What's about this sigil and my decrease in self-belief?

Good work :slight_smile: it should get easier as you get more practice.

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Yesterday I saw a thorny plant tied with a red thread to the railing of the second highest floor, I removed it.(I heard that it was there from many years ago) Also we have not gone to that parasite place recently. I had a dream some days ago in which I heard of animal sacrifice, later around 3 of these sigils were burning on the road, they were relatively larger in size, it felt like it was caused by the people who live near here, they look like chinese. Around the time of me getting the dream, one of the temples in the parasite place got damaged by stream water. These parasites blame people for natural disaster(s) like flood, saying you should improve. I also probably heard that they are against the gym which is close to a temple of one of them, it seems anti-self empowerment. One person said about substance use by the gym people as justification.

Also I remembered that during the mass animal sacrifice day, many people bathe in the stream water, later something is kept in the stream water(palanquin maybe) and people are told not to enter the water during that time.

I found four more thorny branches, they were placed around the corners of the second highest floor, and one on the floor below. They did not seem years old, their leaves were not that dry. Not everyone was tied with red thread, so my mother lied about it being years old or someone else placed them.

My mother started overthinking from around a month ago I heard. It’s probably around the time I summoned luna for the first time. it seems like some entity left me and then attached to my mother
What my thoughts were that I thinked about something and then opposing thought(like what if that is not true?) came into my mind. The opposing thoughts probably were not my own but of some external entity.

One day I said her don’t be close-minded. Next day she said that I have brain of 10-12 year old. I have also heard from the parasite that don’t tell others about me eating meat and eggs to others, it’s probably so that I don’t influence others, I am considered of good character by people.

Also my mother thought about some other thorny plant before, later she remembered about the 5 thorny branches, they are probably placed on new day of indian calendar month which is around 13th day of gregorian calender. Also I have noticed two times that on the day people offer sweet flatbread to the incubus, dogs barks more than usual at night time.

That is a tactic called an “ad-hominem” - when someone doesn’t have a reasonable argument, they resort to personal insults instead of explaining their position better. It’s the sign of someone who has no idea what they are talking about and only believes what they do for emotional reasons.
Ironically, this is the childish approach.

Personally, I think it’s best to avoid trying to talk to her about any of this. It’s just giving her reasons to fight you. Look up the “grey rock” technique and try that with her. basically don’t react and avoid dramatic topics with her, and she will go get her drama from someone else.

The top religious plants in Hinduism do not have thorns, and it’s likely the thorns and red thread that are important, my guess is this is a ward against bad luck.
In Celtic lands, it’s a very old superstition that it brings good luck to say “White Rabbits” on the first day of the month before you say any other word.

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Today my parents forced me to go to the parasite place, while walking I returned back. My mother just grabs me, I am not sure how to deal with that. Later around 7 pm(not immediately) a coconut with red thread and with red color applied on it(line) was brought to me, rotated over my head, I was told to blow on it, I did it because my father seemed to be getting angry and I felt sort of tired. Also air is also blown on grains like rice to tell about a person and/or his future as I have observed. Then the practitioner places grain(s) on his palm turn by turn, removing grain(s) before placing next on his palm. I heard that the coconut is now kept in the incubus place.

Doesn’t matter, these people cannot force your energy to move without your permission so they’re wasting their time, like water off a ducks back, reject that they have the ability to affect you, and they can’t. It’’ will against will and you have the high ground.

Just be neutral and go grey rock and have yourself from then getting dramatic.

You might also like to research “witch wars”, which is a similar situation where a mage magickally attacks another mage, who realizes a curse or something has been cast and counteracts it, and that gets countered, and so on and so forth.

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