@Hiker Welcome it is a rule of this forum for all new members to properly introduce themselves so CLICK ON THE IMAGE ABOVE and tell the forum:
How long have you been practicing?
Do you follow any particular system or tradition?
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
Where are you from?
Current ambitions/struggles.
Here is a getting started with magick guide.
You’ll want to get your spiritual hygiene sorted out, and start work on developing your astral senses.
Then when you can know you have a decent chance at avoiding impostors and parasites then try the first contact guides we have on here.
For reference:
The posting guidelines are here in the FAQ