Help me identify whatever ive encountered, im hopeless

[eulribs]

hi there.

I believe ive encountered an entity, could be a demon or an angel, but thats what i need help with. Yesterday night, i woke up around 3 am. I felt watched, but i also felt that way before i tried to go to sleep, so i just went to sleep with a lamp on, kind of made me feel better at least. I wanted to go back to sleep, but i started to feel chilly, so i figured that ill try to bore myself to sleep watching some silly tiktoks or insta reels. And then, i got my first sleep paralysis, ever. I could still hear the sounds coming out of my phone, but i couldnt move my fingers to do anything, as well as my entire body. It felt like im being pinned to the bed, with white, or brown? noise ringing in my ears. It felt uncomfortable, and i panicked, it has absolutely NEVER happened to me before. I usually sleep in a curled up position on my side, so my knee was obstructing my view and i could not see what it was down to the every detail, but something stood by my bed, like a white figure, but it wasnt necessarily human, looked like a white, greyish, blob emitting light. It got closer to me, and words ‘the death has come’ popped in my head. the funny thing is, they popped up in english, while im polish. I dont think in english, so for sure those werent my words. While i could not move anything else, i could still move my eyes, so i closed them of out fear, and when the noise stopped i opened them to the fact that i could move again.

Im absolutely new here, and i literally found this site yesterday morning. I was so intrigued i sat around for around 5 hours just looking around, getting the info and learning more. Sure, that could be just a normal random sleep paralysis, everybody will have at least one in their lives, but i dont feel like its the case, why would i get it the second im interested in studying demonolatry? did someone have a similiar situation? i thought about doing a tarot reading on what it was, but im actually just scared as shit, ESPECIALLY about the ‘death has come’ thing, i could not sleep for the rest of the night, and i genuinely think i wont sleep tonight too lmao. I really need help in identifying whatever that was, thanks in advance

[blackmailer]

Welcome to the forum! If you wish to be a long term present member I do advise you to post in the self introduction post as per Guidelines of this forum

Regarding the post, I personally believe it is parasites. You should cleanse yourself and the area, there are multiple ways to do so (Many having posted their ways of cleansing here). I personally play the end of Archangel Michael and light Frankincense while meditating on Him.
I hope it gets resolved Asap for you!

[FireSun]

it’s a parasite (negative entity)
get rid of it before it digs its claws into you (connect to your energy)

[Potnia]

Hello @eulribs , first of all please make an introduction here before you proceed with further posting, introductions are mandatory. Don’t forget also to read our BALG rules

Regarding your question, ground and banish before sleep if that would make you feel better, or intend to observe neutrally if it returns next time. All that it was probably simply a trigger by your recent interest in demonolatry. Although just because it happened once doesn’t mean it will keep happening, I too have experienced sleep paralysis only once (and that one time I didn’t even saw or heard anything ). Also, many here report identical 3am episodes like yours and pass through them.

[Dominicareth]

@eulribs

And then, i got my first sleep paralysis, ever. I could still hear the sounds coming out of my phone, but i couldnt move my fingers to do anything, as well as my entire body. It felt like im being pinned to the bed, with white, or brown? noise ringing in my ears. It felt uncomfortable, and i panicked, it has absolutely NEVER happened to me before. I usually sleep in a curled up position on my side, so my knee was obstructing my view and i could not see what it was down to the every detail, but something stood by my bed, like a white figure, but it wasnt necessarily human, looked like a white, greyish, blob emitting light. It got closer to me, and words ‘the death has come’ popped in my head. the funny thing is, they popped up in english, while im polish.

Most likely, astral vampires are low‑frequency entities that appear during the hypnagogic state, just before you separate from your physical body during an astral projection.

Astral vampires can take the form of anything you fear: a grey alien, a demon, a spider, a snake, any phobia can be used as a mask.

[eulribs]

thanks! ill do an introduction post asap. Could parasites manipulate the outcome of a tarot reading? When i did one, nothing negative appeared, i got a confirmation of an entity, but otherwise when asked about intentions 6 of wands pulled up, when asked about what they want, 9 of cups and ace of cups popped out. About characteristics: the priestess, the aeon (using thoth tarot) and 2 of swords, so it seems like a contradiction. atp i have no idea, but ill probably do some cleansing and banishing work nonetheless. May i ask, could meditating on archangel michael be seen as quite offensive, if i never worked with him? i dont really want to anger anyone, since im new

[Mulberry]

@eulribs You have been very nicely asked to provide an intro several times now.

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