A lot has happened these past few months. A lot of challenges that came and went. Though it was extremely hard at some points I’m seeing that do to these things, it forced me to make changes that in the end proved to be good.
One of these things was as of late. It made me stop and think on my own path. I got so lost on it that I didn’t realize. But after a few readings and a bit of Reiki I saw that I was needing to change my prospective on myself and life.
This made me stop and question primarily my spiritual path. I did some deep contemplation on why I wanted to be on this path and well last night I came to an understanding. I have chosen to be on this path because I wanted to. I was not pressured or desperate. I came onto this path to grow and be myself. To find that freedom and union of my own soul. To feel that balance of light and dark, creative and destructive. There’s of course more to it. But I decided to remain on this path.
Since that moment I have felt a sense of renewal and determination to improve myself on my own journey and life. I still have healing that needs to be done but having a solid foundation is something that I am ever so grateful to have.
This maybe a time of rest for me and heal, but even this moment I found growth and realization. I am definitely going to continue my path with Lord Satan and Azazel along with a few others and continue this Diary dedicated to him and my experiences and growth.