Some of this has links to things I recognise, the Atlantis/Lwa/Belial link is something I came across independently, then other people confirmed the Atlantis/Lwa thing, and Belial also linking with Lwa, so there is something at least referenced here that’s solid, and not from books - from things real people encountered who had no cause to back you up.
One of the hazards of trying to do original work is being misled or repeating old things without realising it.
Have a good old session of being emotional then move on, maybe do something totally different for a while, shift currents.
I found methods that block the issue the forum was having and posted them here - I know they work reliably for other people as well: Some Banishing Methods.
They may also help you. 