THE POWER and the MADNESS in the mania... just BLEW my 24 inch guns out, BROTHER

[mrbungle]

I feel good.

I did yoga for the first time in forever. Stretching out my limbs and contorting my body felt so good after that week and a half long period of inactivity. I was pretty locked up, especially in the hips because of the fact that I was sitting all day, and then standing for four-five hours at a time.

I started some laundry, folded and put away some clothes, and am listening to Buck Tick.

Currently drinking ginger and lemon tea. I started taking evening primrose oil to see if it helps my PMS symptoms. Later I plan on indulging in a pint of vegan coffee chocolate chip ice cream and watching fullmetal alchemist followed by a bedtime yoga routine.

It is going to be a great day! I’m happy that I get a chance to work on our busiest night at work. Tuesday is half of crab cakes and all the old people flock for that shit.

I also sat out in the sun with my dog today life good

[anon25000386]

I have a tibetan brass singing bowl too God those are awesome.

[mrbungle]

I love yours. I’d like to get some more.

[anon25000386]

They really are cool and you can use them to banish or to manifest.

[mrbungle]

I had a great day.

I woke up and played The Sims while I drank my coffee, and then had a really good yoga session.

I put some lavender and orchid aromatherapy oil into my bathwater and listened to Bjork while drinking ginger and lemon tea before work.

I’ve been wearing makeup at work these last few days and I believe it’s putting some pep in my step. My boss pulled me aside and told me that he wants me to be a server, so hopefully that will happen soon.

I’m working on allowing myself time to relax and enjoy certain things I like to do, like play video games. I don’t need to be doing something ‘useful’ at all times.

Not much else to share. I hope you are all well.

[mrbungle]

I also use it to charge my bathwater for cleanses. So many uses!

[anon25000386]

I had a couple of negative spirit parasites chasing me around for awhile and I learned to mentally put them in the bowl and give it a five or ten minute cleansing. They hated it so much they never returned.

[mrbungle]

I’m going through a journey right now. After having a taste of pure happiness in December 2020, it has slowly been ripped from me. I’m once again introduced to the harsh realties of the world and of myself, and the pain is visceral.

You can’t feel whole in a world that has succeeded in separating you from the harmony of nature. We need a license for what should be a given right – fishing for food, sleeping out in the wild – this world is specifically designed to emotionally disconnect you with the very thing you originate from.

As I experience this pain, I notice synchronicities everywhere. My boyfriend is going through the same pain, and seeing the same synchronicities.

Every single thing has ended up working to my plan, just by simply accepting that it will work out. I understand that I need to be careful because that can open me up to a world of absolute fuckery, since bad things happening can contribute to making the end goal possible.

There was somewhere I wanted to end up at by a certain time, and I shrugged and allowed the day to just happen and knew it would work out. I didn’t tell anyone that I wanted to go to this particular place.

All day long everything I tried to do failed. Well, it didn’t fail, it was just met by an invisible resistance that made me jump through hoops to accomplish. What I didn’t realize is that every single thing that did not run smoothly was meant to assure that I would get to this destination by the specific time I wanted, and the person I was with even suggested we go there despite the fact that I didn’t say anything.

I also have been both extracting thoughts from others and inserting my thoughts into their mind, though accidentally.

So how do I control all of this?

I feel like if I look too closely at the world around me, it will all begin to unravel at the seams.

I know this pain is necessary. I will break through it and when I am on the other side, I will know much more.

Pain, uncertainty, and decisions to be made.

[mrbungle]

I had a great hour and a half long yoga session, and spent a lot of time listening to music and being introspective. I did not distract myself with any games or mindless forum scrolling today.

For a few days I’ll be experimenting with a frugivore diet. Fruits and fruit-like veggies, nuts, seeds, sprouts, shoots, and roots will make up my diet. I just bought some stuff for tonight and tomorrow. I’ll need to get more but this is a start.

Bananas, papaya, and avocado are in the bag.

I also have some green apples, brazil nuts, chia seeds, flaxseed, living alfalfa sprouts, and some other good stuff around the house.

I’ll let you guys know how it goes!

[mrbungle]

I feel well rested and ready to conquer the day.

I have been taking 10mg of a 12.5 cbd:1 thc oral solution in the morning, afternoon before work, and evening before bed. I believe it has dramatically improved my anxiety, mood, and ability to stay asleep.

Day two of my frugivore diet. I’m feeling really good about it. It’s very satiating as well. I have a fuckload of energy, probably from the sugars 🤸🤸🤸🤸🤸🤸

It’s my goal to transition to a totally raw diet, but baby steps.

I’m making savings goals a reality!! I have not been recklessly spending my money and I’m proud of myself for that.

I’m about to hop into a yoga session and then get ready for work. I am excited to work tonight. I did hostessing to help out since it was busy and everyone said the kitchen wasn’t the same without me there. I felt so appreciated.

Today is great and I am happy. Will report back later.

[mrbungle]

I feel a bit on edge this morning. I’m not too happy about the change in my work schedule because it means I won’t get to work with my fav coworker, I am not gonna make a lot of tips for the days selected, and I have to hostess on Saturday (which I truly did not like the other day).

Said fav coworker got moved to a server position, and I have only worked here for about two or three weeks longer than him, so perhaps in a month I’ll be serving tables too! We will see, though he has experience serving and I do not, so that may be the reason why he was promoted so quickly.

I’ve been having dreams where I am accomplishing goals of mine and moving closer to situations that I am happier with. My dreams are showing me that everything possible is in my reach, and has actually already happened.

I should never wait for these things to happen. They already have! Everything already is! I can celebrate my success right now. I have no need to worry.

It seems that sadness has passed for now. It lingers, but I am getting through it. Instead of whining that humans have been taken from their natural way of living, I would prefer to triumph over the struggles of this world. I will stand tall and conquer anything thrown at me.

[MagickVigilante]

Have you evoked Satan?

[mrbungle]

Well, I have in the past. Why?

[MagickVigilante]

i was just curious, i havent worked with him much myself, but he has a strong energy from what i remember

[mrbungle]

The energy I always got from Him was very carnal and animalistic. I’ve always ended up lost in wild abandon, taking off my clothes and dancing.

I have always invoked rather than evoked, so that could be why. Picture witches dancing around a bonfire in the forest – that is what His energy does to me.

It’s cathartic and brings me back to my roots, and reminds me that it’s important to lose yourself from time to time. Allow yourself to be taken by passion and never let go of the awe and curiosity that inspired you on this path.

Also, every time, without fail, I hear Him say that we are One. I’ve read a lot of posts where other people talk about this feeling that they are Him, He is them. It seems He emphasizes this to many.

[MagickVigilante]

@mrbungle

Also, every time, without fail, I hear Him say that we are One

interesting

[mrbungle]

I’ve received an offering

This is my altar, dedicated to myself. My family found a pumpkin light while cleaning the garage, and this was the most suitable place. A perfect gift

[MagickVigilante]

looks cute!

[mrbungle]

Thanks!

[mrbungle]

Drinking ginger and lemon tea, eating a papaya, and relaxing in rose bathwater. I spent all day doing absolutely nothing, aside from nursing my s/o who suffered a migraine all day long. There’s nothing I love more than doting on him.

I bought a bamboo plant for my bathroom as well. My plan is to buy a new plant every week to increase the air quality of my space and feel closer to nature.

I’ll have one day a week where I have a spa day. Bath bombs, face masks, mani/pedi, etc.

It is day four of this frugivore diet and I feel great! My digestive system seems to enjoy this new way of eating. I plan to never again eat land animal meat, and to even limit seafood to one meal a day, as well as do frequent cleanses.

It feels good to truly love myself. Through this, I have eliminated all jealousy and paranoia. It was derived from insecurity, and is now gone from me. Reading the beginning of my journal vs where I am now is wild.

What a difference! I feel whole and at ease.