Belial and sexual entity experience!
Well,one day, i was talking (in my head) with Belial about sex, and i asked him:
Why don’t you send me a sexual lover from your realm?
the answer was “done”…
tree days after, i had this first dream:
I was somewhere during the night, and a she-boy woman/man appeared for me,
she looked like Ruby from the series Ash vs Evil, but she looked younger, red hairs till her shoulders.
i can tell you that was a she-boy/she-male, because this entity have show me her/his sex, and it was a massive cock, haha!^^
The strangest feeling was, while the looking was that of a woman, the general feeling was like i was in front of a man,
the energy of someone extremely virile,masculine and strong, a fighter or a warrior!
i waked up!
The second dream, that was exactly the same entity with the same looking, she tried to seduces me rubbing her boobs against mines, it was pretty exciting, but at same time i felt right way magick was done over me, in waked life, there is no way for a woman to excites me, nothing against the LGBT , i love homo people, hehe, but ask a “straight” homo if he wants to do it with a woman, he will say “ho hell no” haha! I am like that too, woman just dosen’t excites me, and it is pretty normal, i love cock and a deep male voice moaning is what makes me go to the sidereal space in bed!^^
In this same dream, she have sit beside me, and wanted to do a pink promise: “i want to be forever with you, forever i will be your friend”
i said to her : “i will release you when we are done”
And i discovered in the same day, that one of the known Ruby phrases of the series was : " I am now your new best friend"?!?
I had doubts if Belial have sent her to me, and i had this third dream:
I was in a room, and two persons where getting sensual with each other, and they where: the Ruby looking entity, and well, E.A ?!?
this time the Ruby looked like a woman, she was naked, no male genital!
They have fall in the ground over a velvet red carpet, and they wanted me to join then, what i have not done, i just wanted to watch what would happens, waked up!
Then, i said to Belial that i was not interested in she-boys, and all of what Lady Eva has already put here made sense: Belial was trying to change my sexuality for what he jugged was the best for me, hahaha!
I said to him, please stop that, and send someone for me that is sexually appealing to my tastes…
Another dream came to me:
I was in a house plenty of women, and we where introduced to each other, all of a sudden, all of then just begin to kiss me and caress me all over the place, i got so angry with that, in my dream i shouted: I FUCKING LIKE MEN, STOP IT RIGHT NOW!
they stopped, but the oldest woman in a corner said to me: "you don’t like it now…but in 26 years you will!!!
(Belial?!?)
Since then, i have saw some she-boys in my dreams, just showing, but they don’t try to seduces me anymore, haha!
But i feel the Ruby looking entity is still around, and i would like to have a true relationship with her/him, only if it is not sexual for now!^^