Donald Tyson brought a odd twist to the old ones,
like a creationist story.
Interestingly, as i read about Azathoth’s daughter “Barbelzoa”,
who later became earth, causing her father to grow insane, just as those 12 dancing around him,
as i read that, i was reminded to what brief material i read on Apophonia (if thats correckt)
i fail to find the book right now…
TMW you wake up to being told to write a book series, that you dreamt about, and a round layered cake.
Wtf… I mean the cake thing I might actually do, lol.
TMW it’s been 1 day since got the Wi-Fi and the forearms starting to grow back up 
TMW the weather is perfect.
TMW it makes click, and the book you allmost had thrown in trash becomes
a valuable guide, so much so, that you consider the effects of spending 400$+shipping
on the same book but in leather + video course + trinity of triangles and shit…
i guess its like with the book “lilith -goddess of sitra ahra”
~i need one book to preserve and one book to use and abuse
This month is really exhausting. Our company has been sold. I got a new job at a hospital from 1 november. Working at the house (painting). Glad this month is over. New beginning!
TMW you buy your S.O. a laptop for his birthday as a surprise and right before his birthday his current laptop breaks and he bought himself already a new one 
A poor you. But on the other hand you have a new laptop now 
Do you use Windows 10?
I don’t need one atm 
No, still using Windows 8; Windows 10 Updates had been regurlaly messing with the settings of the audio interface my BF uses 
Well, I’ll give it back and have to make a last minute present plan
Hehe, yeah nice that you can return it. Good luck with that.
Tmw someone calls you
Johnny The Homicidal Maniac 
Who the hell.is that guy? 
Lol, that’s old af, illustrated storyline.
Now I’m watching this and i can’t even 
That moment when you are behind a Christian alter and just feel the power it has
TMW you are torn between eating and evoking. And also drinking. But not while evoking. Or eating.
Ahahahahahaha! 
I would take his books with a grain of salt unless ya get practical tangible results from it. Some of it has proved useful in my own studies but the way he tries to tie the entites of that current to the kaballah makes my brain itch.
The wanderings of alhezred yielded some interesting meditations 
lmao been forever since ive read that comic series
