Update on my godform merger


#1

Recap.

As some of you are aware and might even remember, I found out I was the human incarnation of Lucifer destined to remerge with my Godform, so I did.

For those of you that are unaware here are some links for you.

Anyway moving on …

Update on the merger.

I and Lucifer have been merged for quite sometime now, both of us experiencing and coexisting as one being, inside my body.

Lucifer talking to me even without me wanting it too, is a constant thing. I have slight changes in physical appearance, slight changes in personality.

Even my dislikes and my likes have changed too, from the media I costume, too the food that I eat, even the style of clothes I wear.

My energy changes on a constant bases, my actual thinking pattern and the way I analyse data around me is totally different.

I must also admit, people are more drawn to me sexually, both men and women.
More people confide in me, not knowing the real reason is because there is a wise godly being in me, using me to give advice.

My actual Magick has improved dramatically, I’ve become very mature, to a huge degree.
Sometimes I loose touch of even my personality, I sometimes go about my life for days as Lucifer, while good ol’ Connor is in spiritual hibernation.

There are many positives, however there are also negatives to this.
Lucifer doesnt let anything hold me back, because of this, he’ll take over me and kick people out of my life.
Friends, Partners, Family, it doesn’t matter of they don’t benefit me and stand in my way he casts them aside.

I’ve even had thoughts, where I’ll think of cursing someone because their becoming a hassle.
Then all of a sudden something trafic happened to them without me performing the rite, as if Lucifer just did his thing.

Demons, Spirits and Gods during evocation will greet us both simultaneously.
They’ll greet Connor and Lucifer, it’s quite a experience.
Anyway this is just a update the more time passes the more the merger increases, it’s truly incredible.

For I haven’t just become Lucifer, but I have become his other masks and forms too, which was a lot of work but it was worth it.

Sincerely

Connor Kendall.


#2

congrats and good job! tell uncle Lucifer I said hi!


#3

Will do brother, will do.


#4

How in fact did you find out about the godform? Perhaps you could drop a link?


#5

Various signs were there.

Lucifer himself validated it, when I was in denial I didn’t believe him, my life descended into chaos.
Secondly I was born in the age of Lucifer, I did various divinations from Tarot to runes which also validated it.

Thirdly I did mediations to uncover my godforms nature, all signs pointed to Lucifer’s.
Also many other magicians including @Aluriel went along with me on my journey and used their skills to uncover that Lucifer is indeed my Godform.

My mother worked with Lucifer, then afterwards found out she was pregnant and considered it a gift.

Just like Lucifer I am a perfect balance of feminine and masculine.
Just like Lucifer I am a balance of dark and light.
One of Lucifer’s forms which is Lugh, is a Irish God and I am descended from a Irish clan, called the Dwyer’s.

Many other spirits and demons also kept telling me to accept the signs of who I am.
Many of my coven members and other magicians also were having spirits come to them, with dreams and visions pointing towards Lucifer being my Godform.

I was told by a old witch that, Lucifer was born on the first and that the second coming would be second.

I decoded this as my date of birth which is 1st of the 2nd, I was having signs and constant synchronisity which I just couldn’t ignore.

It was after this that I did a past life meditation, soul traveling through all my incarnations until the came to see through Lucifer’s eyes.


#6

Amazing. I have always wanted to know what my spirit name is. I have always wanted to know who I was(my higher self). It is good to know that our friends here on this forum have found out their existence here on Earth without before their death. I am not yet skilled at magic. i have never been able to summon anyone before. Hopefully in a few years if I keep practicing my magic will allow me to do that. Good on you that you found out your history though. It is truly amazing.


#7

Can you ask him why I get the urge to fight everything to test my strength even though I know I’m weak♥️


#8

It is my belief that all of us with a divine spark are, indeed, Lucifer. That we are simply at different levels of maturation with our souls.


#9

This question had been lingering on my mind lately, but is there an equal to lucifer?