I’m an intj I plan, I make things efficient, I have this goal this vision what I could be if I’m more efficient, more tactical, less scared of losing control of my anger and the consequences of it and being more an intj I know I have it inside me a world of logic, efficiency, systems and tactic the architecture of my mind
Are there things in Magick that can help me to that goal to make the architecture of my mind dictate my reactions and characteristics on the outside
I’m not interested in working with another daimon other than marchosias because having too much priorities leads to inefficiency and that is antithetical to my goals
My intent with this is not to get smarter because I already have a post about that my intent is to take who I am on the inside and using that on the outside to develop myself further
Practice using logic-oriented thinking. For example, be very structured in daily life activities, learn a new skill that requires organized logic, and adopt the ways of thinking for that in daily life. Such as, break down your morning or evening routines by a numbered list of actions you can check off in order.
Online education sites like Udemy have cheap programming and mathematics courses that will expose you to logical thinking processes not available every day, and, as this is how you think already you should find them quite enjoyable.
If you’re feeling blocked then healing workings would suit. A spell for healing would be something like, grab a green candle and spend time visualizing your future state and mindset as a whole and logical, left brained person.
at the core of “connecting you your heart” In another way of putting it, it’s just connecting with yourself, when could say it "mindset or a magical thing are both right, but at the core of is emotions and feeling your own emotions of what your heart is telling you, it can be as simple as “what I’m feeling if any thing” maybe it angry or sadness, etc but connecting with you are feeling with and also tracing it back, of “why I’m feeling this way” these are very simple way to do it
A questionable resource possibly, but someone I know on Facebook that is a hoodoo worker (or root worker); they said that people don’t use enough glamor Magic, love Magic, witch bottles or honey jars for themselves.
I’m feeling tired of feeling like this fleshy weak meat mech I want to feel more I thought about my deamon self what it would look like my deamon self has every desire I have brought to the surface of it’s skin a monstereus being but with morality ruling for the good of it’s people
I feel more comfortable and powerful being or feeling like an deamon I don’t know what is possible in this but I’m hungry for something that would quench it
I possibly had a past life as a deamon is there a way to find more information about that life and what are the characteristics of having a deamon past life every information would help me a lot
Everything is ok but thinking that I’m an demon is insufficient I’ve tried that
I have merged these topics as all these posts are a continuation of the same conversation, namely your search to be anything other than human. First it was succubus, then werewolf, then the joining Infernal Empire, then animal totems, and now back to demons again.
I think this the the best thread and the title is the most representative as you figure out who you are, but please keep your topics on this subject together now, so people can see what was already said and not repeat what you already rejected.
I’m sorry I’m a bit of a pendulum of questions lately and I’m just feeling tired, sad and irritated with not knowing how to accomplish my goals I’m swinging because I’m hoping one would be easier to achieve than the others I can’t think for the life of me how to accomplish any of those I just want to feel genuinely happy with myself maybe it’s the curse of intelligence knowing what you don’t know, knowing that you feel hollow and empty
How about trying something completely different? Start working with your dreams in a shamanistic way, to get information from your subconscious - it will tell you what you need to feel fulfilled.
I highly recommend you get the audio version of the Book Dreamgates by Robert Moss that walks you through how to do this and why in detail, including guided journey meditations. I think it will be right up your alley. o get more dreams start a dream journal and try supplementing with Mexican Dream Herb, African Dream Root and DMAE.
