May i offer,
2 avaivable tools / offers,
for you,
to get that solved?
one is a teaching streek,
the other is a vortex of power,
which can, and will fuel your magick.
they best work combined,
so i’ll give you both.
Feel free,
to report back,
how it works for you.
Either here,
or in those topics.
Until you’ve gained familiarity with those,
you can simply apply this Sigil,
to your workings:
https://images.app.goo.gl/EtTiBREfiu5ix5wf9
(beginner version,
for those whom might be afraid with working with what i suggested up there,
aswell.)
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth