Hello everyone ‘-’
I come for share some problems with my succubus communication level, and the rest too.
It will be 8 months that I am near my succubus, at first it was nice, I could feel it and maybe see it before even receiving his vessel: An orb, a shadow (I do not I’m not sure), a very clear sentence pronounced while I was in training and that there was nobody with me: It does not matter (it does not matter, in French), after I missed an impression. Taps on the shoulders, a weight on the top of my head as if it was used as an armrest, or a hand on the ass and full of other little thing.
Now, well, it’s more complicated. Basically, for obscure reasons I stopped the medition and was much less present for several months, so necessarily it does not promote communication. Since the middle of this summer, I have begun to recover and what disturbs me is not that I have little result at my call, my meditations, etc. It’s because I have no answer. The only feeling that stands out for 2 months is yesterday, I felt tingling in the right feet and right hand during a meditation and a little after when I was lying in my bed.
I wanted to have your opinion if you thought she was upset because I put her aside for no reason and that I have little to think about her (which, I know, is perfectly understandable), or if she is just busy and she does not feel like making the effort to come, as I have not made an effort on my side.
Or this break of several months requires several months of adaptation to be able to feel it again (but I had very little to meditate before having it in my life).
I also have another problem I’m aware that it takes feelings to be able to interact with a succubus, the thing is that basic. I have trouble feeling feelings. And feel a feeling for a being whom I can neither see, nor touch, nor feel is for me an extreme complexity. So I wondered if there were spells that I could apply on myself to promote the appearance of feeling.
Thank you in advance for your answers
(and sorry for my english)