What's about this sigil and my decrease in self-belief?

I would meditate on both of them and see whos energy steps forward to help, you could ask both to help but if you want primary i would suggest kali as the issues your dealing with require her type of energy not saying hanuman is not capable its just my opinion but you wouldnt be wrong to choose hanuman

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Today I felt that I woke up early than my sleep time, I felt sleepy and laid in the bed without checking time, I heard a feminine voice, I heard krim along with probably 2-3 more words, I heard the mantra more than one time, I probably heard for around 30 seconds. From 16th I chanted this for atleast 30 minutes(mostly in my mind) while looking at the sigil I drew. Last two days I sat in sunlight at around 12:45 time.

Also I heard about something to be done in relation to the entities here(they maybe archons). One of the most popular of the ones here said that bad is being seen(for the future), maybe around 300 of these will gather. It’s being done after 18 years.

Today one astrologer who is also my father’s friend I heard came into my house. He seemed biased and pretentious. He said something like it’s business of computer people. He also said that from October 2023(when influence of rahu started) my mind is not stable and that my mind is into many things. He said to do these things:

On monday rotate your hand filled with rice grains over your head and give them to birds.

Another thing to do probably on sunday.

Also every 3 months buy 21 fishes give them 108 balls of wheat and then put them in the river, along with that say rahu namah 108 times.

He said the yantra I drew is nothing(which is a lie I believe), prana is not given to it, he also said the kali mudra is nothing. I told him that upon waking up I heard krim. He said it’s not krim, it’s kring, but I believe both ways can be said. He said something like it’s in my mind.

Now I will chant this in my mind:
Kring Kring Kring Swaha, Aum Kali Kapali Dahi Dahi Swaha, Aum Krim Kalikayai Namah
there may be some energy with him.

Yes this is all bullshit unless you place your intention into it, and he didn’t explain what he thought your intention should be. Some people are just egomaniacs and have no idea what they’re doing.

Stick to your intuition, you know what your yantra and mudra is for, and that’s WHY they work.

I don’t know why he even knew about your personal practice, it’s not his business.

“Dare to know, and to stay silent” - do not give your pearls of wisdom to pigs who would only trample them.

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My mother told about yantra, later probably my father told about mudra and then I said it’s kali mudra when asked

I have told things to people to influence, choosing the world over myself, maybe it’s not worth it and it’s negative on me is greater than the positive, so the overall effect on world is negative. There may be situations where it is worth to say, I am not sure.

It might be a hangover in the West, after the Witch Hunts of the medieval period where people were hunted down, betrayed by their neighbors and burned alive for being “witches”, that still carries on today with fundamentalist Christians saying that Satanism and doing witchcraft is automatically of the devil and should be banned.

America is mostly Christian, and it literally says in their holy book “the Bible” “suffer not a sorcerer to live”. That is actually a ministration deliberately put in for the King James version of the bible - King James of England had the bible rewritten to insert a bunch of propaganda, but you get the idea.

In the West, practicing magick is tantamount to “consorting with the devil” and can have nasty consequences, these days mainly losing your family and friends if they’re very religious, being oppresses and persecuted by them, maybe having them do what your family is doing to you - bringing around priests to exorcise them and tell them what to do and think.

So it’s normal in the West to keep these things secret and only shared with those you trust or who are also on the path.

The phrase “Dare to Know, to Will, to Dare and to Keep Silent” comes from the philosophy of Thelema (and has been adopted by the pagan/wicca types.)

The Four Powers of the Sphinx–to Know, to Will, to Dare and to Keep Silent–are an important element of Thelemic symbolism and instruction. The origin of the Four Powers of the Sphinx is unclear. Practically nothing is written on the subject outside of the works of Aleister Crowley. The only other author to mention the subject with any degree of depth or seriousness is the French occultist Eliphas LĂ©vi

Keeping Silent is very important - you do not want to expose your magick to the profane, there is value also in inner silence and reflection.

From:

So now you’re finding out the consequences of not keeping your own secrets to yourself.

You must use your discernment.
Some people can be trusted, most cannot. Your family has proven very clearly, many times, that they are not worthy of your trust and knowledge, as they continue to use it against you, and betray you to others who then diminish you and try to interfere with your workings.

It’s time you learned that lesson and shut your mouth. No more flapping your gums about shit that doesn’t concern anyone but you. Let them think you’re not doing anything any more and go grey rick - be as boring and do-nothing as a stone, and they will look elsewhere for their entertainment.

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I read that this thing applies outside magic also.

I chant the incantation in my mind in sunlight where others can see me, so this should be avoided?

One astrologer said that I should not be left alone because I can go too deep into things and yesterday the astrologer said something like my mind wanders from one thing to the next, they can have such difference in what they say.

Probably most people here don’t view magic in good light.

What about the thing I heard that humans are higher spirits?

Also in a marriage party Thursday I ate meat. The entity had told before to not tell others about what I ate(maybe he told this only to my parents). This seemed to have some sort of disruption in the magic to avoid eating meat. He seems to say that I can eat meat so that I trust him but work behind the scenes to avoid that. Also when the magic was done first time I got a cold later on, maybe during that day also I had a cold before the magic, I don’t fully remember. I also sat near a woman who probably overthinked(don’t know about present).

Also my mother gives me negative affirmations in between, I react to it, for example I can say “lie”, is it alright or I should not react? She said that they obeyed their parents, also something like they were afraid of parents, this negativity seems to be from the past.

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Today I heard that the entity said that why didn’t my parents bring me there. Earlier he said that I myself will come to his place. He was probably just lying and trying to make that true. He also said don’t go out at night time.

He also said that I am opening the talisman. He again gave a talisman, this repetition seemed a bit strange. Also gave me rice to eat and flower to keep on my head, this time morning instead of around dusk, also the supposedly mustard seeds bound up in yellow cloth instead of red.

I believe he is definitely fake. There may be 4 entities there, one of them is said to be kali in child form. I spent time recently on kali ma, even heard a feminine voice two times upon waking up. There was no acknowledgement given by him, there should have been if he is real.

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I agree with you. It seems like the whole thing is about control.

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If i get forced to go to his place, would it be alright if I chant kali mantra in my mind? Also yesterday I saw a vehicle with his name written and flag of UK near the name, it seemed coincidence.

Today I woke up early, before I was dreaming about facing evil, upon waking up I probably heard someone exhale in evil way, I don’t fully remember, I felt sleepy so slept again. Was that some evil entity or that was meant for someone else? I saw two coconuts in the house, they may have been given by the evil entity. Also I have been spending time on kali ma at least 30 minutes a day.

Nowadays around sleep time I have noticed father entering my room, probably the entity said to keep a check on me, around sleep time is also when I have usually spent time on kali ma. Also I remembered that someone said about goat/sheep head being carried during trip of the entities(maybe not all entities).
They may be ghosts involved with archons, things can be complicated. One time he said about something to give on thursday to jogini(yogini) who are also linked with kali ma and trees I heard. I read Thursday is linked with jupiter.

He again repeated on me wearing his talisman, I felt chill down my spine for a moment in some time of wearing it, could it be he was attempting evil possession but I resisted it? Also I had told before to a priest astrologer who said he got attachment to me that they are fake, they are humans. He said to my mother that I said humans created them, maybe he heard somewhere that they are thoughtforms but he did not believe it. Also recently I saw a popular picture in which alcohol is poured for an entity. He is said to be of narayan type, there are said to be 18 of these. But I heard the previous entity said that no alcohol in his place even though he is also of narayan type, it makes it more clear that what they say, do etc. is based on people.

What could that be? I have thought from my intuition about the spirit of the animal becoming better and also that the animal will be used for good purpose. I should be able to find better source when I live somewhere else. Also I have not decided of eating chicken meat(eggs alright) due to omega-6, also that other animals probably live better(in context of conventional). Also I heard from my cousin that these entities put more restrictions on chicken meat and eggs, example of a thing that is left is goat muscle meat which can be high in tryptophan when not eaten with parts high in collagen. Most people likely prefer the softer muscle meat which should not be high in collagen. Eating only the softer red muscle meat may actually decrease health.

Also today one priest astrologer entered the house on my birthday(the one who is linked with a spirit and also has said negative about me eating meat, eggs). Also it’s been a year since the magic was done. My mother said that he said like the other entity(whose place I have visited many times). If they are ghosts why would they spend effort like this? does not seem that worth for their energy gain, it makes it feel more like they are archons who can spend a lot of effort to bring one down.

Place your hand over the food use your intention to see the good energy from your hand flow through the food, taking all bad energy with it.

This is a precursor to the hormone melatonin, which is why turkey and goat makes you sleepy - melatonin is very good for you, and reduces inflammation.

Food. They would fade and die the 2nd death if not fed energy by all this attention.

Energy goes to where you put your attention. So just thinking about spirits feeds them your energy through your attention. But ghosts are also vampiric, so if they know you exist - and you let them - the feed on your energy making you weaker, anxious and sick and them stronger.

If you look down on them and don’t believe they can do anything to you, then they cannot. You are human, you have a body, this alone makes you far stronger. Why else would they want to take your energy?

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I read about tryptophan, methionine etc. here

https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2025/04/01/the-forgotten-wisdom-of-nose-to-tail-eating.aspx

I am not sure about accuracy

Also why would the ghost be against ropeway? it may make him more popular.

Not methionine. MELATONIN.

We already know these ghosts are parasites. I don’t think I can tell you anything different then we already did. It’s in your hands now.

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I agree with @Mulberry 
 this reminds me of cults like branch davidians or sects like Haitian voudoo where spirits ride the priests or priestesses.

Cults are strictly about control, binding, cursing, uncrossing and blessing.

Three directions out of four doors within four walls is strict gatekeeping. The coconuts wrapped in red thread is spot on here.

Momentarily looking at the sigil interfered with my energy.

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Around a week ago, my father measured my height with a red thread, today he tied the probably same thread split into two parts onto me. One around my waist area, another around neck area. As I remember, while untying the waist area thread, I saw a knot with a chain, it may have been created by me while untying, I am not sure, I did not fully observe it before untying. I thought in my mind that it does not have any link with me, visualized fire on it, threw it outside window.

Also after I heard the negative the entity said about me eating meat etc. around 2023 march, I thought about using pepper spray. I don’t easily believe people.