September of '18 was my last entry here. It really feels as though it were another lifetime, like the ‘me’ before i practiced was many lifetimes back.
Being able to look back on steps of the journey is incredibly useful. I see the faults and flaws of where i was at previously, but i also see the sown seeds of what i am now.
Though this is not necessarily a ‘tutorial’ thread, I do feel that others catch can a glimpse of the philosophical and mental evolution that takes place after beginning the Work, from this thread.
Instagram.com/occultarchive/ is a hobby page of mine, I just write articles on different occult topics, mainly philosophy and tutorials for beginners checking out the page, though I have some more advanced knowledge on there on occasion. In many ways, that page and this one in tandem are a complete journal, woth the exception of my actual ritual/working details.
So, in May of '19, the updates are as follows:
-a ‘squad’ of entities. Companions from light to dark, who have allied with me. I honor and respect them, they are the first of my Pack.
-ongoing work with multiple deific beings. The Spider Archetype as a whole manifested herself via another entity. (They were the same, spiders, but different. Not sure precisely, perhaps the original entity just shifted forms)
-ongoing encounters with Choronzon, whose messages and my response can be found The Qlippothic sphere Da'at and Choronzon - #30 by DormiensDei
-making an impromptu altar
-ancestral connection, altar space, veneration leading into numerous synchonicities, generally repeated numbers 444, 666, 888, 999, 000 and dreams.
-Conscious acceptance of the black flame and purple flame, and utilization of both (trying to achieve unification between Will and Purity)
-Three major ‘initiations’, subsequent NDE and ‘rebirth’
-acquired five separate cases of ‘problem hauntings’. Some exorcised, some negotiated with, and one in particular that was a complete mess. No resolution on the last… yet. (Funnily enough. I got this case from my tattoo artist, after getting a Fenrir homage on my leg. Coincidental huh?)
-decided to put forth whatever knowledge i have to others seeking.
-began work with Thoth, introduced via this
THought of Toth , Thoth has kept up true to his word and brought me to the plane described for training.
-work with Lucifer generally revolving around Sphere of Influence, growing and maintaining it, and leading others to it. Asked him about the Fall from his perspective. Had a wild dream, his story explained in a parable, but then he had us ‘fall’ together. Resulted in a large amount of physical pain and emotional exhaustion after waking, though i was shielded from the worst of the damage. I wouldnt trade this gnosis for anything.
-havent forgotten about other entities who have appeared. Belial, Alashama, Shemyaza, Naamah, Azazel, Asmodeus, King Paimon, Heavenly Buddha. I thank all of you for your assistance. I have not forgotten. I will call to you again, from the place of power youve helped me achieve.
That is all… for now.