So I was going to do the Sword of Azazel, but then Azazel showed up and said āYouāre not doing that.ā
He told me instead to light some candles, grab some cupcakes for an offering and stare at a picture of a sun with an eye in the center (posted below).
There, I had a vision. I was in a dark place surrounded by the Nine Gatekeepers, who were dressed in red robes and sitting on tall thrones made of rock. The area then began to shift. It ascended, as if I were on some sort of elevator.
We ascended into light and into a room of white marble and pillars, where there were many angels, demons and gods waiting for us. Azazel, in the form of a tall man with a goatās skull and a black robe pulled me into a pentagram drawn on the floor. I was flanked by all the spirits Iāve met, who started chanting in a language I didnāt recognize. I think they also put their hands on my head as they did so.
Then Azazel spun me around to face Raziel, who presented me a sword with a silver hilt, an orange jewel and a white blade. They then brought out another version of me that was wreathed in yellow flames. I myself was wreathed in blue flames. I took the sword and stabbed the āother meā. There was cheering from everyone.
I then started floating on my back. I was pulled out of my body. Azazel took me by the hand like an adult would with a small child and lead me into another room. It also had white marble and pillars, but it also had windows with light pouring from them.
There was a throne made of gold at the other end of the room. Azazel showed me a box wrapped in a purple bow. āItās a gift from Gabriel,ā he said. āOpen it.ā I did, and a silver light spilled forth and I felt it āfillā me. I thanked Gabriel for her gift. Azazel then carried me up some stairs and placed me in front of the throne, encouraging me to sit. When I did, two manacles appeared from the armrests and trapped my wrists. The throne then pulled me down into the darkness.
When it stopped falling, I saw a huge, orange flaming eye staring at me. An enormous silver and purple dragon crawled out of the pupil. I sensed that the dragon was Abaddon, though I had never met him before. I also sensed Leviathan āunderneathā us, but I couldnāt see him.
āYou who dare to cross the Abyss, your self must first be destroyed.ā Abaddon said as he circled around me. The eye then spewed these dark tendrils which entered my mouth. I could feel my mind being consumed by this darkness until I couldnāt even recall my own name. I thought I heard Belialās voice chime in and said āResilient, isnāt she?ā.
The next thing I knew, I was back in the first room. An image of the sigil I used flicked in front of me, covered in blue flames. I heard Azazel call me a āspiritā or ādenizenā of the Kingdom of Blue Flames and that āIt was done.ā There was cheering from everyone. āO glorious night!ā I heard. āWhat a glorious night!ā Spirits surrounded me and took turns giving me some sort of affection, from hugging to kissing to playing with my hair. I remember also excessively thanking them for whatever the hell just happened to me.
When the vision ended, I was instructed to eat one cupcake (which I did).
The whole experience left me feeling emotionally exhausted and empty, but full. I also felt some sort of burden being lifted from my shoulders.