I did the void meditation once again. I tried to relax even more than before. I lit some candles and turned on some music I love. I tried not to rush the meditation.
Next thing I remember is almost actually seeing an entity for once. If I’m not mistaken, they seemed more masculine, and I know this may seem ridiculous, but he seemed like a king completely. They had a cape and crown. I don’t know if my senses didn’t pick up correctly or what, but he seemed huge and tall from my point of view.
He told me “Take my hand.” So I did. He said to basically just imagine any place I’d like. I did. A place that I don’t know if it actually exists, but a place I imagine to relax myself sometimes. All of a sudden, we were there, but of course I couldn’t see it all well. My senses are still not good, but boy did I surely try to completely see everything.
Then he told me to just feel the wind. I don’t know why he wanted me to, so I just went with it. I just told him “I can almost just imagine it.” He said “Don’t just imagine it - feel it.” So I sat there for a bit trying to concentrate and feel the wind. I actually did almost completely feel it.
Then he said some things, I honestly can’t really remember, but he said “Come with me and let’s follow the wind.” So I basically said “So where are we going, and what am I supposed to focus on.” He said we were just walking around. I figured it was no point but to just do what he said and “follow the wind.”
After that, he just had me try my best to see the entire place we were at. I said “I can’t because my imagination may get in the way…” He told me not to let it hinder anything, but to let it fuel me. I hesitated. So he was like “What was it that nickname you were called?” He them started to smile big. What he was mentioning was a nickname an entity in a dream called me. It was “Mrs Bohemian” and the second definition was a synonym to “free spirit.” ((I posted about this in the forum That Moment When))
I kinda shyly said “Mrs Bohemian…” He looked at me and chuckled. Seemed like to me he had a real good laugh about it. He told me to basically be like that. Well, what I thought it meant. To just be a free spirit - let my imagination run wild, so I did. I slowly started to see things little more clearly, but not much. I started to panic because I started to stop seeing things.
Next thing I know, we were back at my house. I don’t know what else happened, but I think he went after someone? Then I remember him looking at some marks on me and he went to try and smudge them up. When he did, he basically said I don’t have much holding me back now, but then he suggested I take a break now.
Sorry for the essay, lol, but this all seemed important! I would like to hear what you all think of this crazy experience I’ve had.