Trusting people who you assume have more “power” or “Knowledge”.
Worst mistake you can make. Learn from the spirits not another person. I respect everything I pick up or learn from others but 95 percent of my process has come from the spirits themselves.
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Started drinking too much alcohol during an evocation of Azazel and was finding it hard to pay attention to what he was saying. I was reaching for my cup and then the cup fell out of my hand onto the floor where it spilled everywhere. He essentially slapped it out of my hand. I paid more attention after that
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Lol, I’m more like the goose, who was just going around doing normal goose shit…
Like, I’m where I’m supposed to be, so what the fucking hell is a Fabio doing here?
Damn
This is the den of darkness, where people come to speak the truth as best they can. The struggle I mentioned here has been solved with patience, reason, and some strange other stuff too. I’ve done a lot of real hard work since I started here, and I’ve found a lot of solutions to some seemingly impossible problems. The struggles I’ve had have made me better at what I do.
I’m not exactly sure what I do, but it’s something. That I know.
Sorry, I thought you were an old friend of mine.
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Ranted and raved at the entire pantheon of demons I worked with, lined up all their sigils and let rip, cussed them out and accused them all of doing nothing but sitting on their asses getting fat on my offerings, told them they were all useless, I let fly for a good ten minutes just venting and then in the ultimate act I tore all their sigils and tossed them in the paper bin!
Much later after I’d calmed down I fished them out and disposed of them properly and offered my apologies for bad behaviour.
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When I was first getting started, I dove head first into pacts. Always asking the same thing in exchange for whatever. Went to spirit to spirit. Pretty much all the big guns. Signed that shit in blood. Lilith, Azazel, Belial. Yeah…nothing happened fourtently. I think they realized I was not at my most stable point" to be making agreements like that. It’s just embarassing 
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Don’t worry, your not the only one. Sigh.
Well, today I did back to back evocations with pacts and slept for an eternity. lol.
Desperate times call for desperate measures but maybe I’ll space things out a little bit next time.
Didn’t think Anubis was actually bugging me one night while I was sleeping, so I challenged him to prove it was him. Had the worst night of sleep I can recall, and had to beg him to stop and I admitted my folly.
Played the part of medium for one of my friends ghost hunting videos for his youtube channel. ( A bunch of nine year olds in their friends “haunted” basement) at the time pretended to get possesed to add flair to the video. Turns out something was there and ended up following me because I was the only one that could sort of “feel” it not sure what it was but it bothered me for a good while.
Link for the incantation?
He removed it from his official blog, there you go:
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Another ridiculous thing I did, very recently actually…
I got very high on edibles – a strain of cannabis that I knew made me paranoid – and then tried to channel my friend’s higher self.
The parasite I connected to basically rewrote an entire conversation that we had to make it seem like his best friend had put a love spell on me rather than simply seeked me out for friendship.
I absolutely freaked the fuck out.
The next morning I re-read what I had written down and had to laugh at how absurd it was.
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Full on possession by Astoroth using the sigil from the grimiorum verium and dipping into water around thanksgiving in New England. (oh god, it was scary effective, but I’m afraid I was in no position to negotiate any terms, so now its like the worst, and I’m left will a big mess although in general feel lots better.)
It was a soul retrieval and love spell combined (oh goddess, I was very desperate, and it was freaking awful, I went to hell)
Also, prior to that, I really had doubts that possession could really even happen or that I would actually be “ridable” by some spirit.
I wouldn’t say that at all. Open source software developers do it all the time, and make really awesome software (like this forum software) that you can use.
I cast the famous love spell with the qualities I wanted. I thought monogamy and loyalty were not necessary for me to write down since I was looking for a boyfriend and not a fuckboy.Around that time Smallville was on TV and I was a Tom Welling fan (I am laughing as I write this down) Anyways…I got what I wanted. I met 5 guys who were exactly like Tom but they were players, on relationships that were so close to being over, etc. I dated one of them, the last one but he was a major tool. I end up saying a spoken curse and it affected him big time. Lol
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Not really a mistake, but definitely was funny. I was hired to do magick on a minister from an African country… I won’t say more…
second thing is, astral projecting to shambala, somehow got inside, music was playing and I was in awe then suddenly all stopped, I was seen and then attacked severely, one entity came back all the way to my room where I had a long physical fight on the etheric plane but on my bed. I got him out and was like wtf
So this one stood out to me, Indian looking man, energy like the dead farao, brown skin, skinny with sunken cheeks and intense eyes and aggressive sexual energy .
6 months later I am on the metro and I see this guy in real, same looks, exact energy, getting off at the same stop as me, wearing the same protective jewellery that I wear. I wanted to ask him something, but I stopped myself and instead went on to converse telepathically, while we walked out of the metro, he looked at me and said: " you have an intelligent child " and walked the other direction… leaving me with multiple theories
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Well this isnt particullarly related to a ritual magic and such, but a magic informational situation.
It was when i was 14 and my passion and desire as of curiosity for the other site and spirituality grew exponantionaly high.(And mantained to this day)
There i bought with ma mum my first ever book on the occult called weiße und schwarze magie tedd Morson-german(white and black magic by Tedd Morson).
I whas so fascinated by its content and i internally knew most if its parts where true and a logical understanding behind it when it comes to some metaphysical subjects.
Well i was also open in my religuos class about it and as for some referance points i was open to show it to the class with the teacher (she was nice and openminded actually but nonetheless it was a mistake. )
So we made it like i will bring it the next week to the class. Guess what exactly at the begining of this week happened. Exactly i got badly ill for around two weeks and i think the teacher was somehow changed around?!
And when i came back it was like we moved on and back in my head i innerstood that this isnt here to be shown to the profane not at that particullar time and the persons alltogether. Dont cast your pearls to the sows. It will get trampled into dirt and eaten.
So well what did i expect i was 14 and naive but instinctually after that most of my stuff i took more private. It was definitely a magical ED situation here…
ᛋLUX🐍ANGUISᛚ
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Can’t remember if I did post any of my stupidity on here or not. But you guys know I am still new on this path compared to some of you. I am still learning meaning making mistakes! Of course I know even well seasoned ones makes mistakes. There is two I want to say that I personally did and one that someone els did that thought me.
So the first one I want to bring up is one that happened in 2020. I was out in Delaware living with a friend and his family. Everything seemed ok. But I then had a very bad bout of depression that over came me. I started to have all these thoughts of how I should just quit. That I should just give it all up because I was worthless and weak. So I called everyone that I was working up. I told them how I was no longer going to be working with them or doing any of this type of stuff anymore. I got a mix bag of responses. Some felt “Here we go again.” feel to slightly hurt but just stood there. However one person who I believe now to be Satan came about. I had felt him in the background of my room for some time but felt as if he was waiting for me to be ready or was waiting for the right time. Well he came and stomped up to me on my bed. I felt his energy and it felt very very dominant. I then got tossed onto my back and turned on to my stomach. I felt him sit on me in a way reminds me of when animals in the wild would show dominance to another. I then felt his hand on the back of my head pushing my face down. I heard in a very deep and very unhappy voice after I said “Im sorry! Im sorry!” “YOU will NOT EVER say THAT again! You understand ME?!” I just nodded and laughed. Im not sure why but despite my depression I laughed.
The second one took place last year. I was in a Discord group and this one person was talking about this entity that is following them and pretty much stalking them. I decided that I want to try and see if I could practice my long distance reading skills and decided to try and read them. Oh my guide and others were SO against it. But I did it anyways. Welp to say the least my own spirits were fighting me to get me not to. Eventually they let up just a bit and welp that entity came to my place. I wound up getting some of their energy stuck on me and it was literally a battle. My blue with their deep red. I felt so sick and exhausted. I knew they were draining everything and trying to take over. So I immediately went to my shower to have running water on my body. I used some Florida water soap and did a banish/exorcism on my self by calling on the gate keepers. I then had to hire professionals to insure no real damage or attachments were on me. To say the least I learned not to mess with entities that obviously your spirits are blocking you from.
So for the last. I lived with a person I considered a friend once. She basically is part of my soul family. Well she started to get desperate for money and started to do Death curses every night. These got so bad it made me physically I’ll. Well the power started to get to her. I suggested for her to cleans her home and do some “lighter” work like money. Well she did one but that was part of a curse. The energy built up to the point she started to go mad, her body was getting worse and upheaval was everywhere. She became paranoid and I couldn’t reason with her any longer. The air was so thick of death my plants all rotten in two days.
So from these I learned valuable lessons and ones I’ll never forget.
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Woah, that was rude. Ugly side of working with spirits, you will never know how some of them will react when someone is depressed.
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