I’m done with relationships, even casual ones, because I end up having feelings for people who don’t feel for me and I think I am at a point in my life in which I really need to focus on different things. I want to get over a situationship I had and to make peace with being alone. Might seem extreme but I have CPSTD and rejection/abandonment triggers past trauma and amounts of pain and anxiety that can’t be healthy, I’ve been to therapy for more than four years and although it has been useful to know what’s my situation, it hasn’t really solved a thing. I want to be unattainable, to still have guys lusting after me and allow myself to indulge if I like them physically but without ever developing any feeling for them. I have searched the forum but it seems nobody has asked about this.
Belial. He will help you to prioritize other aspects of life besides relationships. I don’t think he can make you “immune to love” because that really has more to do with biology and neurochemistry than anything else but he can and will help you to direct that energy into more productive directions.
You could also work with a goddess of love, such as Aphrodite, Venus, or even Lilith, to gain control of the currents of love and lust so you are not at their mercy.
I would also add working with Saturn energies. Want to bind or banish something from your life? Have discipline, put limitations and obstacles? Saturn is your guy. He is cold and responsible.
Instead of trying to change your emotions permanently, you could focus them one someone who will reciprocate them. Specifically, instead of summoning a demon, you could get close to your guardian angel . Other people refer to these beings as Daimones or Fylgjur or Fravashi – many cultures are aware of them, so please don’t think of them as angels in the Christian sense. Actual angels are not at all how the Abrahamic religions portray them.
Depending on how well developed your astral senses are, you will notice sooner or later that he is the most attractive person you’ve ever met. You will also find that your… physical needs will be met in this relationship, via doing something on both the physical and the astral plane . This is discussed in other contexts in this very forum.
Obviously your guardian angel – or whichever term you prefer – is always with you, and once you’ve established communication and developed your astral senses, you can always reach out to him .
Of course I don’t know you personally, but I feel that this approach is perhaps more practical than making oneself unable to fall in love. However, this is of course for you to figure out and decide .