I guess some of you experienced possession already.
What does it feels like?
I heard that in a deeper state you don`t remember anything, but before it gets so far, did you feel that the possession starts at the beginning?
I mean, lets say one of your demonic friends want to possess you, do you feel the stages of the possession ?
Do you feel their body moving in your body?
Do you realize how you lose controll over your body?
How you lose more and more of your consciousness?
If you are asking about an unwanted malicious entity taking over your body Iām sure its not pleasing.
People do seem to lose control and consciousness of themselves.
Invocation is mild possession, you can see, hear and feel and have control over your body. You can choose to let the spirit move you if you want. You might have to work at letting it.
Iām too much of a control freak to allow possession, hereās an analogy I like, at least, that makes sense to me, and compares it to driving a carā¦
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No possession: Youāre in the driver seat, in full control of where you drive, you see and hear everything
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Invocation: Youāre allowing a passenger to navigate, maybe guide the wheel, tell you where to go, but youāre still the driver, seeing and hearing is normal. You can take back control at any time. You may never lose control and only get information telepathically.
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Mild possession: youāre in the passenger seat, someone else is driving, you donāt control where you go, might be able to grab the wheel, can see and hear everything, you can help navigate if the driver is listening
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Possession: Youāre in the back seat: You have no control over where you go, you can see and hear, but things seem more distant.
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Deeper Possession: Now youāre locked in the trunk. You canāt see, youāre aware of movement and time passing, you can maybe hear some things
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Full possession: You canāt see, hear or feel, youāre conscious, aware of the passing of time only, youāre a prisoner in solitary confinement in your own body.
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Blackout: Youāre unconscious
Apart from blackout, youād probably be able to astral and/or soul travel from states where youāre not the driver.
Thatās a fine damn description!
Ahh i still learn to be possesed
I try to be possesed yesterday by king beelzebub
But as usual! King just control my hand and my chest
I will try again next time
You nailed it Maulbeere! Itās taken years of training, but I have gotten to the place where I can allow spirit possession and exist within my body, sometimes I float a bit outside myself but Iām anchored to my body. Last week I had to complete reading a 70-page document then do an exam on it within a few hours. I called on King Paimon to help me, I felt this great warmth fall over me like a cloak and was able to preternaturally read the 70 pages and complete the exam with a 100% score within 11 minutes. All hail King Paimon!
The only reason this is possible though is because I went through a long process of working with Kardecian spiritism (we have misas with spirit possession) and then my journey to and through Ocha with Orisha. Now all the grunt work I went through is paying off! It takes time, youāve got to crawl before you can fly so to speak. Just practice then practice some more, everyday, find a group of other spirit workers to practice your tools. And finally, studyāpassion for what youāre doingā¦spirits of the dead or entities that were never human you can never foolā¦they know whatās in your heart and your head.
Iāve experienced some levels of possession, Iāve been possessed One Time by malicious entity that wanted me to kill myself, that was, shall we say, less than fun.
However, I have been possessed by King Baal once, it wasnāt an unpleasant feeling at all, as I felt him slide into my body, I felt an electric tingle from the left side of my body into the right side. Whatever he settled into my head and I started taking a backseat if you will Karma and he started speaking through me, it was a very pleasant deal, very calm.
" I called on King Paimon to help me, I felt this great warmth fall over me like a cloak and was able to preternaturally read the 70 pages and complete the exam with a 100% score within 11 minutes. All hail King Paimon!"
What the Fuck!
So general speaking, when you are working with a buddy demon, it feels ok and not painful or disturbing? Ok thank you all.
Personally, I feel more comfortable with demons than with dead people. Because demons are different than humans. Just because somebody is dead means that he/she is enlightened. They are still judgemental. Demons are more open I guess.
Becoming dead certainly does NOT make a human being enlightened if the person didnāt go out enlightened. Thatās why there are unpleasant, destructive spirits of the dead and kind, helpful spirits of dead.
When you are working with a spirit of the dead who is in your own āquadrantā one whom you have built a relationship with, or a demon that you have a buddy bond with then possession isnāt painful or disturbing. The difference is being a willing human participant. Iām sure being possessed when one doesnāt want to be is not at all pleasant.
Yeah if itās a demon or whoever you like and have a working relationship with then it can feel quite good and fun. Just for S&Gās and because I have been working with him for a while I called to Asmodeus to play some Xbox games see who could get a better score on stuff like Call of Duty shooting range, and made a deal where if he won he could use my meat puppet body to drink some beer and such (I like certain liquors, not so much beers like he does).
Score wise he kicked my video game ass. Even with me using some extra caffeine after his turn. I had no choice but to concede victory to him, all Hail Asmoday! There will be a rematch eventually.
I had two experiences both were fairly different but both were pretty scary.
What if you have no experience with projection?
Iām not sure, to be honest. Itās only a guess that you could.
I will add, I experienced possession recently by an alternate incarnation of myself, and it wasnāt as described above at all - it felt like the āIā am now, āMaulbeereā was the invoked being, and my consciousness flipped energy and personality to the other being and it became āIā.
In this case āIā had no control over Maulbeere except from not allowing it to take front again. Fortunately this was an entity that was accessing Maulbeereās memories and acting in her stead deliberately, if not terribly well. It allowed memory retention of itās period of control, and I recall it wasnāt able to maintain subtle social norms, while being aware it was not doing so, not sure what to do but not really caring about it. It kept two appointments but seemed to disturb the people it talked to until it let me take front again.
Itās hard to explain, the personality and mind were different things residing in different places in the body temporarily.
Could it be permanent
Maybe. It depends on the entity and itās motivations.
In my case, this being rather dislikes humanity and earth, and is the source of my same dislike, although I experience it through a human lens and try to add emotions and human-logic reasons I now realise it just doesnāt feel. It wanted to be in my body in an incarnate capacity as little as possible to do the necessary.
I have since absorbed it and my higher self, and become a triumvir (i.e. a triple being, like The Morrigan, or other triple entities) and I am the higher self, demon (aspect of the higher self) and egregore (the human bit). I can now bring itās energy in and speak as the entity without having to be possessed. So that sort of melding is possible as well.
Iāve been there and itās definitely not pleasant.
For those of you who are curious, I wonāt answer questions about it. Thanks for understanding.
Hmmā¦ some interesting conversations going on I hereā¦ like cheating an exam! You sir or miss have not only cheated the exam but also cheated yourself! You havenātā¦ I donāt really care!ā¦ memes and stuff!ā¦
Anyway disregarding the above mess of words!
I have indeed been possessed by malicious entities! In fact it happens so often I find it difficult to believe that other psychicās donāt also commonly go through it! Anyway to skip to the end! The worst case scenarioās of these possessionsā¦ that I can recallā¦ was when I had no control over my body to the point Iāve slapped myself Iāve thrown up large amounts of spit onto my floor, Iāve been forced down onto the same floor unable to get up!ā¦ Iāve been slowly pulled into oncoming traffic!ā¦ Iāve been walked around various areas!ā¦. A whole mess of things! They are nasty! Itās like you know you can move if you want to! But you have no will to move! Like you go to move and it tells you through psychic thoughts not to! Itās weird! Itās like they control not your conscious mind but your sub-conscious mind!ā¦ anyway if any of you are gonna say to ask me to ask the gods for helpā¦ just stop!ā¦ I donāt accept their help!ā¦ I donāt like them! Either way the point isā¦ donāt get possessed by malicious entitiesā¦. It even for curiosityā¦ for pride sakes maybeā¦ but not for curiosityā¦ they will take more then your are ever willing to give!
Iām sorry this is kinda just to amazing so did he do all the work for you and u where just watching or was it co cooperative can you please share more?
@Apswanson08 I donāt think solimar is on the forum anymore as there as no recent reads so I donāt think your gonna get an answer from them. Just to let you know. Also this threads last post/reply before your question was 2 years ago so maybe start a new thread of your own if you have a question you canāt get an answer to from searching other threads.
In a time of emotional overwhelm I made the unwise decision of allowing myself to be possessed by Astaroth in order to get my (totally messed up worthless ex-husband) back.
sense of time was distorted (although I should have expected this Astaroth made lots of references to ātime travelā beforehand)
delusions were awful, basically my concept of the social reality was gone (lots of references to not able to keep the planes straight, mixing planes planes vs trains etc)
I did and said things I donāt remember.
basically could hear and see everything with a few visual overlays of things others do not see, as well as some sound and olfactory things. (some of the sound and smell things were really unpleasant, there is actually some lingering of this energy)
There was this sense of body swapping with things that werenāt human, such as cell phone apps, robots and aliens. (things that were somehow still alternate versions of āmeā)
Anyway, the big issue is my ex doesnāt really have normal human emotions anyway, and this can be difficult to explain to people. (not like a garden variety narcissist etc, totally alien types of behaviors)