As some of you are aware and might even remember, I found out I was the human incarnation of Lucifer destined to remerge with my Godform, so I did.
For those of you that are unaware here are some links for you.
Anyway moving on …
Update on the merger.
I and Lucifer have been merged for quite sometime now, both of us experiencing and coexisting as one being, inside my body.
Lucifer talking to me even without me wanting it too, is a constant thing. I have slight changes in physical appearance, slight changes in personality.
Even my dislikes and my likes have changed too, from the media I costume, too the food that I eat, even the style of clothes I wear.
My energy changes on a constant bases, my actual thinking pattern and the way I analyse data around me is totally different.
I must also admit, people are more drawn to me sexually, both men and women.
More people confide in me, not knowing the real reason is because there is a wise godly being in me, using me to give advice.
My actual Magick has improved dramatically, I’ve become very mature, to a huge degree.
Sometimes I loose touch of even my personality, I sometimes go about my life for days as Lucifer, while good ol’ Connor is in spiritual hibernation.
There are many positives, however there are also negatives to this.
Lucifer doesnt let anything hold me back, because of this, he’ll take over me and kick people out of my life.
Friends, Partners, Family, it doesn’t matter of they don’t benefit me and stand in my way he casts them aside.
I’ve even had thoughts, where I’ll think of cursing someone because their becoming a hassle.
Then all of a sudden something trafic happened to them without me performing the rite, as if Lucifer just did his thing.
Demons, Spirits and Gods during evocation will greet us both simultaneously.
They’ll greet Connor and Lucifer, it’s quite a experience.
Anyway this is just a update the more time passes the more the merger increases, it’s truly incredible.
For I haven’t just become Lucifer, but I have become his other masks and forms too, which was a lot of work but it was worth it.