Any best sugestion from one who is in the middle of the road (about lefthandpath) but who is .almost..."out of his time"?

Almost 3 years past already from when i descover lefthandpath, i had my own experience not much but enough to become a believer .

In all this time (except that strong experience and almost 4 years of strong acuity of senses)i read a lot and i tryed to have at list same kind of experience-didnt hapening.But…now i am affraid that i dont have to much time to live and i realy dont know what to do,what to chose?!

i still make pentagram rituals daily,i dint chose to become enemy at Christian-God,but i tryed to find help to Lucifer, Lilith,Naamah and evan i made rituals dedicated them.You know?!

…so many speak in terms like "it is very dangerous to make that or that in lefthandpath but…no one tell what could realy hapening if somethink goes wrong.

On the other side…so many chose this way but we realy dont know one who could tell us if it is evan near to become what she or he wish -God. ?!And when you start to run out of time with your live you need to know if you better make like that pope who betrayed Meridiana and goes in haven,or to try to die evan without any religious service,not evan what to chose betwen to be burried or burn.

This forum is about to become or not God,to chose or not betwen “Them” and certanly the ideea of death it is or it must be subsequence. I am realy interested in a topic about what its hapening with us on …“the oder side”.Sorry “again” for my bad english.

Not most of the time, no, many modern grimoires have nothing about Spiritual Hygiene.

You have to see the posts of people who lost everything from entity and parasite issues who are fighting them. People tend to jump in the deep end and ignore the warnings to set up protections and learn Spiritual Hygiene and how to banish BEFORE you have a problem. Once you have an attachment, it’s get stronger as it makes you weaker, but it’s never too late to rid yourself of parasites..

I literally post links to free info here on BLAG for new users, some read them some don’t bother. Unofficial Tutorials: Spiritual Hygiene & Defense Basics Collection and Forum Tutorials: Parasite Collection

What you see depends on your worldview. Your subconscious mind impressions are delivered as symbols and memories that you have to interpret, which is the hard part.

In my view, you are a spirit having a human experience, you’re doing that for a reason, but part of the deal with a human incarnation is we forget who we are - we get amnesia. So we don’t know what or where we came from. But I think you will most likely reincarnate on Earth as another human.

  • Thank you again for your help Mulberry…I still have but one more big question .You know?!…All my live i tryed to be a good man in the eyes of the God,not properly that Christianity-God but,my God. And I had that first big revelation in the night after i goes to confess myself to a priest ,in (what i descover later)some kind of “ritual-dead”(cose i made that think for the first time in my live thinking that i had big chanse to die then cose covid).But after then evan if i didnt chose to be part of that who fight against ‘Him”,i also stop to prey to him like before.In a way it was like i loose one of the must important think i had.I realise that God didnt want us to become awake and this is how i start to be interested in left hand path.Just this time i dont realy know how to prepare myself for what it come …”there”.And imagine how important could be right?!.I dont have any doubt that i will probably reincarnate here again (cose i still have a lot to learn)but in the meen time i could be there up or there down and it is important to chose were isnt? xd

In MY view, no because there IS NO ‘up’ or ‘down’ that is human bullshit and there’s no need to get trapped by this fiction that other people created.

You reincarnate and there’s not much in between. Some thing you meet guides to plan your next like, like a business meeting where you check your progress against goals, redo your To Do list and keep trying.

Punishment is counterproductive to efficiency and motivation. It’s a lie. There is no hell. There is no heaven. God isn’t that stupid, but humans are.

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  • I was wondering from a long time about the profile of that ‘good samaritan” who have the better change to become a …God?! I meen the psihological profile- cose i already ask myself if for universe or gods is metter to be kind,altruist,full of compasion ,altruism or generozity. I saw a lot evan here who looks like they have enemy evan from beyound of their burn xd. they ask about how to courst somebody or evan kill somebody who eventualy probably forget to say hi -just keeding but…i am not to far from what i saw.So…what about Karma and what it is her purpose in this concept?

In my opinion, this is better understood when you remember that everything is patterns of energy interacting.

So you can reach enlightenment and do unpleasant things because enlightenment is about realizing and remembering who you are. But once you know who you are you don’t feel the same way and stop doing mean things because you don’t need to get hostile when you have more power and control to manifest better for yourself. But you still live on a hostile planet with hostile people and situations, so you also have to protect your energy. Defending yourself is allowed.

The way I understand Karma is withing your own energy and it’s relationship with other’s energy. You set up patterns that attract, repel and interact with other beings and especially human beings. If a pattern attracting two people together exists at the soul level, not just the physical level, it survives past the death and rebirth traditions and can take effect in a new life. This is how soulmates find each other (a soulmate is a person you know across multiple lives).

Karma as “punishment” from other humans that have nothing to do with your energy is fake and a corrupted excuse to pretend Karma is a tool for unfairness, control or self-gratification. There’s nothing punitive about it and it’s your energy, you can learn to clear and control it.

Attachment is not the root of suffering - unhealthy mental attitudes around the attachments are, imo.

So if you are doing baneful work because you are suffering from these unhealthy attachments, what you’re trying to do is heal, you’re just going about it the wrong way by looking outwards instead of inwards to clear that energy from you, which is what’s causing the pain.

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And…what about suicide in this context?!…

You failed, basically. It got too hard and you left early, possibly sabotaging whatever is was you were trying to do. And then you just reincarnate anyway.

You know?!…when i had that at list 2 episod of “feeding astral parasite until i learn how to defend myself against them,i realise that…must probably the exchange currency in univers is not only the blood and sexual energy,but also all our feelings,so how far i could be from reality if i think that must probably must of our sufferings is created evan amplificated only to feed some other entity?! And to think evan little further ,how far from reality could be ideea that i could be only some kind of batery for that kind of god,deity or entity?! And…one more think…i still dont understand how my sufferings like “to lose painfuly and slowly my breath until i die”(cose i could have lung cancer)- it help me with my evolution?! cose it looks more like a price i need to pay or evan better-a panishement evan you told that the universe is too smart to think in terms like punishement?!.I realy dont get how it help us many time enough suffering that it t better not evan to born.If you put in balance,or you will ask somebody who must just die in big pain-if she or he regret that he was born ob this world-certanly will tell you that she or he regret…My english again…sorry

I think that’s how Earth works. Look around, the entire animal kingdom works that way, it stands to reason earth-bound entities also work that way - as above so below, as within so without.

I think there are higher levels of being that are enlightened and don’t need to feed on others. Humans would be one if we didn’t take human bodies. We know we can cultivate qi from the sun and cosmos. But it’s not enough to sustain a human body. A body is a biomechanical machine that runs on fat, protein and carbs plus chemicals - food not qi directly, our bodies turn food into the massive amounts of qi we need to sustain us.

We are not these biomechanical machines called animals. We are integrated into them and we pilot them, thinking we are them, but we’re not. Our egos are the mind of the animal we share the body with. The ego is not immortal, but it wants to be, and we are so tightly integrated what it wants we think we want… but we’re already immortal and just forgot.