I’ll ask him to show up in my dreams so we can talk, my ability to see and hear spirits went down the drain since he put a binding on me, it was for my protection and removing it is a test I think, but its still an inconvenient pain in the ass.
On that note I wonder if he can tell me more about the demon im sharing my body with
Thank you Nagash for the advice. I’ll talk with father within the next few days
Well now, knowing this, I’m pretty sure that he is not against you. Belial usually doing things like this, just to help you grow, and become better, stronger magickian, which means in an another kind of protection as well. Don’t be mad at him. It might cause a very unpleasant situation now, but if he did this, it means you can free yourself from this and pass the test, because he won’t give you a bigger task than what you couldn’t handle.
Stay positive, and try to find the exciting and remunerative side of the challenge. He is with you.
He put it on me do to my abilities overwhelming me, my psychic abilities was increasing to fast, I couldn’t adjust quick enough. Then there was the cultist and collectors, trying to get me to join them or move where they wanted and hexing me.
I’ve learned my lesson not to push myself so fast and hard next time, in all honesty I was only doing power meditations 30 minutes a day and cleaning my energy system. I have no idea how things went so bad so quickly.
I think before I remove the binding, I should look into shielding to keep me invisible and under the radar.
I wrote about it before you registered the site, however I didn’t talked about too much. He showed and explained it to me around when I first get in touch with him.
Yes, so completely understandable if you didn’t meet with them at all, or anyway. Who would have time to read all BALG posts or stalk me anyway (yeah I know some people does )?
TMW two 12 hour shifts down for training, now everything is going as should. Going to help run the brand new office for my new job. Allowing your patron demon to fully take hold as asked was one of my best choices ever.