Embracing the totality of the void.
I performed a mediation given to me by Azazel, which had a interesting affect on me. Azazel instructed me to take five black candles, place them on the ground in the shape of a inverted pentagram.
I placed a charcoal disk in the centre of it as instructed, I was instructed to add Frankincense and dragons blood resin.
I was then instructed to light the candles, I did this facing the north. I began looking at the candles in the shape of the inverted pentagram like a sigil. It started opening I then began chanting.
“ i’kmaz tal’intol Itz sah’kilol “.
I began chanting this over and over, until the trance reached the deepest it could. I went through TGS, into the rapture, into the crossroads state. I then saw the static rain become black, like a energetic darkness. It began covering the ground, the candles burnt out quick. The whole room became black, Azazel explained this as the ‘Void Trance’. He explains you enter the void but I must embrace it completely to become one with the void as the void.
I went so deep into trance, I couldn’t see anything, I couldn’t think anything, I couldn’t feel my body. It was as if I was asleep almost however the person present explained I was awake, eyes open normally sat up.
I was nothing and remained nothing for a whole hour. I suddenly came back and felt different. Azazel was in the room he spoke to me and explained.
“ You see when you’re in the void you can remain yourself, however you can dissolve yourself into the void. Into nothingness which is unlimited potential. It as if you no longer exist, you get rebuilt and brought back but not the same “.
So as I began writing the dialogue I stopped and ask him what he meant by not being the same he answered.
“ You get rebuilt in the essence of the void, your whole being sinks into the void, your consciousness and presence is infinite and you become the all and nothing simultaneously “.
I began experimenting with this over and over, the ecstasy of the experience is amazing. It’s like dying and being reborn not spiritually but physically.
Azazel explained this is the state that many claim to be the state of total enlightenment. You disconnect from everything totally, however monks stay in that state and dissolve into existence.
Azazel explains the true goal should be, dissolving back into the womb of the void and reborn over and over.
I had no idea the benefits of the whole thing was incredible. My personal flow of power was higher than ever, trance took literally seconds to enter.
I began being able to enter the void by merely thinking of it in my mind. In the void I could create anything and pull it here into this realm and push it into the world.
Then I’d obtain a actual manifestation of what I created. The ‘Void Trance’ is a experience which needs to be experienced in order to understand. It’s so fucking incredible, it gets to the point when I can enter the void trance in minutes without any tools.
What are your thoughts on this experience and the void trance ?.