I have an Audible subscription through Amazon. It’s about $15 UDS a month… with that, comes a credit per month for any book, and after that you can buy audible version of books.
You can’t download them you have to use the Audible app as it’s a proprietary format, but I get through a lot of books this way, and it’s interesting how things stand out differently between reading and listening.
Evoking Eternity - Audiobook version (AI voice, it is what it is)
Interesting. I’d love to hear Evoking Eternity read by a professional like EA did for the Book of Azazel.
Tmw you hear Morpheus calling you for some reason
Tmw I have returned
Well, welcome back!
TMW a post here reminded me that I too have a “godspouce”, but it’s not really a god 
Does everyone have an active constant connection with their godspouce throughout the years? Should I go make a scene? 
I don’t have a god spouse but I do apparently have divine parentage…somehow 
I’ve never bothered to confirm the UPG though 'cause it doesn’t really impact my current life in any way.
I have one. Connection can fleet sometimes in the mortal life. But she’s always there when I need her. Perfectly content with where I am too. And I’m hardly the first either. As I have found out, “spiritual monogamy” is hardly if ever a thing.
My family on my mom’s side is said to have divine parentage as well. Though, I see it more as they were followers of Freyr rather than literal “children of Frey”.
Its a tale that’s been passed down but I’ve found no historic source that the MacLeods were the “children of Freyr” other than the fact that they have norse lineage and likely took the old gods with them to the isle of skye before clan MacLeod became clan MacLeod.
Ah I have “godfathers” only they haven’t named me Life is complicated, in all planes
That moment when…you learn that Perter J. Carroll, the grandfather of modern day chaos magick and author of the seminal tome Liber Null and Psychonaut, has died. 
I wonder if he successfully transferred his consciousness… 
That’s too bad. He was one of my formative influences.
Tmw you find this soggy Pokemon card on the curbside…
I/we have been helping humans grow since ancient times. In order for you to receieve our help, you must invite my/our energies into your life.
Idk if it is just a coincidence or not. I had a lot of spiritual thoughts during my walk and I stumbled upon this card near the end of it.
Let’s make something clear:
When for 20 years I have a very firm opinion that humans are crap, and I avoid friendships and unnecessary interactions, and suddenly the “universe” or “karma” or “god” brings me people that make me question that belief, they make me feel that maybe I was wrong, maybe that’s a lesson I need to learn now that not everyone is crap and I can trust and rely on some, and then these same people end up being crap…
…That is not a lesson. That’s a vicious, twisted joke delivered at the exact point in my life when I should finally be collecting rewards, not fresh wounds.
Fuck you universe, karma and god.
Sincerely,
The one who’s done being nice.
I’m genuinely curious what’s this thread about
It started as a thread dedicated to laughing at the more amusing side of our dark craft. But some also occasionally use it to vent too, like me.
The way most people talk about karma is bullshit anyway. People misuse it the same way they do with sin.
There is no good karma or bad karma. Theres just karma. All karma is is action. Every action ever taken in your past lives and current life.
Just cause you do something good doesnt mean you’re rewarded with good karma.and likewise “bad karma” too.
I used karma here the same way usually the “modern spiritualists” are talking about “karmic ties” and “karmic cycles”.
I don’t subscribe under “karma”, as far as past lives go. I used to believe in energy though, which is a form of “karma” but only tied with your current acts, in this life.
As you get older though and life happens, you realize that it doesn’t freaking matter how much “good” or “bad” energy you put out there.
“Good people” won’t get good things and “bad people” won’t get bad things. Usually good people get the shitty end of the rope and bad people get the good things in life. And most often than not, good people who got the shitty end if they decide to become bad people they keep getting the shitty end. 
That’s why, the current older version of me believes in building your own fate here and now. No energy, no karma, no god, no universe.
TMW you hear that GTA fans are resorting to astrology to predict when the 3rd trailer is coming out.
