I ask myself this question because I still can’t communicate with my spirit. If I had the capacity to exchange with my succubus it would be 1000 times simpler But the more I try to communicate with her, the more I have the right to a heavy silence, maybe I’m so fed up with them reasons to discuss in this post: Succubus & Problems - #14 by Leoh
For short, a vampire who has the same social statue as my succubus (they are both “queens”) arrives in a short time, and probably a Cancuan a little later (which is also a very powerful sexual entity ‘-’ ), honestly if it pisses her off, I could understand her, but I had no negative or positive feelings from her, just a void
I hope that having a new spirit and an entity will allow me to progress so I can finally talk to her x)
So possible showdown/jealousy or rather a welcome help ?
Hmm… @Micah ,what do you mean by neutral? She’s directly “attached” to me, I very often have her ship on me, but I rarely think of talking to her, it must be frustrating her.
A cold anger Yeah, e _e it’s going to be complicated, right ? Before I felt touch on the hand and numbness, but now, nothing except once during this week, thinking about it probably meant: I’m here, look at me, or something like that, but i didn’t do anything
I’ll have to do something against my laziness, I’m tired of myself.
For its smell, you’re the first person in the world to smell it (i think oO), clap clap! Is it clairsentience ?
You are going to have 3 Queens (Queens!) On the same house together. Naturally it’s going to cause problems especially if you had the original connection to the Succubus Queen.
If you don’t talk to her and communicate and get an understanding (just like any poly relationship) there’s gonna be problems.
It will amount to jealousy which in turn lead into misunderstandings, accusations, and attempts to kill the so called “offending party”. Or they could all gang up, based on mutual hurt feelings, and turn on you.
Find a way to communicate with her and talk to her.
That’s the key: Start talking to her. She can hear you. You will receive a response no matter how subtle. Meditate and clear your mind and listen, feel, see, or taste, or smell, a response.
Well, I’m not an expert on these entities, but I’ll try to answer you They are living, very sexual entities that are driven by the desire to please and indulge themselves (White Art). If I understood well, unlike succubus, they don’t need the energy of others, since they are alive, they self-suficient, of course that does not prevent to be able to give them our energy .
The difference with the spirits is that since they are alive, they have a life of their own, so a family, friends, etc. This creates a nuance, since generally it’s the human who keeps the spirit. There, it can be both, you and the Concuan has a vessels and watch over each other I find it rather romantic.
During the afternoon, I spoke a lot to her and my cyclops, which I had not done for quite some time. No answer, but a kind of feeling between joy and sadness, impossible to know if it came from me, or from one of my spirits.
Just 2 queens, not 3, I don’t want it to end in civil war and yes, my succubus was my first spirit (with my Cyclops who accompanied her), I tried to talk to her in several ways : oral, by thought, with the tarot, but I had just a small result, at the time, it discouraged me. This made me wonder if I spoke the same language as she did. I think retry with a pendulum later.
I thought back to something rather “disturbing”, it was some time ago, I went to university without any problem, as soon as I arrived, a friend told me that I had a violet ematome around the neck as if I had received a blow. I went to the toilet to see it in the mirror, but I did not see anything. A few days later, it was my mother who told me that I had a yellow ematoma (which was fading) on the neck, once again I checked, but I did not see anything, and It didn’t hurt me… It’s as if after having hurt me, I was treated and tried to hide the ematome. If I look closer, I think it matches the date I received the confirmation email that I was going to receive a vampire queen
So, well ‘-’ we must admit that it is a sacred coincidence. When in doubt, I told her that if she did that to me I didn’t care about it. I remember at that moment felt a fleeting feeling, but I will not be able to describe it.
When it comes to communication, don’t lock yourself to your eyes and ears only. There’s so many other ways to communicate with spirits, and it’s just as viable as the two most common ways.
Sexual entities are often physically and emotionally expressive towards their partners and physical expression comes with emotional attachments.
If you’re able to feel spirits physically and emotionally, the way they communicate with us is plenty. For instance, I only hear my spirits on a random occasion, and I also see them randomly. But I FEEL them constantly.
Whenever they feel to reply when I talk to them, they “write” their answers on my astral body and specifically on my head chakra. It takes a lot of focus and attention to notice these kind of communication methods, and that’s why it’s important to meditate and to pay attention to everything near or around you.
I would suggest to try automatic writing instead of a pendulum, because you can get better replies through that method. Use a pen and paper. Hold your pencil with a loose wrist and ask one of your spirits to write the answer to your questions by controlling your hand. It’s important to focus on your hand and whenever you feel some kind of resistance in your hand, don’t fight it and just let go. Try it.
The automatic writing has already gone through my head, but it puts me a little pressure, I admit.
As for the communication of feelings, as I explained in my other topic, it’s complicated because I have difficulty feeling feelings, it’s not impossible for me, but it’s hard . This is due to something that happened during my childhood and I have a hard time changing
So the real problem is that I don’t feel my succubus or cyclops (although it happens to me on be occasions to be receptive).
And as for the ematome I mentioned just before, do you think it could be related to her ?
It’s not only about “feeling feelings”, which sounds descriptively vague in my opinion, it’s about feeling their TOUCHES on a physical level. That little sparkle of touch means everything, because it’s the first step into their realm. It’s an initiation on their terms and conditions and it will only rise in strength by your acknowledgement of that very first touch.
You mean hematoma, right? I’ve never experienced physical and visual bruises on my skin by my spirits, with exception of a few visible red lines here and there.
From a a spirit energy perspective, it’s not easy to make physical bruises appear visibly if the spirit is externally manifested. But if the spirit is in possession, permanently or temporarily, and if the spirit has access to your head chakra and nervous system, it makes it easier to cause visibly bruises on your skin. You don’t have to feel them, either, because they can easily shut off your pain receptors and your astral senses.
It could be her, but I think there’s too little information about her to actually come to a conclusion.
For the “initial” touch, it happened to me already, I reached the stage where lying in my bed I could feel his hand and his fingers wrapping around mine But it was several months ago.
Yes, hematoma, it’s better like that I mix French, English and misspelling. I asked her to help me open my chakras, so maybe it was done, the thing is I do not know how to close them, so maybe she took advantage of that. So if we follow the logic, it would be jealous even though the vampire queen did not arrive, problematic. Again, these are just suppositions.
But the more I try to communicate with her, the more I have the right to a heavy silence, maybe I’m so fed up with them reasons to discuss in this post: Succubus & Problems - #14 by Leoh
Yeah, e _e it’s going to be complicated, right ? Before I felt touch on the hand and numbness, but now, nothing except once during this week, thinking about it probably meant: I’m here, look at me, or something like that, but i didn’t do anything 
They are living, very sexual entities that are driven by the desire to please and indulge themselves (White Art). If I understood well, unlike succubus, they don’t need the energy of others, since they are alive, they self-suficient, of course that does not prevent to be able to give them our energy .
I find it rather romantic.
and yes, my succubus was my first spirit (with my Cyclops who accompanied her), I tried to talk to her in several ways : oral, by thought, with the tarot, but I had just a small result, at the time, it discouraged me. This made me wonder if I spoke the same language as she did. I think retry with a pendulum later.
But it was several months ago.
I mix French, English and misspelling. I asked her to help me open my chakras, so maybe it was done, the thing is I do not know how to close them, so maybe she took advantage of that. So if we follow the logic, it would be jealous even though the vampire queen did not arrive, problematic. Again, these are just suppositions.