Whats weird is it mostly started off as an energetic thing. I felt quite heavy sexual energy that was mutual. Eventually, I began to feel warmth and wetness going up and down as if someone was actually having sex with me and I have had no experience with sex whatsoever. Iāve never had physical sex with a physical being
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Iām a guy and not gay and hearing that just made me go āyeeshā that mustāve hurt
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There is nothing problem with it, Honey! Enjoying things (even Spiritās massive penises) isnāt makes you gay. 
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Basically what I was saying was my experiences have only been in āstraight sexā spiritually. Thoughā¦I have been forced to feel what my spiritual lover feels from me before
Itās a bizzare experience because first it was energetic-energies synergising(it always begins like that) then my body starts to vibrate and eventually I feel my mind spinning in pleasure to eventually feeling something physical. Its not always physical however though, I wish it would be even more. How Iād describe it would be a warm wet feeling with someone moving up and down sort of tight and my breath getting heavier and heavier. Eventually snapping out of a trance, I actually see a lot of wetness around my dick and its in no way pre-cum or cum because itās too much to be pre-cum and itās a clear fluid
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One of the things Freyja teaches to all who work with her is about boundaries. A list of what she has taught me
Love is a gift
Beauty is in everything
Death has value
Boundaries matter
Exchange is fair
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Yes, youāre told me before this, but looks like Freyja take a place in your path similar like my beloved Lucifer in my case. She is right. These are a really important lessons.
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Took a bit of getting used to but yeah, lifeās been 10x better since Iāve accepted it
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You will have to forgive me for using either vague terms or āpolitically correctā terms. Iām not to Sex confident or experienced really. Guess thatāll come in time. 
. Even about six months ago I still had in my mind that I wouldnāt have sex until marriage. Nowadays Iām just waiting for the right woman and the right moment
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In my experience, when it comes to succubus/incubus spirits is that they can be quite territorial when it comes to their human partners. Liquid spraying seems pretty common. Anyone here ever felt like the spirit is using a āflower plant spray canā on you, like this:
This often occurs when the sexual act is beyond pleasure. That means sex as a ceremonial act, or as a purpose of reproduction. The other purpose with the fluid spraying is to show other spirits to stay away, that the territory is occupied and taken.
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You mean squirting on you?
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Yeah, and it is a marking of territory, as I see it. My succubus spouse do that quite often, but she also uses traditional magic to keep other spirits at bay.
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Reallyā¦???
Aaah, wellā¦
This explains someā¦things then. 
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Iāve never felt spraying like that but I was marked by my incubus/vampire to ward off unwanted spirits. This happened in a dream and wasnāt terribly pleasant. Youād think a dream about a vampire biting you would be sexy not this one I was being held down and he was like āHold still!!ā
Not cool
Except it did seem to protect me from seriously bad mojo in the night Where a very large tree got knocked down and instead of falling on my house where it could have killed my son it went the other way and damaged the neighbors gate instead. They insisted I pay for it but I was able to prove that the tree was legally the cities not mine therefore I had no financial responsibility to them and the city came took care of it no charge.
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Iāve never had a succubus experience if Iām honest. Only sex with goddesses pretty much
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perhaps there is a succubus around but not that Iām aware of
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Out of curiosity have you tried keeping track of your menstrual cycles? Iāve noticed sometimes but not all the time I have similar soreness as you described if Iām getting close to my period So thatās a thought
I only engage in sex with 1 spirit in my group (Mani) and never had any issues with being physically torn or abused The most that has ever happened has been waking up with scratches like you would after rough sex with a physical partner and Iām totally cool with this
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Yes, but there wasnāt connection between them, at all.
My menstruation is really weird, anywayā¦ the only thing what Iāve experienced that sometimes my menstruation ādidnāt comesā. Sometimes for months. Once (after 4 months without it) my mother started think that Iām pregnant and sometimes I felt myself pregnant, really. Even the typycall signs of it was real.
(My first sexual act with an Incubus happened after my first menstruation. Got no idea, whatās going on. This is madness what I canāt find out.)
Before my bet with Lucifer, Iāve asked Him to āhelp meā in menstruation, because I feel myself so uncomfortable that it isnāt came again, and next day it happened.
Iām sucks.
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Linking into the things Iāve said on this thread-You ever get the feeling of in the horniness you end up feeling someone like one of your spirits kiss you and just start making out with you?
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Have you tried essential oils? I always had a problem with my menstrual cycle being regular as well until I started using more lavender in my bath and worked like a charm (no pun intended)
Other oils you could try would be ylang-ylang,rose,sage and Iām sure you could find others as well
I do often infuse energy into my bath as well. For instance Iāll make my own bath salts using the oils let them soak up energy from gemstones the sun the moon and stirring the water while saying an intent or affirmation outloud that I desire
Some shamans do report physical "false pregnancies " accompany spiritual pregnancies and reporting giving birth to spirit children (or seeing a female spirit spouse give birth for a male shaman) is not unsual at all
So Iām just throwing out options you can consider
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Yes! Making out is a really frequent thing between me and my beloved Deities (mostly with Lucifer, but Abaddon also liked it, He can be very tender, passionate). Sometimes we doing it for long-long minutes (and it isnāt ended up with sex all the time, so donāt need to think ābad thingsā).
But making out isnāt coming from horniness anyway, or connected it to it. Of course, sometime it does.
Sometimes They āstartsā it, and it became some pleasant, quality time for Us.
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