I dont know if this is relevent or not but since four or five days i have been trying to conntact Raziel twice a day.
Just now ive seen a weird dream ever, i was skating or skying (not sure what its called) on my right leg, on my right there was a huge deep sea with huge yat type floating items. Somehow i knew how to use the machine under my foot, ipassed two guys and flew. at the end of the trail i saw a women with no face but some how i knew who she was.
The more close i got to her the water slowly disapeared and by the time i was next to her it was solid rock pavment.
She jist said “so i guess your ready for phace one, great now go inside i will meet you there” Pointed her finger directly at the same place i just came from but now there was no huge sea it was just a structure, so i followed the pavment.
Inside was a ball room filled with masked people, i got scared and turned around to leave but then a tall male figure grabbed my arm and forced me back inside, the only thing he said in my ear was “you need to complete this phace pick your item”
I said “how can i pick when i cant even see” he just said “you demand something so high but expect no challenge, pick your item”
and i woke up. guess what my arm had slight bruise where he held me
Very interesting. What have you been studying or watching on TV lately? You should be able to pull out the things that are fill-ins from memory-sorting and the things that are new information.
You don’t have to do that… you can’t take dreams at face value, as they are symbolic. There’s no wrong way here.
Keep on your path and you’ll find yourself doing what you want.
If you want to get into that dream and really pick it apart, and find out what each thing it it represented to you, then I always recommend Robert Moss’ book called *Dreamgates" for that. No one can tell you, except you.
Ask yourself questions about what each thing and person could represent in your life and in your psyche. Is that faceless woman Raziel, for example?
last question : If i move to another place would this effect my work? Because the more i stay in this current house the more my mental health is at risk dont wanna get in to the details but i think going back to my family would save my mentality well atleast i wouldnt be alone
Hello. i didnt know if i should open an knew topic or not since i will be asking questions related to this topic.
Well i have arrived at my detination long time ago but i still cant focus myself to continou trying my work, for some reason i feel fear but weirdly at the same time i can feel determination stronger then before.
This might sound weird and if my explaining dont make sense please tell me, but i dont feel like myself how do i say, its like im watching somene else use my body in day time but at night its me, even the people around me keep asking whats wrong, i dont even want to mention the fully black lady thats keep on coming to my dreams she is always over my bed repeating the same sentence “Im waiting call me i know you want to” not sure who or what is it.
I was wondering if you have any guesses as to whats happening? Also how do i carry on from this point just continou from where i left off?
Yes it’s great that you posted here as we can then easily check out what the history of this issue is.
I think everybody has trouble staying focused in meditation - it’s just a matter of practice and gently bringing your focus back when you find it’s wandered. I like to have music that’s always the same and dedicated to meditation only (I use shamanic journey drumming) as when I notice the music then I may find my mind wandered and I can refocus faster.
This sounds like you’re dissociating and need to get grounded. Or you could say, your astral form is out of alignment with your physical form. A moving meditation like tai chi, or just going for a walk in nature, going to the gym or other grounding physical exercise will help. At the lest, get outside and get your feet on the grass. More here: What is grounding?
If you didn’t invite it, banish and cleanse. if you has wanted to work wit hit, you would have evoked it by now, but something in you has decided to be wary of it, and I think you should follow that intuition.
Yes, you’re doing great so keep doing what you’re doing
Hope outsider banter isn’t frowned on, the original dream seems wonderful apot on in my mind for having a strong connection form from trial, the fact that they said choice an item id focus on what aspect your tyring to improve the most in your life and find what item symbolizes that or just go with the easy Win their all wearing mask choose a crown.
A way to maybe get out the daytime funk is at night time connect with what you love about yourself and get the response to activate strongly when you touch heart and say somthing like Love or I am Love and then bring that Love of oneself into your day time moment should hopefully realign.
As far as the lady in black I tried to connect to it just from the spiritual signiture you left from your memory upon your text and I could be being fooled but they said they Love you and just want to help said she was able to make people do what she wants or make people sick.
When you said to make people sick ‘Does that mean the extreme anger and hate in my heart attached her to me’ because after my mothers funeral with anger in focus i wishes for my mothers aunt to get cancer. From what iheard from people yesterday she is couching up blood. By the way i didnt do nothing spiritual the wish was a angry shout like a regular anger burst but since she said she can make people sick. Do you thinkit was her who did it or am i over thinking?
From what I gather no at least from trying to ask her from afar. And I wouldn’t feel that bad we all have week moments especially around funerals aka death. I’d maybe try next time she shows saying call on her to give her a command maybe but it depends on how you feel can always cleanse to be safe but sometimes thiers alot of lost potential.
