I was mediatating and felt something gripping my neck, I seen a leech sort of thing and 6 orbs at the bottom of my vision, I only mediated 10 mins but noticed it much more because my senses maybe high because I’m stoned, I asked it to leave and it said NO WERE NOT LEAVING IN A ANGRY VOICE, I don’t really believe in myself to get rid of it because it’s pretty bad and scary, can someone give me some good advice?
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And believe in your authority. They didn’t go? Make them.
That’s good. This is the first step and half the battle, just finding it and knowing it’s there.
Parasites never go away for the asking so that’s normal and fine. Nobody als ticks to stop biting them either It’s also normal that they bluff and try to make themselves out to be more than they are. They know humans are easily controlled by fear and will all they can to not leave.
So from here, it’s important to realize they are weak and you, because you have a body making energy all the time, are very strong. I mean why else would they want to attach to you?
Don’t try to reason with them from here, they only lie so there’s no point. Leeches are easily plucked off same as real life leeches. Visualise doing that and shoving the leech deep into the ground.
This is how I do that, with a modified form of Iron Tongs from qigong: Take your dominant hand and notice your fingers have Iron extrnsions on them that are a good 9 inches long. This way you don’t have to directly touch them, the metal doesn’t conduct qi and makes it easy to grab them.
Then grasp each one in turn, pluck it off and now you’ve got it where you want it you can visualise anything you want. I like to burn them to ash, just watch it go uo in flames, blacken and shrivel and die, and then put what’s left in the Earth or yeet it into the center of the sun.
Even if they survive they go away and other things watching in the astral decide to stay away too after that, realizing you’re dangerous.
By the way: size is weird in the astral. Things that are spiritually weak can look huge and things that are dense and strong can look tiny.
In the physical it takes a big - as in, mature, intelligent and skilled - spirit to pilot the flesh, so generally a bigger animal has a stronger spirit. That doesn’t play out in the astral, so never assume a big looking astral thing is strong or weak by it’s size or attitude. Just feel it out and judge by its ability to reason and talk instead.
By the book, the practical psychic self-defense handbook, by Robert Bruce. Best book for these situations.
Like @Iydra said, believe in your authority. Because you do have authority over them!
These parasites want something from you specifically. That means you essentially hold some form of power over them.
They tend to latch onto something they can feed on. What that is, is usually some personality trait or insecurity. In this case it is also your fear they use to manipulate you.
Overcoming that is easier said than done, I know. Getting rid of them is not an easy task as well.
I know, I’ve been in that battle as well. I’m definately not the worlds most powerful and fearless sorcerer, but I got it done eventually. Just be steadfast in your intention to get rid of them, whatever methods you choose to try (and even if you choose to call in help from someone else). Be steadfast until it becomes a part of your subconscious will, so you’ll be sure to do whatever it takes and are ready to let go of anything that links you to them. Eventually that was my hardest struggle. When you have these leeches long enough it becomes hard to let go of them. Kinda like when some negative trait or behavior that is detrimental, but changing it feels like you would be loosing some sense of self. Believe me, it is not.
I hope this might help you a bit to find the courage.
Footnote: If you do choose to seek help from someone else. Be VERY wary of the people that claim that they are the only ones that can help you. Something will always “go wrong” and they will always need more sessions and supplies. Those people are more likely to rid you of your funds than your parasites.
There’s a ritual exactly for this: to ‘Remove Parasitic Beings,’ in Magickal Protection by Damon Brand. You use a sigil and call on angels and divine words of power. Simple to do and you do it for 5 days.