudden these things are happening

[Mulberry]

@AyyMaz

Lbrp ritual but it hasn’t worked for me

Another sign it’s got nothing to do with entities.

@DarkestKnight

Have you been evaluated by a medical professional? Before jumping to a spiritual conclusion, you need to look at physical causes for what you’re feeling first because, honestly, it doesn’t sound like a parasite to me.

HAVE you seen a doctor?

[AyyMaz]

I go to a psychiatrist but didn’t express any of my worry’s to him, I’ll make sure to tell him about it.

[AyyMaz]

I seriously need help I don’t know if these were different reality’s or what but I’ve touched stuff that is sacred or possessed with energy (I mean I don’t know weather or not they were dreams) and 3 years ago I lived in this place and was actively trying to get possessed by any random spirit but not only that I was actively going out of my way to disrespect the demons of the ars fortis like really disrespect them I was trying to evoke them every single day

[Mulberry]

So what are your symptoms? Just because you fucked around didn’t necessarily mean you were doing anything magickal and are finding out.

What do you do for cleansing and banishing? Have you even tried a cleansing yet? What happened?

Your fear can manifest bad luck without parasites, but also attracts parasites, so the first thing to do is to stay calm, analyze and identify if or what is going on an then decide what to do.

Add to your habits that you cleanse daily as a matter of routine like cleaning your teeth.

[Mulberry]

I saw after I wrote that you already have a topic for his. Please don’t make duplicate topics, it lands to repetition that makes the forum messy.

… we already told you what to do … Did you even try a single thing we recommended? Lbrp doesn’t work for you do you have to do something else. Try smudge with intention and cleansing showers.

It’s no good complaining if you won’t take action or use the advice given.

However, it sounds like there is chemical damage to your brain, possible from pharmaceutical drugs and particularly the covid poison which are known to cause schizoid symptoms, and you need to heal.

There’s no attachment then, you have to eat clean, sleep great, and use fasting to repair your brain. Look into dry fasting as a way to clear damaged cells and replace them with fresh new undamaged stem cells you produce yourself during the deepest fasted states.

[AyyMaz]

I have only been doing the lbrp, i haven’t done the other stuff my symptoms are my inner dialogue has turned extremely bad it’s like famous people’s voices are hooked up to my throat and constantly putting me down, I can see visions of those people, I feel twitches in my body, I feel pain that is accompanied by voices

I’ve been taking antipsychotics but they haven’t worked, there was a time when I was laying on my bed and felt my self being chopped into my torso, I can smell and taste unexplained foul smells I see a spiders in my vision and then I get these weird sensations on my head but it scary that’s what has just developed, I also fasted for 2 days and nothing happened maybe 2 months ago

[Confirm_Advise]

If this is not too sensitive of an information - what antipsychotics, what dosage, for how long?

[Mulberry]

It’s not “demonic” it’s largely neurological system damage, which you can tell because of the pain and twitches.

Magickally, you probably have parasites on top, but these are secondary. You need to heal. Magick cannot heal you, YOU heal you, but you can use magick to help get your body into a state that lets you heal.

So here is your 3-step program I want you to actually pay attention to and follow this time:

1) For healing use MAP
this is a team of ascendeds, who are really REALLY good at healing.
Get this book and start ASAP
It takes 1 hour a day, which you can do in bed at night and fall asleep while it’s working.

In a nutshell,

• You call Pan as the Deva of Nature,
• call Your own higher self, and then
• you call “my MAP team” - they know who they are, your intention alone reaches them.
  They already know I am telling you about them and are on standby.
• You ask them to “heal my brain and nervous system” and banish the parasites, and then you do nothing while they work. You can just sleep.

@Mulberry

For healing: the MAP - Medical Assistance Program
aka MAP Program or M.A.P. Program

I’ve been working again with the healing teams in what humans call the “White Brotherhood” - white meaning “all colors” and brotherhood meaning “family of mankind”. Humans named them centuries ago and includes members like St. Germaine. You also work with Nature personified as Pan, since human healing is a natural issue and Pan manifests natures forms, plus these ascended beings, and your own higher self. You don’t need psychic skills.

Here is the Amazon link.

Can’t recommend this enough.

2) Banish parasites with smudging
The LBRP is not working (it doesn’t wok for most people it seems these days - read through the parasite threads to see that), so, do this daily: Waft the smoke over your whole body as well. Waft it under your arms and crotch as stagnant energy can pool there, get rid of all that cruddy energy with the smoke and your intention.

@Mulberry

Instructions for a basic and easy “smudging” to clear unwanted energy from your room or house.

Use wormwood if in the UK or most parts of Europe as it’s native there, Or white sage if you’re in North America as that’s what’s native there. You can also use Mugwort, sandalwood or patchouli… or something similar that repels negativity, there are options.

What you do, is:

• carry the burning incense around the house.
• Open your heart and feel love, then from your heart, send out that love as white light with the incense smoke as you waft it into every corner of the house.
• With each wave of your hand you see all unwanted energy from every nook and cranny leaving your house, including this entity.
• Do this over your entire house for each corner of each room, in cupboards and under the stairs.
• When finished, love your house and how clean it is, thank it for it’s service protecting you and tell it you are taking care of it. Ask the house itself to get and keep unhealthy entities out.

3) Learn psychic self defense:

Get this book and work through it cover to cover, it teaches all you need to know and you’re set for life.

@Mulberry

My top book recommendation for this work has to be Robert Bruce’s The Practical Psychic Self-Defense Handbook: A Survival Guide. (This one is a basic that is worth knowing for all mages, really)… click the image for it’s Amazon listing: