Strange Meditation Experience with the Ascended Masters

It’s hard to say given we don’t know what energy working was happening during this meditation, but I would not expect this to be the result of the meditation itself. Mainly because I’ve done a few Atlantic oriented meditations and a lightworker, (though not Mattson’s) and the word “gentle” is a wonderfully polite way of saying “doesn’t really do much”. They also tend to be highly permission oriented. :smiley:

What I would look for is whether you banished and cleansed the area and your body before staring, what wards you have up and what other astral presences were present. You were in a highly receptive state, and these workings tend to he positive and ignore that not everything in the world has your interests at heart.

I’m not saying this was the case, but if you were guided to be just “open” and not specific about who you let in, you get the Ouija board effect: saying “is anybody there?” is a bit like opening your door in downtown Manhattan and shouting “who wants free beer and pizza?” :joy: Not exactly “spiritually hygienic”, as we’d term it.

Now, high vibrational people usually don’t attract parasites the way mages performing black magick will, but you are not immune and regular cleansing and knowing psychic defense techniques are helpful.

So my initial guess, without more info, like how you felt emotionally, which Ascendeds you were talking to, (assuming you were told who, and that they were actually ascendeds and not parasites/impostors), or if your cleansed/banished etc, is that you were attacked by astral parasites. A big one, or few, that messed with your meridians in a very invasive way.

If you didn’t cleanse yet I’d go and do that, get in a salt bath, and perform the microcosmic orbit to rebalance your meridians. Ground with your feet on bare Earth, and eat and drink very clean for a few days, getting a full night of good (great) quality sleep on a regular schedule.

You could use Tarot or other divination to investigate more.

No, even if you believe in karma, this doesn’t make sense. Karma is largely fake, it’s really about the carrying over between lives of energy and relationships, but gets hijacked as “punishment”, so that con artists can charge you to get them to fix it, or control you or justify being shitty to you. This was an attack, or something else, but there is no punishment.

Don’t automatically feel guilty of anything, or that people don’t like you for any reason, it’s rarely true that can be used to manipulate you.

So for this to be a leftover from past lives instigated by ascendeds (assuming they’re ascendeds), we have to have a couple of things in place:

  1. the people that affected you (may not have been from the meditation either) were from one of your past lives (it’s personal not random),
  2. it resolved the issue (otherwise why do it?).
    A conversation or healing would make sense.

Which leads to two opposing possibilities:
a) the perpetrator(s) used your openness to perform a malicious attack for unknown reasons,
b) the perpetrator(s) were trying to fix something in your energy, a thing which is unknown

So you have some questions to meditate on and I advise some cleansing and balancing… personally I would evoke these “ascendeds” and ask them myself, with a view to finding out what their energy is like directly and if they are what they told this woman they are.

  • Who did this? (names, identify the perpetrators)
  • What was the intent?
  • What was the result on your system?
  • What are you going to do about it?

As a general rule of thumb, don’t take part in group meditations with random entities you have not personally spoken to. It’s ok to evoke them in advance in a controlled ritual space and get a feel for them. If they’re legit and not parasites they’ll not be weird about it and be happy to talk to you, thrilled at how well you’re standing in your power and practicing your psychic skills.

Final note: it’s extremely common for these new age types to be horribly parasitised. They have no idea what they’re doing esoterically (usually only speaking to the one entity that controls their mind and doing little reading around to get educated, which they are discouraged from of course) and are easy to manipulate with pretty flattering words, with no tools to verify impostors or know what the energy is actually doing. Without looking this person up, I would assume they’re being used as a way to reach more hosts, and get into parasite removal mode: it can’t hurt and could save you years of lost progress.

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