I am interested in it, but I think something about it gives me anxiety 
. I really dont know. I dont want to put all the blame on myself this program moves really fast, and they expect us to teach ourselves a ton too.
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So I get a text in the middle of this post and is my friend asking me if I want to go sky diving 225$ a jump im like idk maybe lol
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I dont think ill ever sky dive
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yeah never thought of it either but something about the adrenaline rush that gets me
Here i am contemplating what Iām going to have for dinner and bam u want to sky dive wtf can I eat first just in case I die during the jump at least I want to have a full stomach ill bet the instructor would love thatā¦lolā¦Chinese food everywhere lmao
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This one might lock tonightā¦
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Hey just a thought that came to my head,can you imagine the sea of people that die and found out that the other side is not what they thought it would be I can hear the screams of regret saying "if I only knew I would have live life differently,I wouldāve taken more risk,Iāve should ofā¦Iāve could ofā¦etc"man that shit is sad I got to enjoy and grab/get was due to me plus what I want deserve and needā¦just a thoughtā¦donāt know why that thought came to my head but is a reminder of how i/we take shit for granted you know how many opportunities Iāve fuck up not including the ones I missed for whatever reasons when I cross over I want to be satisfied with the way I had live.and the choices Iāve made
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so if it locks tonight whereās the link to the new threadā¦
Might have taken deadlifts a bit too far today. Did sets of 5 up to 405lbs, then dropped it back to 315 for a set of 10. That set of 10 must have spiked my heart rate like crazy because I almost threw up. Had to cut my normal leg day in half.
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Yea I did a similar thing I normal do with bench press. Typically I get up 285 for 1 or 2 sets of three, then drop it back down to 225 for a set of 10 for that extra time under tension. Butā¦deadlifts are a bit more HIIT then bench ha.
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@nevbms concerning your question asking if anything had happened over the weekend,
Yes It did, Iāve been struggling with my astral sense and lately as Iāve been falling asleep Iāve been hearing whispers, it freaked me out but I welcomed it because I knew it meant my exercises were working. Last night I heard clearly in my right ear after I opened up my mind and ears while I was sitting outside,
āSTOLASā
I didnāt realize it was a name at first and that it was just some important piece of information. I immediately searched it and I found out that Stolas is one of the 7 demonic princes listed in the Ars Goetia. Iāve already done some research on him and he has confirmed his identity with symbols and how well signs are lining up in my everyday life and as I study him more. I canāt find anything along the lines of a personal account of his evocation though. Like how does his energy feel, whatās his personality like, and pretty much any other information that is garnered by a successful evocation.
You can read more here
https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/the-demon-prince-stolas-looking-for-more-in-depth-information/151749?u=_sovereign
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Itās in the TL3 area. I will be off and on since the kiddo passed out in the hotel room. I donāt think we will be back out.
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TL3 area?
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Itās the trust level you are at when you get the regular status. Itās called the lounge.
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I wanna have regular permissions 
ive certainly been active enough lol.
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My trust level says member I donāt think ill be able to access the lounge.idk
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Thereās a bunch of benchmarks. Thereās a way to see what is required by clicking the badge. I think you have to make x about of topics too. But I havenāt looked at the metrics for a while.
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No you canāt youāre not at regular yet. The new post will be out soon. Like I said I should be around if not any regular or Lady Eva can move it for me.
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good to hear ill keep an eye out thanks.
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Hereās all the levels explained
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