Rentanez Speaks
Hey folks! Been a while. Let’s get to it.
I was meditating with the sigil of Rentanez, who influences the minds of citizens, kings, and gods. Suddenly, I began to speak - and it wasn’t me. The words in italics, are Rentanez. I’ll add my commentary, in [ ] to explain.
The Words of Rentanez
Your kind has uncovered me again.
You grow with me. Do not dismiss me because of a few favors. Grow with me. Play the long game.
[Rentanez has helped me navigate a family problem, use anxiety and dread as a fuel, and giving me words of encouragement. Basically, he is telling me to stop thinking of spirits as vending machines, rather I should develop long term relationships with them.]
We have experienced mind influencing emotion. You’ve only begun to see these fruits.
[He taught my mind to stop giving a damn about control. Stop trying to control everything. This has made work far more pleasant.]
I am not in some far off abode. Where/We’re… we we are the eye of focus, horus.
[Rather than explain, mull this one over.]
In an aquarium (Like a movie, I see a view zooming into various items: some pebbles, an animal, the water)
[This was clear. Our lived experience, and all the stuff we reject, like dreams, is is all us. It’s just our focus on something limited, like a pebble, or “My life” that is limited.]
We all play roles. Yours is that of forgetting to remember. Do not punctuate that.
[Forgetting to remember - there is something powerful about this statement.]
More than gold, you honor me. You embody me in your existence
[As I channeled, I sounded tearful. I knew he was communicating something very intimate, and close to him. It’s not often that spirits tear up, in my experience. He used my body to lean forward, he really cares about getting this across.]
That is my perfume and fragrance, you!
[From Rentanez’s perspective, I think I’m literally there - as a perfume and ornament. Hmm.]
Using my body, he gestured as if to see if I have a question.
The stillness that increases all.
[He anticipated my question, but I choose to rephrase it. I now asked, suppose King Paimon is a human body. Rentanez, what are you, on this body?]
The interstitial.
[I then thanked him for sharing this, and had a brief personal chat. I channeled this yesterday, and was pretty drained from work. After, I decompressed by watching TV briefly and making Ramen.]