So i was watching a video called signs a demon is calling to you and i scored 8/15 and video said if its above 6 then its for definite, so i was immediately drawn to lucifer and i was staring at myself for the mirror for awhile telling myself i will not let them down again and i wish to return, i looked very blurry couldn’t recognise my face properly. So turned off my light lit up my 2 white candles played a meditation video with his enn, noticed immediately that the candle on my right was pointing east and when i closed my eyes i saw a ring like a perfect then it faded out, i think the candle on my left was pointing west but it wasn’t making the same movement as the one on my right, i felt vibrations in my wrists for some reason as im typing this felt a vibration in my stomach and even before i started i felt energy immediately,
Im so thankful for this opportunity, i want to do better than i did before and hopefully im guided to find a group of other practitioners on discord or telegram,
Let me know if this is a good sign
Ave lucifer and the infernal divine
Im very satisfied
Seems fine. What were you trying to do exactly? As the mage, you need to be clear what your intention is so you can control and understand the results. Vague intentions leads to vague results.
Eh, without having seen the video, that sounds kind of silly. I’d suggest you rely on your intuition and do not let random youtubers tell you what to think based on their arbitrary opinions - they probably work great for them, but magick is first and foremost highly personal. Trust yourself, and pretty much nobody else unless you verify their UPG (unverified personal gnosis) also works for you…
I’m not really seeing sign of anything yet… did you ask for a sign? If so what did you ask the sign to be about? Like, “Lucifer, please give me a sign that you are interested in working with me.” did you say anything like that so that anything happening would be in response to it?
The sensations are likely to be your internal energy (which I call qi) moving, which is common as you start meditating.
Out of curiosity, in your intro you said:
So why the sudden switch to Lucifer and the religion of demonolatry, which have has nothing to do with these things?
So it was kind of a practice run to get back into the swing of things? Then there was no actual intent for an outcome for the ritual itself… but you got some energy moving, that’s nice, right?
But you don’t need to? Youe not a beginner exactly…
I mean I get if you happened to see a cool yt video and wanted to just try it, I’m not judging I just wondered why the switcheroo… Aren’t you keen to continue where you left off and reconnect with the entities you worked with before?
There’s really only one major issue people come up against consistently, at least around these parts, and that’s not paying good enough attention to spiritual hygiene, not verifying the identities of entities you call and getting parasitized - which means being fed off, getting bad luck or sick and not getting the results you wanted.
We have some free resources where members have posted tutorials about all this, and if you try the search at top right you can also find more specific posts with the tutorial or guide keywords that should be interesting. Everything is linked in this megathread: GETTING STARTED GUIDE, Rules, Notables, Tutorials and References
We don’t discuss external providers here as part of our drama-avoidance rules, so I can’t speak to that. We’re all students helping each other and sharing experience here, so we all just muck in and figure it out as best we can.
