Teras390 Ascension through the smoke from the ashes of creation; the path of smoke (Journal)

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An important update regarding the above working. Something is blocking it wether it’s me or an external force in unclear. However, why I said this is because of this;

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The candle looked like this When it burned (the red one);

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I’ll quote this portion of the grimoire;

“If any wax remains in workings of low magick this is one case were you would bury what remains outside of the urn or altar. Because this is where you want the energies to manifest.”

I have buried it and not sure it worked or not but there was a lot of wax left. In it’s making I mixed candle mass with parafinn wax I’ll try and use just paraffin wax when making future candles. Also I’ve a new candle I’ll see I can find some of the herbal correspendences where I live for a somewhat cheap sum as my income is shit right now and that is something I should definently address ASAP. Mostly I’ve done Kunda Yoga and not much else in terms of working with this current I have to get busy with this again to ensure that I ascend within this paradigm. I’ll show you a picture of the candle and the new seal made from the Pahlavi alphabet. As well as its purpose. It looks like this and it’s intended to absorb baneful energies, in what specific way I won’t relay on here. Here’s what the glyph looked like;

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The positive aspects of the color black in terms of symbolism is thatr is absorb energy. Whereas its negative aspects include imposing baneful energy. The last part manifested in the creation what is known within this current as the candle of decay. what it is comes later. However, black candle deals with the positive aspects of its symbolism.

I’ll bury it up this upcoming Saturday as I figure as the saturnian energies will be useful for both baneful as well it’s absorbant energies and qualities. At any rate this is update that I have for now regarding this journal more will come some other day.

I’ll take a look a bit later. Hope this was intresting to read.

All the best

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I think I am going to make a poll as I feel this journal is a bit well one dimensional as of right now. So;

ADDENDUM;

This poll unfortunently became a spam, the reason why is because I wanted to do a test run of it so I voted on it myself I somehow have slippery fingers and so I voted myself again…, ignore that as that vote doesn’t count. The reason why I did the former was to test if it works; it does work fine it seems. The reason for the former test run is because I don’t trust my poll making skills on here. Now it’s been tested so here it is.

Which practices [exercises below] of the path of smoke do you think should be included in this journal?
  • Kunda Yoga & raising of DOHmar and DEhakh
  • Ignition of the black sun
  • Calling of the Divs from Arezura

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This poll will remain open until Saturday this is to ensure we got a potential unanimous result.

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Looks like we’ve got two candidates as of right now. Since the votes are even between two exercises, I’ll include two of the exercises. Therefore I’ll include Kunda Yoga and ignition of the black sun in this journal starting today.

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2021-03-14T23:00:00Z

Hello and long time no see. This journal will have a bit of a rehaul. As it will have a few video clips of me summarizing the experiences of some of the exercises from time to time. Also I’ve been pathworking more in depth with the gatekeepers and I’m finalizing my work with Amaymon and moving to Azazel. However this current has been laying in the background with some sporadic spell casting happening at times. However, this current has really come through and since I plan to update this journal more in the days to come and more serious work will be undertaken. I figure I wanted to show you a project as well as prerequisite for Evocations and some alchemical operations as well. I hereby present my homemade circle of countercreation ;

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I will update later as I have some schoolwork to do. But here it is regardless let be an inspiration to some of you. It was a lot of work but I feel it’s definitely worth it. More notes regarding some of the experiences and uses will follow in due course once recorded.

I have a feeling some of you have been wanting to start, and wanted to create this circle but not been sure how. I used wood; drew the sigils by hand or you can copy the seals in the book using baking sheet paper. Once done I used a specific glue for gilding them. Once gilded I added the flaming portions at the ends to symbolize how the energies of the circle move but with my personal touch.

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Evocation of the Divs and the Druj of Counter Creation

2021-03-26T23:00:00Z

List of names & Terms used in this post;

Ahunavar: you can interpret it to be a form of prayer and solidification of righteousness in one self along with purity of the body in mind promotes happiness which is the highest truth a man can receive in his lifetime. All of which is to do meritorious deeds and is recited to keep away wicked thoughts.

Div/daeva = Div means demon Daeva is used also to descrive the Divs but Daeva has more in common with the indian Daevas. The word Div is usually used to describe male demons wirhin this current.

Druj: Demoness or rather leader of a host of female spirits.

Illusory Veil of Limitation: from book by Kurtis, it denotes the limits of the five commonly understood senses.

Khordeh Avesta: The sacred scripture of Zorastrianism.

Sigil: the link to the spirit; their mark/signature. I like to think of it as their stamp of their house. Like the old noblemen had their own house insignias sort of like this:

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Names:

Aigash: Div/Druj (can’t be said for certain) of the Evil eye.

Allfather: a title of Odhin/Wotan.

Sovar: Div of Evil Speech and a leader entity.

Today was the day I decided to evoke the Div Aigash. Aigash wields the power of the evil eye. The sigil in the video is not his though; it belongs to Sovar which is someone else. Aigash/Aghash - of the evil eye (Wikipedia, u.å). Aigash is the Druj of the malignant [evil] eye, that kills man with it (Hinduwebsite, u.å). Druj means leader of usually a host of female spirits known as Druji (anomalien, 2020). As for the actual abilities of the entity it includes the power of bestowing his evil eye onto the Zanda. Aigash is the Druj to call upon when you want to enhance your spiritual faculties along with the power to wielding the evil eye. As wielding the eye is an alchemical process in of itself to learn to control your emotional state; you can and will otherwise slowly destroy innocent people with a simple glare; once this power has been awakened (Joseph, 2017). You can also learn remote viewing and improve your spiritual sight and overall clairvoyant abilities (Joseph, 2017).

As for the actual Evocation process I’ll have to be a bit tight-lipped since it’s in the book and is fairly strict in terms of approach. However, to begin you recite the Rawanuah which is more or less an inversion of Ahunavar which is found in the Khordeh Avesta:

“Yathā Ahū Vairyō
athā ratush ashāt
chīt hachā,Vanghēush dazdā
mananghō shyaothananãm anghēush Mazdāi,
Khshathremchā Ahurāi
ā yimdregubyō
dadat vāstārem” (p. 18) seven times.

You give another very lengthy litany for about seven pages which takes a while to recite, however once done you can almost feel a certain static electricity in the air as a result. It really puts you in a trance state quite effectively. I prepared the sigil of the Div/druj I wanted to evoke beforehand. I repeat not the sigil that was shown in the video above; I can’t show that sigil of Aigash due to copyright, sorry. However, before I stepped into the circle as I was sitting in a chair as I recited the Litany as standing still with your knees locked can become quite painful, but I stood up at the moment after reciting the litany was done. This is because as per the words of the Allfather in my Old Norse/Runemagick journal: “You greet the gods by standing up.”

The Mandala on the floor

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Or in its propper setting;

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Since I walk the path of Sorcery the blackened fire of Zohakh is not lit all the time.

Began spinning. At first, I didn’t quite feel it. Then it was invisible astral winds was felt at my hands and face near the edge of the broken circle. I then stepped inside with the sigil of Aigash at hand. It didn’t take long for me to be sent into a trance. And while in there I visualized that the ritual area was engulfed by a whirling torrent of blackened flames that burned up the perceived ritual area leaving me in the void with the sigil I could still feel inside the palm of my hand. I opened my eyes and gazed at the sigil and in mere moments it started to flash, and I recited the English part of the evocation section which bids the Div/Druj to come. Eventually they did, with each repetition of [name of the Div] Come Forth! [Name of Div] Come!" (Kurtis, 2017. p. 213).

It was like being ensnared by a spiraling constriction blanket if that makes sense? Or rather how I imagine having the life squeezed out of me by a king boa. The pressure started at my feet and quickly moved up to my chest and head. It didn’t take long before the spiritual mass had gathered in such a way (you barely can breathe) that you know it is there.

Aigash appeared a hunched over torn robe with a hollow dark core for a body and hands. With an indigo evenly pulsating aura. I guess this image help convey the message:

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But the robe was more beige in terms of color and frayed or rather rugged in its appearence. Esepcially at the hands. The hands were shaped like long sharp talons in the same color as the body.

The conversation that ensued went as follows:

Me: “Hello Aigash. I welcome you to my temple. I have questions regarding the awakening of the evil mind and backwards understanding”

! - [wrong div I know for Evil mind you speak with Akhoman/Akomano. However, Aigash revealed interesting things regarding the perception and learning how to see things from the perspective of the evil eye. As the former can in turn likely help develop backwards understanding of the evil eye & the evil mind]. Despite the obvious mistake in terms of his specialty, he gave a very detailed answer:

Me: Aigash how can one develop the power of the Evil eye and Evil mind?

Aigash: "Evil mind is understood as a limitation for the uninitiated. Look at anything you perceive & look beyond its apparent feature & question; why is it there? When your minds fills in the vacuum [that occurs, then keep asking yourself why is it there] until it cannot. Then look at the polar extreme of the thing that’s presented. Once it is second nature [all the former] you will have unlocked backwards understanding.

Me: How can one begin developing backwards understanding?

Aigash: “It cannot be learned. It can only become apparent once you look beyond the scope of what is directly perceived by your five senses [the illusory veil of limitation]. Then the reason of its origins & its place in what you perceive to be its limits will come forth. But all starts with viewing something beyond what it appears as.”

How can I develop the power of the evil eye more as well as seeing beyond the illusory veil of limitation more clearly?

Aigash: “You already have. Work more on viewing something from its inverse angle; from down [bottom] to [the] top; right to left; round to straight. & you will see the world crumble before you.”

Note in the list references it says u.å - that means without a year: translated from Swedish; my first language. I don’t know the proper English equivalent, so I decided to go with what I know in terms of using references. This (the u.å) part is because some websites do not always show at which time the info on there was published or sometimes not even by whom. Therefore, since I don’t know (at times) when or by whom it was published, we mark it in this reference as being without a year to account for that.

Hope it was an interesting read. It certainly helped me and I hope will either inspire/help you along in your own journey of counter creation. To quote a lyric from Kai from Heilung - Hamrer Hippiyer: “Alu Is Urki.” - May it be of help.

List of References

Anomalien. (2020). Demons of Desert: Evil Spirits in Zoroastrianism . Cited: 2021-03-27 From : https://anomalien.com/demons-of-desert-evil-spirits-in-zoroastrianism/

Ervad Kavasji Edulji Kanga. (2013). KHORDEH AVESTA. Cited: 2021-03-27 From: http://www.avesta.org/kanga/ka_english_kanga_epub.pdf

Jayaram V. Hinduwebsite. (u.å). Zoroastrianism - Cosmogony Or Theories of Creation. Cited: 2021-03-27 From: https://www.hinduwebsite.com/zoroastrianism/cosmogony.asp

Kurtis, J. (2017). The Black Magick of Ahriman: The Ancient Rites, Spells & Demons of Persia. Become A Living God: USA

Wikipedia. (u.å). Zorastrianism. Cited: 2020-03-27 From: Zoroastrianism - Wikipedia

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Insightful stuff , I get what you mean about the litany reading being painful if knees or joints in general are locked for the evocation.
I have found that a slight bending at the knee almost as if i was about to sit at a stool and allowing my muscles to flow as they will has helped.

I suspect part of the tensions built up in the body during the litany is caused by the energies raised.
First few evocations i did with it had my joints stiff and sore afterward until i tried letting my joints and muscles flow with it. It has worked out pretty well.

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I will be going with one of the litanies soon. Specifically that of Venus. I need to learn a day more centered within my spell casting and be able to push away what doesn’t serve this cause and attract the things that do. I’ll report back how it went using this tip. It was very sensible advice and makes a lot of sense. Thanks :pray:!

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@Dinmiatus it worked beautifully. I could recite two litanies after another without any noticeable discomfort. Once again, thank you :blush:. And I also believe you’re right in regards to it may be caused by the raises energy. As I can’t imagine it being due to amassing of Nitrogen from the cell metabolism would cause the amount of popping and discomfort.

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The Dark staot: The Shadow of Venus

! - I plan releasing some Vlogs regarding my experiences in some areas at times. An example of this is this particular one; the Shadow of Venus. I’ll try to keep them short, and I’ll also invest in a proper camera in the near future. Please excuse the rawness of the video. Enjoy.

I’ll create a poll as this is an experiment of mine. As I have plenty of these stored at my hard drive. Let me know if you want to hear/see more of this form of journaling.

Vlog + text - yes or no?
  • Yes that would be nice.
  • Nah, I prefer to read.
  • I prefer both as they might complement each other.
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Foundations of Practice: Exercise #4 Calling the Divs from Arezura (Vlog)
Date: 2021-03-03

Video below; it’s me relaying some notes of my experiences with this exercise. Let me know what you think.

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Note: As there were an even split between the votes regarding the exercises; calling the Ignition of the black sun and Raising Dohmar and Deehakh, I will add a small number of vlogs that are currently collecting dust on my hard drive. Also I’ll include snippets of text below each vlog regarding with it contains. Some of these are older. However in time there will be a small library of them. Just a minor update of sorts.

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how did you figure out the pronunciation of the litany? I am thinking to just get a copy of standard English pronunciation guide and use that…

I also I’m trying to find vids of all these yoga poses in the book. so far I only found 2.

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So the thing about the litanies of the dark staot is they are a pretty protean thing when it comes to the path of smoke. It is less about precise pronunciation than it is intent. The staot of the worshipers of ahura mazda is the form that is tied to exact pronunciation, tempo and rhythm of their litanies.

In contrast the litanies of the dark staot with shift like sands the desert in all aspects of pronunciation,tempo and rhythm according to the intent at the time of the caster during the recitation. With the trance the litanies can induce during recitations it is not uncommon that a recitation of the same litany for 2 different intentions can sounds completely different.

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Also you can find the poses here

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I had to see what my mad scientist was posting :face_with_monocle:

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I’ll answer the first of your questions, as the second one has already been answered by @Dinmiatus.

How I figured out the pronunciation was by typing them out on the keyboard or use Microsoft Word and look for each letter under the tab symbols; then copy them onto google. The pronunciation I’ve figured out may not be entirely correct, but I think it might be close. Approaching these Staot relies as Diniminatus has already stated much on intention, and it doesn’t need to be perfect pronunciation and the intonation can change not only between each litany but also during the litany. As the litanies are spoken they create psychological changes in your as well as through your speech cause change in the matrix.

However, here’s how I think it should be pronounced I’ll link to various sites regarding the letters so you can hear them. We’ll start with the strange one’s;

ã = This sound according to my research is mostly found in Portuguese; it sounds similar to the name JeAN in French. Here’s a video from a native Portuguese male talking about it and another and the â sound which we will dive into next.

â = Ah - the A in father or Aw the former video explained it pretty well; you can also find it in french as well. I went more with the Ah sound.

û = is found in French and Turkish; it’s more de-nasal in Turkish and to me, it feels more “right” than the French pronunciation. Here’s a link so you can compare the two for yourself:

î = it is found in Romanian and the sounds to me; like you would try to say eh as in meh in English, but with an o shaped mouth. Here’s a link to how it sounds:

ñ = it is likely pronounced the same as the letter found in spanish - here are a few guides:

ý = this is a tricky one, it is found in Check, and it sounds very similar to the Swedish letter y. To get the Swedish letter pronunciation done: it is done by saying the letter e but with an O-shaped mouth.

å = letter I believe is similar to the Swedish one. To help the process a long try to say boat but with an Irish accent if your native language is English. That should do the trick.

ô = imagine the call of an owl to me anyway it says: hoo, hoo. It has a somewhat hollow quality to it. To me, it sounds like you would say hoot in English. Here’s a link, so you can hear what it sounds like:

Now for some other notes

The letter x can be toungetwister in this in the middle of the word it becomes like a k sound. At the beginning of a word it’s ehks. Like Saying Ekens the Pokémon. At the end of the word it becomes like an s sound.

a = to me sound like the ah found in the word aha.

Other than that with the exception of x there’s not many pronunciation exceptions. It’s fairly phonetically consistent.

Also I want to reiterate I think it’s pronounced this way, it doesn’t have to be that way. Also I want to reiterate, the intensity and intonation may change between litanies or during the intonation of one. It’s due to the volatile nature of it. As like the path they are ever changing.

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@Teras390 and @Dinmiatus thanks to both of you☺️

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Some of the stuff that’s talked about in here are:

  • Some other uses of the Litany other than the consecration of menstrual blood or blood in general.

  • Sovar told me once when I evoked him: that speech without intent and will is hollow; it’s dead.

  • Through your words you speak your intent into existence.

  • How the Litany of the Blood moon has helped me with my development of psychic abilities like clairvoyance and overall psychic abilities. The example that is given in the video was that I knew that a topic of conversation would come up the same day due to an improved intuition. And how my ability to scan has improved from a few months back.

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Exercise 1 - Raising Dohmar and Deehakh + Kunda Yoga.

Date: 2021/04/16

This post will contain my notes on the exercise from the session of today. As I’ve been doing this exercise on off ever since the start of this journal; it’s been hard to keep consistent updates. However, I’ll try to better myself regarding that as there is no excuse not to.

Let’s start with the raising of the twin serpents. I noticed today more so than any other, that I need to include a workout routine for my back. As sitting completely straight without any support for my back makes me slouch over a bit at times during the exercise.

I prefer doing this exercise for about 5-10 minutes daily. I’ve found that since I have a partially stuffed nose at times, or helps doing Praha yam, before doing this. Also by lifting my chin up a little bit while keeping my spine erect helps with the airflow. Also if you’re nose is a bit stuffed push out some of it on the exhale. I know, I know it’s really gross. But as the airflow improves so does the intensity of the exercise.

As for the effects the air inside my nostrils feel really fresh and cold. Like your would feel if you inhale peppermint. As per the effect on my system, afterwards I felt waves of bio electricity with medium to high intensity; moving form the crown and outwards to every limb. At times there’s a strange warmth at the root chakra that happens spontaneously.

When I began I just felt a slight buzzing in that place. I guess the best description of the above is that it feels like a cold fire…

As for

Kunda Yoga

I choose the Div: Vizaresh and I plan to do Kunda Yoga and ground his power for at least two weeks, minimally for 1 week.

As for moving through each chakra while chanting his name, while focusing on his sigil. It went fine mostly. There were some strange visions coming along during the process. Like f.e.

A scene inside a hospital where a patient had a cardiac arrest. And another one wanted to die.

So in essence a few images of someone either that’s about to die, or being dead already.

Regarding the chanting. I prefer saying their name in a loud voice as the movements with Kunda Yoga chops up my tone if I vibrate the name. It takes me out of the work so that’s why.

As moving through the chakras on the way up was coupled with death imagery, the way down was similar but one contained a mangled body. As my mind was a bit jumpy today. I’ll before future sessions do 5 minutes of jumping jacks before undertaking them.

The chakras before they were filled with black waters, as I was chanting the Divs name; were white in the center but has black/grey-ish smoke coming from them. As each chakra was filled they gained alight shade darker nuance, in terms of color. They weren’t spinning they were…burning.

The sensation when the waters fill up the chakras, as the Div consume the light spectrum. Is a feeling is contraction or rather pushing or clenching. Then it expands.

Afterwards I felt a lot of buzz in my crown chakra, temples, third eye and heart center. The buzzing sensation lasted for about an hour afterwards.