Good evening to all:
I want to share my experience with Belial.
I have started working with him slowly, and little by little (now for about 2 months).
Every time I call him or I speak with him, we end up having sex.
It always involves some kind of blood exchange, with a very sensual pleasure.
It is not just plain sex, it is loving, but rough. He always shows himself as a very handsome man, with long white/silver hair, very pale skin, orange snake eyes, and some kind of snake skin pattern in some parts of his body.
It also happens after he has taught me something about the Qliphoth on that day, or about magic.
Sometimes he brings other demons (incubus/sucubus?) with him, who join, in order to take part into a more passive (secondary) role.
Sex was never part of the deal with him, but I am happy with it. I feel that it is kind of a communion with him, but it feels odd.
I work with Lilith as well, and sometimes she has incubus/succubus coming around my place (without attacking me, just being there to chat and give each other advice about sexual vampirism). But with Belial it is VERY different.
Is this usual?Did something similar happen to any of you?
I am just curious.
Dark kisses to you all,x.