A musing…( Very long winded and chock full of HOT UPG). You’ve been warned 
Now THIS is what I’m talking about.
Wow this is exactly what I needed to make coherent sense of this subject.
I’m super surprised that the original author is VK Jehennum. He really surprised me this time. I’ll tell you, I stopped caring about what VK was saying when I read his synopsis on Prince Orobas. He said he wasn’t a beginner friendly spirit, very impatient. Something about he’s the messenger of the Goetic spirits and possibly Hecate as well. And on and on.
I’ll be frank I can’t relate my 21 of years of experience with Prince Orobas to anything he was saying. He’s super beginner friendly and patient. Prince Orobas wants to network and make friends and build bridges. He usually likes most people except the habitually dishonest. As far as being the messenger, he tells me he’s NOBODY’S messenger.
So who do I listen to? My own experience or someone else’s Upg? That’s a no brainer. Obviously my own experience is more valuable than another magicians Upg. Unless that other magician can actually fly, or turn lead to gold then I really don’t care about his upg. Its only a reference point or a guide. It’s great when Upg becomes SPG though.
Back to the link above a self initiation through the tree of death. The Qlippoth , Sitrah Ahra…wow.
Now I’ve read this and it looks legit to me. From everything I know if performed exactly as written it would produce the desired results.
Now the question is do you really want sitrah ahra…do I really want Sitrah Ahra…
NGL it pulls to me hard in my soul. Since I’ve cut off contact with the angelic the pull to sitrah Ahra has been much more intense. I know this is a very dangerous task. Anyone who says it’s not is simply misinformed. You can die, you can lose your mind.
Going through Qlippoth initiation is by nature a harrowing, frightening experience that’s going to break down doors of your perception.
So I wonder, do I have what it takes to do this and come out the other side? This is where the rubber meets the road.
I’ve asked Orobas can I do this, he said “yes but things are never going to be the same after you take those steps”
This will cement my link to the infernal and possibly assist me in lighting the black flame inside.
Here’s the good news, most of the entities being called on in the ritual are spirits I know from working with them or meet and greet. So there is that, I’ll see alot of spirits I know very well and I’m on good terms with.
For most people Sitrah Ahra ( the other side) is a door that should never be opened.
I’ve consulted with Lucifer and he says “come and take your journey and take your place”. So he’s giving this a green light too. Still there will be serious dangers in attempting this. I’ve seen several magicians lose thier minds or thier life completely falls apart and turns to shit on them.
I need a little more time but my heart wants this and intuition says I need to take this step.
On the surface the ritual seems easy. A recitation and a meditation on the sphere in question. Probably one every two weeks. My intention would be to practice daily and take close notes on the synchronicities and intuitions that I experience.
I don’t want to go too quickly through this I want to make sure I get out of this what I really need.
For those of you who don’t understand the kabbalah very well there are two worlds. Our universe the tree of life, and there is a parallel universe called sitra ahra and the tree of death.
All things every thought word and deed comes from one of two places “kedusha” or holiness and “sitrah ahra” the other side or as the RHP would say “the impure”.
According to kabbalist theory the divine providence partitioned this place sitrah ahra off from the tree of life universe in order to stop sitrah ahra and the beings that reside there from corrupting and destroying this universe.
We as humans made in the image of God with freewill have the ability to choose between things of kedusha or Qlippoth.
The kabbalist wants to glorify the ALL through his thoughts words and deeds and allow the divine providences light and mercy into the world.
There are some big differences in the goals of the RHP and the LHP. We for example recognize and celebrate our own divinity and seek to transcend the cycle of life, death and absorbtion into the ALL. This is a huge difference between RHP Kabbalistic philosophy and LHP points view. They want to be reabsorbed into the ALL. We wish to retain our minds and personalities after death and be free to go where we wish and do what we wish.
There are a great deal of differences between practicioners in the LHP. Some work with both LHP and RHP entities, as is their right and perrogative. I myself was a left of center practicioner for many years and I worked with both angels and demons but after the 72 project I decided that the infernal entities were the class I wanted to focus on. I still maintain ties with the Archangels but aside from that I don’t need any of their meddling.
Some say the LHP and RHP only exist as differences in our minds and perceptions. This could be true. I don’t understand this view though to be honest. But what’s clear to me is Sitrah Ahra and kedusha. Night and day, war and peace, light and darkness, heaven and hell, as above so below.
To be clear I don’t think that the way I practice and how I walk the LHP, and how I see things, are the only legitimate way to do and see things. There are many practicioners much more experienced and stronger than me that see things very differently than I do. My methods and views and way I walk the LHP are a product of my experiences and the evolution of my practice.
In the eyes of good devout Kabbalists anyone who works with the infernal , the Goetics, are already tainted by sitrah ahra already and should be avoided. They fear LHP magicians greatly.
What is to be gained from this project? A deepening of ties with the infernal hierarchy. New insights, perhaps stronger Clair’s or other abilities. Really though it’s just time I open those doors boldly and stride right in and find my place in the other side.
Ever since I got kicked out of the RHP Kabbalist school for evoking Orobas I’ve been aligning with sitra ahra. I think this is just my destiny and there’s no need to be afraid, only thing to do is embrace it and accept it for what it is.
End of musing.