Babombaladina. Now I have to try how it is to have a female genitalia.
For scientific reason of course…
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In some of my kinkier dreams I have… Ahaha It is a pain like no other, that’s for sure. It is a crippling pain that shoots into your stomach… Like a huge cramping, gripping, burning knot… Intense nausea, dizziness, the nut-crushing feeling just radiates and pounds… An all-consuming pain that makes you feel absolutely castrated… I just can’t help, but lay down… It’s a pain you can’t walk off! That’s the best way I can describe it… So, when I see someone get hit in the nuts, I cringe and I can feel it…
Edit: Oh also forgot to mention, it totally knocks the wind out of you. You can’t breath.
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Man, I would love to have a full blown conversation with you. You know shit and I like that!
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Funny, I’ve had those types of dreams since long before I started trying to talk to entities. I’ve always been a little bicurious though.
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I may or may not have clicked on She-Male videos back in my porn days…
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Man, i’m really commenting anything sexual at this moment. I wonder if Lilith has a play in that…?
I’m really missing out on all these cool experiences you people get on your journey. But i’m getting there…
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if he wants,he can even rape you,he do what he wants if you don’t know how to behave with him,you will be a little sexual toy…
i know a certain guy that shiver just by hearing his name…
you want to see him behave different,try to chat about darkness and time…if he do this sexual things its because he see no value in you,so he is just shiting in your head and saying( little worm,now eat your ego)…
ofc it’s just my opinion=)
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Oh my god you are too much!! Lol! I have had the same experiences as you but there was no way I’d be brave enough to say it here! Especially the way you word it!? So bold and unashamed! You are showing me that i am waaaaaayyy to shy and uptight and it is ok to express my sexuality and experiences though. Thank you for that. Idk. I’m not a nun. So i guess it’s time to shed that pure innocent virginal mannerisms and mentality. Why is it so hard!!?? And not in a good way!
I was laying on my side falling asleep one night, and I was suddenly awakened (eyes pop open with a jolt) by the very CLEAR feeling of a mouth, warm and wet and OMG! on my dick. I’m a female. Girly girl female. But not that night!! Because of that, i do know how good it feels to be awakened by a blow job - and a hella good one at that, from a horney female that can’t pass the opportunity. Up until that point i usually stayed in female form but apparently that night I had fallen asleep as a male?? Lol! It was intense and amazingly orgasmic. And i can’t say more!! Lol! *blushing brightly But at least I opened up a little!!! Lol! Baby steps?? Now I can’t post this!! Why am i such a prude in the flesh!?!
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I suppose I’m bold about it because there is no other place I can share these experiences. Ahaha… I can understand why one would be apprehensive to share such things though, as they are deeply personal and intimate.
I also blame Lord Belial for the boldness. He rubbed off on me a bit too much, in more ways than one… Ha. 
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Sounds intense. Ive had similar experiences w an other, but i dont think i can post the details. I applaud you that can. Reading some of these posts… Oh my. Good shit and i will say this- i totally dig
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Lucy Lawless. The actress’s name. Not so difficult to decode a rather tongue-in-cheek joke from Belial there.
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It’s funny because he keeps his distance with me. He teaches me. But as far as I can remember has never been anything but polite and i guess business like with me. No trickster or flirting. I’m not sure how to take that… lol! But I think I’m happy because he seems to respect me…
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Yes, he can be quite distant and very business-like. He does indeed respect you quite deeply.
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You think that’s what it is?
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It is. That is respect coming from him.
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Thank you.
I will add, he does indeed toy with me sometimes. That’s because… I’m…, well,… a huge slut for demons. Not gonna lie… He picks on me about it sometimes, teasing me sexually.
The dynamic is very difficult to describe. He plays a stern, protective, fatherly role at times as well.
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Think of it this way. Your story helps another archive their goals…
Also, they are a good read and it just makes you a lot cooler.
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Lolol! Ok! I will try to be the real me more! It’s just so hard to come that far out of my comfort zone!! But i have many stories about different demons. Male AND female because yes i am THAT kinky! Lol! Maybe if the thread is right i can share some.
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Or pm them to me. I enjoy such good reads:smirk:
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