Hey everyone, so recently i have being called by Goddess Lilith. I heard she was calling through a channeled message from my friend who has been in contact with them, due to giving chanelled messages so someone else who is working with Lilith.
I have had a number of signs of this calling after the channeling session. In the form of dreams, seeing her seal, to waking visions of a tall woman in a red dress with black feathered wings standing on a red ocean with a red moon, smiling and grabing me by the hand. To seeing a spidee weave down in front of me as soon as I asked for confirmation via prayer to her. And the most profoumd sign which was constantly thinking of Goddess Lilith and feelings of love and adoration for her, as a son to a mother (not sexual).
I have so much respect for this misunderstood deity.
But recently I had an issue, I wrote her sigil out and said her enn chant out:
Reich Viasa Avage Lilith Lerach.
Ive been saying it all this week, as its been atuning my energy to her. But this time I felt intense sexual energy at my sacral chakra and root chakra, progressively increasing and then felt energy drain from my solar plexus and was basically taken advantage of, and R***d. I knew this couldnt be Goddess Lilith, as she respects boundaries and would never force herself on anyone. As she has always been respecftul and regal and she knows I view her as dark divine mother figure. I intially thought it was a test to see if I wouldnt let sexual energy control me and I just rode it out it was fine but it just got more and more intense and draining.
So Im pritty certain I attacted a low vibrational vampiric parasite. I attempted to banish with sage and other spirits. Seemed to have calmed down
So any advice on my situation, I just feel pritty upset as im sure I was being called by Lilith and love and respect her so no way she is doing this, right?
I wont give up on my Goddess because of this, there has to be a reasonable explaination to this?
I’m seeing this as three different things, but maybe there’s more to it that you didn’t elaborate on yet.
Energetically if you have concentrated all your energy into your root energy center it makes sense that the other centers feel drained. It’s ideal to build up energy across all centers simultaneously, and when building energy in one, pull it from the cosmos not yourself.
So, you have been:
chanting the enn … did you feel any kind of presence, get signs or other indications that you connected with Lilith?
And have you been banishing to ensure nothing else plays impostor?
How do you know the friend was channeling Lilith and not an impostor, do they have good spiritual hygiene practices to help ensure that?
No shade on your friend but I think taking it in your own hands was exactly e right thing to do.
Gathering of energy in the root… I can see why there’s a connection between chanting and enn to a sexualised entity and root chakra energy buildup. What was the intention when you chanted? Was it to get a fuck or to have a conversation? What are you calling Lilith for?
Draining from the solar plexus. Could be an imbalance of energy, but sure sounds parasitic. But I’m wondering why it wasn’t the root that was drained if this is by a sexual vampiric entity, of any kind. What was the point of raising energy in one chakra only to take from another? My feeling is the draining of the solar plexus is a side effect and it’s the root that needs looking at… can you scan yourself for tendrils, or otherwise read your own energy body for attachments and holes or tears? That might give more data to explain what’s happening. If you find tendrils, work them like straws and suck your energy back (double).
It’s possible that what you got was a very authentic and early version of Lilith. … she was originally not a goddess but a killer. The sexualisation is more modern with the “what’s wrong with cowgirl, actually that’s hot” attitude… But this is originally vampirising people, blamed for baby cot deaths and being a night hag draining people and making them sick, as all lilitu do. She was hated and feared and the earliest mentions of her name are exorcisms to keep themselves safe from her, she’s literally a monster… read the Wikipedia etymological history… Maybe you got that version?
I called to her to commune and work on self transformation, shadow work.
As for the channeling, Lilith seemed like the Goddess Aspect… regal, to the point etc.
I have protections in place yes and guardians, but they seemed to have bypassed them as I guess it was willfully allowed as I chose to do tje enn chant.
I did not willfully manipulate any of my energies into my chakras it just happened as I was saying the enn chant
I don’t know, but you need more information on exactly how and what is taking energy, and if that’s even the case. Running more energy than you’re used to can also cause “magickal fatigue” so maybe nobody drained any energy and it’s that.
I think spending some time in meditation scanning your energy body and allowing your intuition to sow you exactly what the problems are, find blocks and clear them and find tendrils/parasitic attachments and pluck them off would be beneficial.
It’s a bit too early to say for sure whether this is an intrusion or lilith or magickal fatigue.
If in the next few days the tune on and the draining continue, I’d suspect parasites. If you feel much better after a few days of good high nutrition food and quality sleep, I’d lean towards magickal fatigue.
@FallenSeraph Possibly if your doing shadow work and the solar plexus was the major chakra effected it could possibly be thats the chakra where you are storing the trauma in. So in a way she was re-opening the wound in a way where you have to look at it, because thats where issues stem from. This can be quite painful as your conscious mind will resist revisiting the trauma.
So maybe it’s that or could be a parasite. Again i would banish and retry but this time set your intention and boundaries before getting to that part of the pathworking.
Yeah so I could feel energy drain from the root chakra, solar plexus and third eye chakra.
Symptoms are fatigue, disynessa and tiredness. Intense sexual energy and physical touches.The sexual energy was being induced while energy was being syphoned from me vampirically primarily from the root and solar plexus then changed to third eye, feeling pressure and energy draw from there.
Thats exactly along the lines I thought of too, especially after you mentioned
Is it possible that you have been the victim, perpetrator or observer in a situation where sexual assault happened?
You dont have to answer this publicly, its just one train of thought you could explore for yourself.
Even if that would be the case though…shit thats a harsh lesson she is teaching you. I hope youre okay friend
I mean I was lied to & used by group of entities from a conjourer last year, wont say who they are. But they claimed to offer vampire transformations and believed their goddess was the only way to be transformed.
I didnt transform in the end. But the entities basically fed on me and after i left that nonsense the conjourer was annoyed because a load of people left his crazy ass cult and sent more entities after us.
I was vistied by these beings which did the same kind of thing to lesser degree, every night they came to me. I was able to remove them when I got a courtwind angel.
Yeah i would banish and clean. Then use a protective circle and restart you working with her while stating your intent and boundaries in the preliminary parts of the ritual before you even begin opening the chakras.
Yeah I will try that. Also I think the enn chant changed my frequency right? Is it possible to revert my frequency back to what it was before so i would be in a different vibrational plane to those sorts of entities.
Its not Lilith, its a type of succubus called an Ardat Lili, apprently they are powerful type of succubus/daughters of lilith.
They claim to have been sent by Lilith to watch over me, and feed (we know what that means).
Im not really sure how to proceed with this. They gave me a name to refer to them as “De Freya” but its not thier actual name and refused to give me their actual name.
Not sure if I believe them as Im sure the Goddess would tell me this, and I didnt ask for a succubus to be sent to me.
Ok I have an update, the parasite is still with me and feeding off me.
I have prayed to Goddess Lilith for help with this but no response.
I have tried to banish multiple times, with no success.
I know this is a big ask, but due to not being that great communication with deities and spirits. It is possible for someone who works closely with Goddess Lilith to perhaps ask her on my behalf to figure out whats going on? I know this is a stretch but im honestly out of options at the moment.
This makes a lot of sense. I would switch from passive to aggressive, when it comes literally attack it, use whatever astral weapons you like, personally I prefer fire. Attack it every time it comes and hurt it and it’ll quickly decide it’s not worth the pain and go bother someone else.
I described my process with a very old embedded parasite I had here:
Fasting also gets rid of parasites both physical and spiritual without any ritual at all, but it might take a decent amount of fasting to complete that and unless you have some spare fat you don’t mind using up it’s harder to do.
We have a Request Thread that stays relatively high in the search and gets bumped frequently, it’s worth putting the ask in there as well.
Thankyou for the advice friend, yes astral weapons are cool and will use this. I did use fire, but suprisingly resilient. But will keep fighting it. And will try to abstain from sexual things, doesnt help i have a high sex drive and also fasting is another thing i will try.
Oh sorry didnt realize there was a requesting thread my bad, I will post up in there.
@FallenSeraph Just keep cleansing and banishing. While your doing that focus on practicing psychic development. That will help you alot more in the future in connecting with deity/spirits.
Apologies, I have a question on the enn chant to Lilith, is it closed & specific to Lilith? Or, is it open/unprotected & can bring through other entities?
and also fasting is another thing i will try.