Why am I so easily ignored by everyone around me?
I’ve never felt comfortable with people however, never known what to say. Every woman I’ve ever dated told me the same thing when they left me, even my ex-wife. They all said I was completely shut down. Never knew what it meant though. A friend who is a hedge witch tells me they’ve never really seen me as human. I haven’t been able to plie what they seem to think I am, only that I’m supposedly powerful, and I know a great deal more than I think I know. It’s all very confusing, and as of late with my constant pain and mental health deteriorating I feel like I’m falling apart. I don’t want to use the term crazy, but it feels that way.